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    Fear lumps in his throat, choking him, but at least he gets his feet unstuck from the floor; he throws himself forward, crawling pathetically on the bed, clawing at the sheets until his hands find the warm skin of Mo Ran’s chest, pushing aside his loose sleep robes.

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    Happiness isn't always easy.

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    30 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Bro dude dude

  2. Rec 13

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    I would want to stay by your side and be loved by you in every lifetime.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    27 Jan 2026

  4. Rec 30

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    Sharing a body with the man Chu Wanning loves most, Taxian-Jun believes he is only a temporary presence. One night, he dares to ask if he is allowed to stay.

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    26 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 56

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    “You came!” He exclaimed, words somewhat slurred. He grabbed onto his suit jacket, a fistful of fabric in each hand.

    Mobei Jun didn’t even care that the ash from his cigarette was likely ruining the fabric. He reached up without thinking, hands coming to rest on Shang Qinghua’s waist. He caught the weight of him, keeping him steady were he swayed.

    Shang Qinghua was smiling at him, face flushed more than it had been when Mobei Jun had first laid eyes on him. “God,” Shang Qinghua breathed, leaning in more. “You are—something else.”

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    mobei jun is a rich young man who is betrothed to a woman he doesn't want to marry. on the journey to her estate, mobei jun meets shang qinghua.

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    03 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    To pay off an old debt, Mo Ran is a tyrant in the ring. He wins his fights, but can't seem to win the attention of the elusive doctor who watches his matches yet refuses to attend to him.

    “Get the fuck out there,” Xue Meng says as encouraging as he can, shoving Mo Ran forward. Even as Mo Ran walks to the center of the ring, Chu Wanning’s gaze weighs heavy on him. It’s not as ephemeral as it normally is, either.

    A low fire begins to stir in Mo Ran’s belly. The crowd turns into a blur, the noise fading to the background as he’s blanketed by Chu Wanning’s presence. It’s a white light in this dark, dingy hellhole and Mo Ran hones in on it like a moth. It’s only when the bell rings that Mo Ran snaps back to reality and comes face to face with his opponent. Even then, he’s filled with one singular thought.

    He’s looking at me.

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    28 Oct 2025

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    When the man called Taxian-Jun arrives, years later, it’s the coming of a storm. 

    He sweeps into a dinner appointment between Chu Wanning and a client, clad in black, a smirk tugging at his mouth. Over the spark of irritation, Chu Wanning can’t help but admire his lean frame, the way his hair, cut rebelliously short, falls over smoldering, dark eyes. The way he towers over him, even when Chu Wanning rises to full height. 

    Chu Wanning’s heart races as Taxian-Jun leans in close, ignoring the shouts and gasps around them.

    “Sakaki of Ran,” he purrs in their native tongue. “You’re mine.”

    Chu Wanning lifts his chin. “I don’t know you.”

    “You will,” Taxian-Jun says, and leaves.


    In which Chu Wanning is a courtesan serving Chinese merchants in Nagasaki, Japan, and Taxian-Jun decides to make him his.

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    09 Oct 2025

  8. Rec *

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    Chu Wanning discovers that his best friend's brother is the MMA superstar that he's obsessed with. Once the world throws him back into Mo Ran's orbit years later, it seems like Mo Ran holds an interest in him, too.

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    Mo Ran was in deep, deep, deep, shit—and the reason for that was one, particular Chu Wanning.

    Chu Wanning was prickly, a little cold, but at the end of the day, a sweet boy who'd looked out for others with subtle gestures, who bore the weight of care in everything he didn’t say. Mo Ran had always thought so.

    ...

    So who the hell was the person who walked through his front door, nearly shattered his jaw, and practically ran back out!?

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    07 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is like top 5 fics ever holy yaoi bro

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    Since they started going out, Mo Ran keeps feeling that Wanning draws way more attention from strangers than before. Sure, his boyfriend is a beauty that can’t be found in the crowd everyday, but they never cared about him that much.

    Mo Ran can’t possibly be making all this up.

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    02 Oct 2025

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    “Chu Wanning, let This Venerable One hold you for a bit.” Then, almost as an afterthought, “This Venerable One is cold.”
    “Don’t you have an empress?”
    “She doesn’t smell as good as you.” 
    Mo Ran sidled even closer to Chu Wanning, dropping Chu Wanning’s hand to run his fingers through Chu Wanning’s hair, still damp and a bit textured. 
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    OR: Inspired by one of Meatbun's mini-theatres. Sometimes, Taxian-jun just wants a hug to chase away the cold.

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    02 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 97

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    Taxian-jun is a war god that can be summoned to fight his master's enemies with ruthless determination. But, there is something different about this summoning. There is no enemy army waiting for him to decimate, only a lone celestial that has already been tortured to his limit.

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    01 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 47

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    But everything was just so… present.

    The background chirp of cicadas was more like a swarm screaming directly into his ear. The tinkle of chopsticks on bowls from Mo Ran still eating in their kitchen, sharing the meal meant for two with loneliness, pounded in Chu Wanning’s head. His stomach churned. The bedsheets pressed on him with the weight of a mountain, hot and itchy and freezing all at the same time. Every point of contact of his body with the bed was buzzing. The way his flesh indented as it lay on the bed tore at his thoughts. It was the only thing he could think of, just the skin compressing into itself.

     

     

    Chu Wanning doesn’t deserve the life he has with Mo Ran. He doesn’t deserve anything at all.

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    01 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Mo Ran is good at noticing what Chu Wanning needs, even if neither of them have the words for his peculiarities.

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    “Come here, Wanning,” Mo Ran says in a low voice, gently pulling him onto their bed. Chu Wanning goes with him, still complaining, but he lets Mo Ran guide him to lie down on his back. Then Mo Ran climbs on top of him.

    It’s like having a warm, heavy blanket draped over him. An extremely heavy blanket, with a heartbeat and breaths that he carefully keeps away from Chu Wanning’s skin, somehow knowing that air moving over him feels like a wire brush at the moment.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    How many times over the last two years had he imagined this conversation, walking through what he would say to Mo Ran when they finally met again?

    And yet, now, in front of the man himself, Chu Wanning has forgotten all those careful words, those scripted lines in his cold, simmering anger.

    “What is there to explain, Mo Ran?” Chu Wanning folds his arms, glaring at him. “Are you going to explain how the last thing I remember was seeing you bleeding to death before my eyes, but when I woke up after all those years, they told me that you had set sail for the West?”

    Reuniting unexpectedly at the port years after Mo Ran fled China in guilt over Chu Wanning nearly dying saving him, Mo Ran declares he has returned to Sisheng Peak for good.

    When they are both assigned to investigate a drug ring in Yangzhou at Guyue'ye's request, they realise they'll need to infiltrate a seedy kink parlour...

    1920s Republic of China AU with cultivation.

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    30 Sep 2025

  15. Rec 28

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    He sat on the floor in their bedroom, watching the man by the window. He was facing away from Mo Ran, and in the rays of the setting sun the outline of his silhouette was fluorescent.

    "You know, I've always liked sun- Sun- Sun-"

    The image glitched, the last sounds repeating a few times in a row. The man's figure froze before he could fully turn around, and Mo Ran couldn't see his face, stretching out his hand, but it went right through.

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    Chu Wanning dies, Mo Ran lives, everything hurts.

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    russian translation available here!

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    29 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Holy shit man

  16. Public Bookmark 47

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    The moon felt warm as he fell. It was the heat of his soul shattering, snapping into pieces too small to put back together. He closed his eyes as he finally touched the ocean.

    He was no more. Only a glimmer in a sea that reflected another that was not him.

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    The moon falls for a human.

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    28 Sep 2025

  17. Rec 50

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    He feels the demon's presence long before he sees him. It's how it always is with these things, Chu Wanning thinks. Perhaps how it will be long into the future. Like a loose thread wrapped around his wrist is suddenly being pulled taut, his former thoughts are discarded, his mind dragged away kicking and screaming from reason. There is only just enough room to think of the shape of an ache he knows too well, whose name comes to his lips just as the sulfur rises in the air of a dingy back alley and a fire burns into the shape of a man.

    "Mo Weiyu."

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    28 Sep 2025

  18. Rec 23

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    He wants to watch over Mo Ran for the last time, watching him sleep peacefully and impressing the face that he adores so much in his memory, so that he'll never forget it again.

    Only, Mo Ran's face is contorted in a grimace tonight, and his sleep is not peaceful in the slightest.

    So he hesitantly takes a step closer to the bed and then another one, until his knees brush against the wood of the bedframe. He gingerly sits on the bed, just beside Mo Ran, and puts a trembling hand on his head. Gently, careful not to wake him up, he starts to stroke his hair, in the manner that he often saw human mothers do to comfort their crying children.

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    21 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Banger

  19. Public Bookmark 11

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    Strung up on the day of Taxian-jun's coronation, Chu Wanning bleeds out.

     

    For Whumptober 2022, Day 5: Every Whumpee's Needs: Blood Loss.

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    20 Sep 2025

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    "What if one morning you woke up with a red alert from the government saying you only have ten minutes before a nuclear bomb explodes in your area, would you wake up your significant other to spend the remaining minutes together or let them sleep through it, oblivious, to spare them from pain?"

    An absurd question from many years ago. A hypothetical question that Mo Ran couldn't relate to in the past.

    But now... it's a different story.

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    20 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh ok

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