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A gun dropping into dark waters, ripples sending the mirrored stars dancing across the lake. Finney with his dirtied hands reaching for a bottle of Sprite as a dog barks upstairs, his friend’s lifeless body buried across the street. There is a ceramic mask in the costume trunk that sits in Al’s van, half-finished birdhouses and potted plants waiting for him at work. A scar that runs the length of Albert Shaw’s right forearm, gouged into him by the dangerously sharp end of a pen light shaped like a rocket ship.
Robin Arellano gave it to him out of a box of Cracker-Jacks and now it has Albert’s blood dried into the plastic.
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Finney answers truthfully when Albert asks his name. It changes the course of the future.Bookmarked by evijuls
22 Nov 2025
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Felix had no other choice, really. Jisung and Hyunjin were both busy, and he wasn’t going to risk Seungmin making fun of him the entire time, and he sure as hell wasn’t about to ask any of their partners to model for him. Not that any of them would have minded, but Felix felt awkward enough asking his closest friends to model nude for him, so asking his friends’ boyfriends who he wasn’t quite as close to was completely off the table.
Which left him with two options. One, he could set up mirrors around himself and painstakingly draw himself.
Or two, he could ask his father.
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A tale of parental expectations, acceptance, and love against all odds.
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- Part 5 of sunmoon bingo round 1
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30 Aug 2025
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For SKZween, prompt H24:
Person A (Jisung) and B (Minho) are a couple who both lost their jobs and are struggling financially. They decide to live in B's parents house which has been empty since the death of his parents. But strange things begin happening and B (Minho) realises that his parents had a few dark secrets.
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24 Aug 2025
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“Something like what?”
“Something like…” Jisung pushed his sleeves up. His skin prickled instantly, though not from cold. “Like tying someone. Lightly. Just the wrists. In front. Nothing serious.”
Minho blinked, skeptical surprise flickering across his features. But he didn’t speak until Jisung looked up and met his gaze. When Jisung’s dark eyes didn’t waver, Minho exhaled slowly.
“You want to practice bondage… on me?”
Jisung nodded, face still unreadable but flushed at the edges.
“I’ve been reading things. Watching,” he added quickly, “instructional stuff. Safe stuff. And I think I need to try it with someone. And I trust you.”
That last part seemed to land the hardest. Minho leaned back, rubbing the back of his neck. “Well shit,” he murmured, a ghost of amusement threading into the moment. “I’ve never been someone’s guinea pig before.”
“You don’t have to—”
“No, Jisung-ah,” Minho cut in gently, suddenly with all clarity. “It’s okay. I’m not uncomfortable. Just… surprised. You don’t usually ask for things like this.”
Jisung’s breath left him with a laugh that trembled like spun glass. “That’s ‘cause I don’t usually want things like this.”
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- Part 6 of M i n s u n g
- Part 20 of Stray Kids Angst Works
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23 Aug 2025
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“Let’s write to each other,” Jisung tells him, his face going funny from the way he's lying. Minho looks up and finds Jisung's hair tickling his forehead.
He blows air out of his nose and it lifts Jisung's fringe. “Like letters?”
“Yeah. Like in the movies.”
Or: Jisung goes away for the summer. He doesn't want Minho to forget him.
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18 Aug 2025
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"I want to touch both of you, and you can be John's 'eyes' for a while."
Noel wants to make them both stop thinking and just feel, until Arthur forgets to hold back.
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30 May 2025
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All that is mine to me, all that is yours to you by Stringgoblin
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
05 Nov 2023
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"We'll find you a nice cadaver, or something."
After everything, Arthur and John finally have time to figure out how to get John his own body. It isn't a pleasant process. It turns out that having a fragment of a god excised from your mind has some side-effects, and being a fragment of a god suddenly resident in a human ex-corpse isn't particularly straightforward either.
They'll help each other through it. They always do.
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17 May 2025
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That I might see with my chest and sink into the edges round you by veritaaas
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
09 Jan 2025
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Mornings are hard for some, not so much for others.
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Aka Arthur wakes up to John enjoying himself, and tries to make it all about himself instead. Luckily, he's knocked down a peg, and soon realizes what it's really about.
John. His body.
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14 May 2025
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What would have happened if Heisenberg hadn't thrown Ethan into the hole to deal with Strum? What if Heisenberg had beaten some sense into Ethan instead, making him see things his way?
The story starts after the events in the stronghold, and follows Ethan, as he tries to cope with surviving the nightmares of the village, while also battling the nightmares of his past. Fortunately, Heisenberg offers a solution to the current problem of rescuing Rose. Unfortunately for Ethan, Heisenberg also believes he has even more solutions to offer.
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- Part 1 of Dancing with the Devil
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12 May 2025
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Broken Bones and Shattered Hearts by Starlight_VLD for kibagib
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
19 Mar 2025
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John MacTavish hasn't seen Simon Riley since the day Simon rushed him to a London trauma center... and then walked away. The absence made John's road to recovery all the more agonizing, but luckily, the rest of the 141 along with other friends and family filled the hole left by a ghost.
Now, three and a half years later, John finally has his life together. He works for the MOD (and the CIA... ahem) as a civilian demolitions consultant. He's got a house, a (mostly) clear head, and most importantly, a date with someone new to his best mate's wedding.
John's ecstatic to be standing up as Kyle's best man. Unfortunately, it also means standing in the same room as a certain Lieutenant. It's okay, though. For Kyle's sake, John can keep all the anger and hurt festering inside of him in check. All he has to do is avoid Simon for the next few hours, and they'll go their separate ways.
Too bad Simon has other plans that, unbeknownst to either of them, will change their lives forever.
For better or for worse.
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- Part 2 of COD Fics
- Part 1 of Broken Hearts
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- English
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- 149,494
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- 19/19
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04 May 2025
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"I can feel you watching me." Arthur says, voice low.
"Does it bother you?"
"Fuck, John. It should."
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Arthur has a habit of closing his eyes whenever he comes. This is proving to be an annoyance to a certain Entity in his head.
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30 Apr 2025
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“You gave this up.” Arthur’s tone has a gravity to it, as though he’s not stating a fact they both know well.
“Yes.” John matches his demeanor.
“You gave this up for me.” John gave up many things for many reasons, and most of those can be traced back to Arthur Lester. There’s no reason to lie. They both know it’s true.
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Or: John gets fucked on his own altar.
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29 Apr 2025
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According to Arthur's mind, sex is as much of a need as food and water. In the Prison Pits, they've had little of the second and third, and none of the first. At a particularly low point, John decides to change that.
I caught up to Episode 50, went to browse some fanfic, didn't see something I kind of expected, and I had enough surplus creative juice to get this done in a few hours. Been a while since I've done proper smut. Enjoy~
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- Part 1 of Malevolent Smut
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11 Apr 2025
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“You’re not a monster.”
“I can be.” Minho nudged his shoulder into Changbin's as they turned back towards the cabin. “One day you’ll be faced with a moment too quick to rationalise and you’ll act on instinct. Only in the aftermath will you realise that your instinct has become the worst possible outcome for everyone other than him.”
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- Part 6 of Fate or Something Worse
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24 Nov 2024
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“This is Minho,” his mother said, not standing at Jisung’s entrance. “He’ll be staying with you when we’re not around.”
Jisung nodded. It was too erratic; he must have looked crazy. Minho was still smiling. Jisung felt like the layers of his skin were being peeled back and examined. He felt like a twitching body on an autopsy table. He felt like he was going to have a heart attack under all of the attention. He felt like he was going to die.
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- Part 2 of Fate or Something Worse
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- 38,487
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- 7/7
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30 Oct 2024
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Each part can be read separately, but I do recommend reading part 1 for more context.
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26 Jul 2024
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“Are you going to heaven, Jisung?”
Red eyes glisten up at him. The figure moves again, getting closer to him, so close he can feel warmth radiate from its body.
“There is no god,” he answers, tongue heavy in his mouth. “There is no heaven.”
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Jisung was taught to trust his faith from a very young age — to trust that God has bigger plans for all of them.
As he grows up, he finds that things aren't always like that; that each man creates his own God for himself. His own Heaven, his own Hell. It takes him years to realize, but Jisung now knows sin will find him no matter what.
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(or: Jisung's journey to corruption. A story told in six parts.)
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21 Apr 2024
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During their two years together, Zoro and Mihawk discovered that they're more alike than they thought they were.
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- 10/10
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10 Dec 2023
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The voice gets under his skin. Is it pleasing or terrifying? Inside his head or out? Is it even real, or is his still-human brain just cobbling monster-sounds into something he can comprehend?
It’s impossible to get out of his head, whether literal or not.
Doesn’t matter, though, because the answer Michael gives is a terrible one, and ends the same way: Gertrude could protect herself, Jon can’t, and he’s going to die for her sins.
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05 Jul 2023
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“Testy,” Karl said, grinned mean. “Someone wake up on the wrong side of the bed?”
“Fuck you,” Ethan said.
Karl’s fingers twisted into his shirt and pulled him forward, almost out of his chair. He scrambled to get his hands up, yanking at Karl’s own, to little effect. “Real testy there, Ethan,” Karl growled, “when I’m here trying to have a civil conversation.”
“Civil!” Ethan barked out a laugh. “This is civil then?”
Karl smiled, all teeth. “You started it.”
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Or: Ethan and Heisenberg work some stuff outSeries
- Part 2 of in the spirit that i crave verse
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- 31,488
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- 9/9
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Bookmarked by evijuls
01 Jul 2023