final_rest



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    “I fucked up,” Hayden breathed into the speaker, causing Ilya’s brows to furrow. He could hear Hayden pacing. “Like. Fucked, man. Way up.”

    “Is surprise?” Ilya retorted. “Hayden Pike fucking up. I am thinking this could have been text and not call. Not sure if you were aware, but I am about to-”

    “I think Shane is high,” Hayden blurted out, and Ilya’s face dropped.

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    Or the one where Shane is accidentally high at Hayden’s house watching Ilya play hockey, which is nice until it isn’t.

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    my alpha x alpha hollanov au. i am inordinately proud of this name.

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    1. bad idea, right?
    2. j'n'ai qu'une envie (c'est toi)
    3. **IN PROGRESS as of april ‘26**

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    In the wake of being outed by the infamous fanmail video, Shane plays one more season with the Montreal Voyagers. In the last year, the number of out, active players has gone from one to four and the Dallas Kent's of the league aren't taking it well. Ilya and Troy are protected by their teammates and the Admirals are ready to stand up for Scott but on the Voyagers, Hayden and JJ are fighting alone.
    Will Shane make it through the season?

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    “Ilya,” Shane says warningly, but he’s too late as the grin unfurls across Ilya’s face. “I said no laughing,” he snaps, glaring at him. “You’re laughing.”

    Ilya shakes his head. “Is not at you, sweetheart,” he says, unable and unwilling to stop his beaming. “I am just—happy. To share this with you.” He meets Shane’s eyes. “You are—singularity,” he says, careful with his pronunciation. “My favorite.”

    Shane goes red so fast, Ilya worries about his heart for a second.

    “I just want to know you,” Shane murmurs, closing his eyes when Ilya lifts his hand up and strokes through his hair. “I miss you when you aren't around, and I want to carry the little bits of you I can.”

    OR: Shane has some questions. Ilya always seems to have an answer. (And one time, Ilya has a question, too.)

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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