fairy_lix
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Hyunjin is sitting by the TV, watching a drama Chan doesn't recognise. It's the most basic of basic shows. A pretty, dainty-faced female lead cries into a bouquet of flowers, and then the show cuts to the striking male lead storming away, wiping away his own tears. Hyunjin apparently hasn't clocked that he's seen 12 different variations of this exact scene, because he bawls into a pillow harder than the female lead.
Felix is patting his back distractedly with one hand while motioning towards Jeongin where the TV remote is situated. Over Hyunjin's bent, shaking head, he mouths "GRAB IT MOTHERFUCKER!" while Jeongin frantically mouths back "I CAN'T FIND IT" and Seungmin howls with laughter.
alternatively: chan just wants one quiet night in. skz decides that they aren't about that lifestyle.
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we'll watch the world burn, and we'll do it together by fairy_lix
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
19 May 2020
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“You knew them?” Felix asks suddenly. The silence around them falls away and Chan sits up. There’s a crumpled copy of a smile on his face.
“I was one of them. Once. A long time ago.”
God, Chan looks tired.
“What were they- what were you guys like?”
Chan catches his eyes suddenly. There’s a certainty to his voice and a melancholy in his smile.
“Well, we were going to change the world.”
And around them, the world burns.
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chan pretends not to notice.
he ignores the flirty glances and loving giggles. he doesn't acknowledge the hand holding and shy smiles. he tries to pay no heed to bruises on necks and messy hair the next morning.
he does all of this because he cares.
it's like an unspoken rule in the group. if the rest of them ignore it, maybe it'll go away. it's not that they don't support it, it's that they can't support it, and it hurts them to know that. it would hurt even more if they did something about it, so they do nothing. chan's a coward, and so are the rest of them, but they'd rather be cowardly than be too brave like minho and jisung. minho and jisung, who keep fighting against their truths and obstacles even if they know they can't possibly win.
it's tragic.
sometimes chan looks at them and wonders if maybe, in a different life, things could've worked out okay. they could've, he decides. maybe if they lived in a country where nobody cared about sexual orientations and preferred pronouns. maybe if they had normal jobs, away from scrutinising eyes that think they get to decide what you should do and the pressure to seem perfect. maybe. or maybe not.
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“I don’t...have my earphones. As in, I forgot my earphones. Um. Do you mind if I take one of yours? I can’t really function without listening to music. It- yeah. Sorry, I know it’s a really odd request, feel free to refuse, sorry. Sorry.”
Jisung blinks, once, twice, and then a third time in furious succession.
Wordlessly, he offers the boy the airpod that he took out to speak to him, and offers him a smile.
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Jisung wishes he was nineteen. He wishes he was nineteen and could take back careless words and return to careless laugher. He wishes he was nineteen, and Minho was with him right now, rubbing comforting circles onto his back like Jeongin had tried to do. He wished he was nineteen and he was happy and in love.
Jisung isn't nineteen, but he is regretful.
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i think i've seen this film before by magneticwave
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
07 Aug 2020
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It doesn’t occur to Harry until supper that night, while Luna makes a Spanish tortilla with pink and blue potatoes from her garden, that Granger might actually be his friend now. Not just a transferable friend, comfortable with him because she’d grown up with a strangely domestic alternative version of him with short hair, but a real friend. Since he’s not sure how to feel about it, he eats his half of the tortilla in a silent daze and then helps Luna go over the last of the proofs for next week’s Quibbler.
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10 Apr 2026
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“And this is Svetlana! You guys have a fun hockey connection. She’s BFFs with—ooh. What’s his name again, babe?”
“Ilya Rozanov,” says Svetlana. Feeling virtuous about it, she offers her hand first. “Don’t tell him I said you have the best hands in the league.”
Shane’s face is rigid. “Um. I won’t?”
“Thank you,” she says gravely. “You have saved a life.” Rose laughs, stroking Shane’s arm, and he suddenly remembers Svetlana’s hand is hanging. He takes it limply and disposes of it quick. His eyes look a little wild.
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31 Mar 2026
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Ilya is a young man in America. Here he is in the off hours.
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28 Mar 2026
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Over the course of the three days, there are plenty of opportunities to tell Shane about Moscow.
There’s dinner the first night. They’re having pasta and salmon and Ilya’s whining about the amount of chicken and beef they’ll have to eat now that bulking season is approaching. Shane says well, they’re high protein foods. Like Ilya isn’t also a professional athlete who’s been doing this for just as long as he has. That’s not what he shoots back, though. He says, lamb is a great source of protein but we never have lamb. Okay, good lamb’s hard to find. You know what has lamb? Pelmeni! We should get Russian take out sometime soon, Shane says. I’ve always wanted to try. And always means nothing in this sentence, because always is only as long as they’ve known each other for.
Forget about take out, Ilya could say then. The best pelmeni can only be found in the motherland. Russia, Moscow! I am going there in ten days for a box of my dead-dad’s things and maybe, my dead-mother’s suicide note. But of course, he doesn’t.
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27 Mar 2026
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slow days, fast company by babyteeth (friday)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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After his second Cup win, Shane had stared down the gaping maw of August stretched open before him and, for the first time, the thought of spending it fishing and birding at his cottage, alone, without anyone to make him a sandwich or press his head into the space beneath their chin, was unbearable.
Thus, Los Angeles.
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25 Mar 2026