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    “She was going to kiss me,” Wei Ying says, muffled, into his hands.

    Lan Zhan makes sure he keeps his breaths even. “Hm,” he says. Wei Ying looks up at him, wild: a little tipsy, perhaps. Confused, in a panic. His mouth is red like he’s been kissed—he hasn’t. He’s a lip biter, has a habit of picking at his dry lips, the winter sores at the corner of his mouth. It drives Lan Zhan to madness. He dreams of Wei Ying’s puffy mouth, often, sometimes with the real Wei Ying in a sleeping bag on the floor next to his bed. On mornings like those he wakes up in a cloud of embarrassment—hobbling to the bathroom at dawn, running a loud shower to hide the sounds. Wei Ying sleeps on.

    “How do I—” Wei Ying starts, stops. He then lets out a single laugh, another. He says: “Oh my god. How do I kiss? Lan Zhan, how do I kiss?”

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    Or: Wei Ying has a girlfriend now. Wei Ying doesn't want his best friend to lag behind.

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    30 Jan 2022

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    28 Jan 2022

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    24 Jan 2022

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    Once, Lan Wangji made a choice to step aside. Ten years after Wei Ying’s death, he finds a way back to choose again.

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    27 Dec 2021

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    There are things that Lan Wangji remembers. The tap of a hand fastening a talisman to his anger-taut shoulder. The snap of fingers. The evening turning syrupy and amber, honey-drowned. The messy room, the fragrance of wine, a laughing mocking face. The slow-flowing stream of his thoughts. Fingers on his sleeve making a suggestive gesture. Fury. Longing.

    He thinks about that night. He thinks about it when things are bad.

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    OR: Things Wei Wuxian Never Did to Lan Wangji.

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    04 Jul 2021

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    On Halloween night, an exiled demonic cultivator and a Lan disciple get stuck in a time-loop, find each other, and try to figure it all out.

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    01 Nov 2020

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    Lan Wangji clutches his phone in a tight grip. The dial tone drones a steady rhythm in time with his fluttering heart. Suddenly, the cloth of his shirt feels suffocating.

    This is a mistake. He never should have written that number down—not from a flyer promising something so shameful.

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    07 Apr 2020

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    His fingers are now lying very casually upon Lan Zhan’s forearm. Lan Zhan does not shake them off. His mouth has parted ever so slightly, in the way it does when he’s trying to say something. This just has the effect of making them look even more soft and full and biteable than they already did before and how has Wei Wuxian only just realised that he wants to fuck Lan Zhan?

    (In which Wei Wuxian revisits Gusu three years after he met Lan Wangji, realises that he's attracted to him, realises that he's in love with him, and realises that he might possibly just be loved back).

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    03 Apr 2020

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    Wei Wuxian smiles at him. Lan Wangji smiles back, helpless not to.

    ‘Don’t do that,’ Wei Wuxian says.

    ‘Do—?’

    ‘Smile like that,’ says Wei Wuxian, in a very how dare you!!!! sort of fashion. ‘How am I supposed to think when I know you can smile like that!’

    ‘Don’t think,’ Lan Wangji advises.

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    Wei Wuxian comes back to the Cloud Recesses for the winter months. He and Lan Wangji learn that emotional intimacy and physical intimacy are not (yet) quite synonymous.

    They have time to figure it out.

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    26 Feb 2020

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    Betrothed.
     
    Lan Wangji was six the first time he heard that word. He wasn’t quite sure what it meant, but his mother didn’t seem to like it, so he decided that he didn’t like it either.

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    25 Feb 2020

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    It’s a really unfortunate thing, developing a crush on your husband. Wei Ying had assumed this would be easy. Lan Zhan had been so icy and unpleasant to him, it had never occurred to him that he might end up spending the next however many years with this dumb, burning feeling in his chest whenever he looks at him.

    “Okay,” says Wei Ying. “But tell me if I…if the pretending gets to be too hard, okay?”

    “It will not,” says Lan Zhan, quietly certain.

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    24 Feb 2020

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    20 Jan 2020

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    or, one hundred and thirty-three principles of the Gusu Lan, pertaining to the state of marriage

     

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    He bows to Wei Wuxian, sword in hand, sleeves falling properly. Wei Wuxian bows in return, and the sect leaders begin the opening courtesies, and for all of ten minutes Lan Wangji is under the impression that he is betrothed to a boy who is perfectly normal and acceptable apart from an unfortunate tendency to fidget with his clothes.

    That impression does not last.

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    12 Jan 2020

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    "Haven't you heard?" Nie Huaisang replied, clicking his tongue, though he was clearly pleased that he could be the one to break the news. He leaned in to announce with a dramatic flourish: "Lan Wangji just took emergency family leave this past weekend."

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    06 Jan 2020

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    "Lan Zhan..." he whispered quietly, and Lan WangJi's grip on his wrist seemed to falter. He took the chance to get free from his hold and twist the water out of the cloth. "What do you want me to do, Lan Zhan?"

    Lan WangJi's gaze drifted down Wei WuXian's body slowly, "Bathe."

    Wei WuXian, "Do you really want me to bathe with you?"

    Lan WangJi, "Mn."

    Wei WuXian couldn't speak for a while, playing with the piece of cloth in his hands. He wanted to go in, too, more than he could ever think he would. But he didn't trust his body to stay calm in this kind of situation with Lan WangJi. He shook his head 'no' again. "When you're sober, if you want to bathe with me again, we will. But not tonight."

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    Five novel spin-off chapters that exclude the "dub" from the "dubcon", for the fellow CQLers who feel a bit uncomfortable reading dubcon content.

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    05 Jan 2020

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    "All packed up!" the post says, with Wei Ying's profile picture and attached photo of several cardboard boxes, taped all over and signed 'Books', 'Clothes', and 'Diff.Shit' in Wei Ying's messy handwriting. "PS looking for a place in Chang'an to stay for a while!"

    Below, Jiang Cheng has posted a stuck-out-tongue emoji; Wei Ying has answered with an emphatic 'no' and a paragraph of complaining about his 'mangy mutts' and 'damn fleabags'. Is he moving to Chang'an?

    "I have a room." Lan Wangji is a quick typer, and the post is barely an hour old without any other comments, but he still fears somebody will outpace him, offer Wei Ying a place to stay first. "Need a neighbor. If you don't mind the rabbits."

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    04 Jan 2020

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    He allowed himself to lay down once more. Mind reeling over what he had found since waking up.

    He could feel people’s emotions, every person’s emotions apparently had different sensations on him, he could hear their thoughts as well if this person was actively thinking in words, he could feel thoughts that were not words, like his Shijie knowing something he didn’t before.

    And apparently, Lan Zhan loved him.

     
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    What if after coming back from the Burial Mounds, Wei Ying had gained a few extra abilities due to his demonic cultivation? What if he had telepathy and could not only read minds, but feel the emotion of people around him?

    Inspired by the amazing author Restless_Gay_Soul, creator of the amazing fic A Blessing in Disguise.

     

    Also, please don't copy this work to any other site without my permission.

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    17 Dec 2019

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    As Wei WuXian walks away from him, Lan Zhan cannot help but think that he is making the biggest mistake of his life. Lan Zhan decides to live with no regrets, and acts on his doubts - and it works out pretty well!
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    in which in Ep50 (The Untamed ending) Lan Zhan goes back to Wei WuXian, and they share a first kiss and a first time together. Lan Qiren is not pleased, but will have to deal. Lan Xichen gives some good advice.

    Now translated into Russian thanks to Ao3 user youllloveithere! ^-^

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    07 Dec 2019

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    I once believed love would be black and white / But it's golden

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    22 Oct 2019

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    Who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?

    (A Wèi Wúxiàn character study, with a significant side of Wangxian)

    Footage (and thus spoilers) for eps 1-33 of The Untamed.

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    21 Oct 2019

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