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  1. Rec 8

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    AU. Slight Fix-it. William decides to go on a walk with Martha, after assisting her at the party. Do these two have more in common than they think?

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    01 May 2026

  2. Rec 7

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    Reveal crucial information to the… *right* person?

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    01 May 2026

  3. Rec 3

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    The spell was shattered with brutal finality and Eridan was standing in the middle of his respiteblock, fully aware that this was a dream that never could be. He had an image to upload. He had responsibilities. She didn't fit anywhere in that and she never would. He wanted to scream, he wanted to forget her, and he wanted to do something terrible to everyone he had ever met just so that they too would feel this agony.

    He hated this. Hated himself. Hated the world.

     

    Or: Eridan grapples with gender dysphoria in a way that is neither effective nor healthy

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    15 Nov 2025

  4. Rec 2

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    Playtesting is critical for a successful release.

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    10 Oct 2025

  5. Rec 98

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    “I used to think I couldn’t be trusted. With people. With—anything I might lose.”

    Abby doesn’t interrupt. Jinu keeps staring straight ahead, eyes on something far away.

    “I thought if I let anyone close again, I’d ruin them too.”

    Abby doesn’t joke. Doesn’t smirk. He just shifts, lets their knees touch. He looks at him and says, “I’m still here.”

    Not a promise. Just truth.

    Abby has abs. Abby also has centuries of blood on his hands, a smile so practiced it’s practically a weapon, and a crush on his emotionally unavailable demon war captain that he would never call love. Not out loud.

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    23 Jun 2025