12 Bookmarks by fartst4rs
List of Bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
"So tell me, how can you fall out of love?"
.
Ryan Ross has always been alone, but someone wants to break down the walls hes managed to build. How can it all go so wrong?
.Ryden au
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
23 Sep 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Yeah. My dad is making me join a sport since… since he always calls me a fag.”
“Sometimes when my dad calls me he says I need to get more meat on my bones so I don’t look so gay. I get it.”
A pause.
“Well, are you?”Bookmarked by fartst4rs
17 Sep 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Ryan has a secret he’s been hiding from everybody but he’s so deep in denial he can’t even admit it to himself. He doesn’t want to see the walls he’s spent years building up start to crumble.
Series
- Part 1 of Down To Your Bones
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
10 Sep 2026
-
Tags
Summary
you already know.
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
07 Sep 2026
-
Tags
Summary
After a night spent with Ryan, Brendon spends the following weeks in a sick, confused state. It isn’t until he goes to the doctor that he realizes what’s wrong.
Basically, Ryden Mpreg.
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
27 Aug 2026
-
At the Bottom of the Heap by Theangelshavefallen
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Fall Out Boy
24 Aug 2013
Tags
Summary
Brendon is sent to boarding school and there he meets his roommate Ryan Ross.
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
15 Aug 2026
-
It doesn't matter how full the glass is, if there was never a glass at all. by Wiwaybmftmitc
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
29 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
When one man takes up so much space, there is no room for the others to breathe. These people are his friends and his lover, all waiting for him to understand his own world before he is able to navigate theirs. When so much trust is put in the process, it's important that it works, for the benefit of them all, but it doesn't work like this. It doesn't work this way for Ryan Ross. Brendon would wait a lifetime, he would die for that boys sins, but Ryan will never be able to give Brendon the time back. There is yearning, and then there is begging. Brendon will do both. He will hope someday, somehow, that Ryan will see him as worth it.
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
05 Aug 2026
-
Your Heart's A Mess by blueberry_tree708
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Ryden - Fandom, Bandom, Fall Out Boy
11 Sep 2026
Tags
Summary
It's been 7 months since the split that tore Brendon into two.
His heart is still broken beyond repair, time standing still in his mind as he reflects on his hidden relationship with Ryan throughout the years. While sinking further into depths of depression and isolation, he realizes that he may never be able to move on properly. Ultimately, it prevents him from moving Panic! forward as a band.
He decides to take matters into his own hands and tries to mend the bond he once had with Ryan, only after his friends intervene and drag him out of the hole he sunk himself into. Come to find out, it's not as easy as it seems.
Brendon explores his grief and fights for the love he once had, trying to solve the puzzle that is Ryan Ross.
OR
How Vices & Virtues was created.
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
03 Aug 2026
-
Defiance (He Asked) by mothsuponoldlies
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, A Fever You Can't Sweat Out - Panic! at the Disco (Album)
18 Aug 2026
Tags
Summary
Ryan gets like this. It’s the pressure, or that’s what he tells himself.
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
03 Aug 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Spencer's an outgoing, hyper teenager who like talking, drums & his friends while Jon's more closed off, doesn't talk much but some how Spencer gets past his rough exterior
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
29 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Needy has been having second thoughts of her and Chip’s relationship, considering Jennifer as an option but not knowing how to approach her. Chip isn’t aware of Needy’s feelings, but Jennifer starts to notice. Chip is also a bit confused.
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
23 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Brendon has a crush on the cute new boy.
Bookmarked by fartst4rs
19 Jul 2026