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Special Gummies by jellyrose222
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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“I fucked up,” Hayden breathed into the speaker, causing Ilya’s brows to furrow. He could hear Hayden pacing. “Like. Fucked, man. Way up.”
“Is surprise?” Ilya retorted. “Hayden Pike fucking up. I am thinking this could have been text and not call. Not sure if you were aware, but I am about to-”
“I think Shane is high,” Hayden blurted out, and Ilya’s face dropped.
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Or the one where Shane is accidentally high at Hayden’s house watching Ilya play hockey, which is nice until it isn’t.
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13 Mar 2026
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HEATed RUTvalry by ethannku
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jan 2026
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my alpha x alpha hollanov au. i am inordinately proud of this name.
series order:
1. bad idea, right?
2. j'n'ai qu'une envie (c'est toi)
3. **IN PROGRESS as of april ‘26**- Words:
- 8,088
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- Bookmarks:
- 157
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13 Mar 2026
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In the wake of being outed by the infamous fanmail video, Shane plays one more season with the Montreal Voyagers. In the last year, the number of out, active players has gone from one to four and the Dallas Kent's of the league aren't taking it well. Ilya and Troy are protected by their teammates and the Admirals are ready to stand up for Scott but on the Voyagers, Hayden and JJ are fighting alone.
Will Shane make it through the season?Bookmarked by final_rest
13 Mar 2026
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i guess what's wrong is when we're kissing, we can't talk by sargeantwoof
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jan 2026
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“Ilya,” Shane says warningly, but he’s too late as the grin unfurls across Ilya’s face. “I said no laughing,” he snaps, glaring at him. “You’re laughing.”
Ilya shakes his head. “Is not at you, sweetheart,” he says, unable and unwilling to stop his beaming. “I am just—happy. To share this with you.” He meets Shane’s eyes. “You are—singularity,” he says, careful with his pronunciation. “My favorite.”
Shane goes red so fast, Ilya worries about his heart for a second.
“I just want to know you,” Shane murmurs, closing his eyes when Ilya lifts his hand up and strokes through his hair. “I miss you when you aren't around, and I want to carry the little bits of you I can.”
OR: Shane has some questions. Ilya always seems to have an answer. (And one time, Ilya has a question, too.)
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- Part 13 of heated rivalry masterlist
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,027
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 199
- Kudos:
- 6,003
- Bookmarks:
- 1,367
- Hits:
- 54,504
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13 Mar 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,824
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 1,843
- Kudos:
- 47,863
- Bookmarks:
- 12,828
- Hits:
- 660,235
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13 Mar 2026
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has your brain ever been so consumed by gay hockey players that you suddenly feel compelled to make nsfw art? yeah me too.
(a collection of my nsfw hollanov art. very nsfw.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 0
- Chapters:
- 7/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 231
- Kudos:
- 4,803
- Bookmarks:
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- 78,585
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13 Mar 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,769
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,116
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- 52,856
- Bookmarks:
- 11,917
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- 609,424
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13 Mar 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 37,065
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,388
- Kudos:
- 29,594
- Bookmarks:
- 9,921
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- 417,493
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13 Mar 2026
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Provider by Moami
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
05 Jan 2026
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“You can't buy me everything that I look at for more than two seconds.”
“Is not two seconds,” Ilya says. He has already added the protein bar to his shopping basket and is in the process of putting in ten-packs of the other flavours. “I only buy when you look at least three seconds. That is when you want to have.”
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Ilya starts giving Shane gifts at every opportunity. Shane investigates, and retaliates.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,502
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 196
- Kudos:
- 5,201
- Bookmarks:
- 1,103
- Hits:
- 32,785
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06 Jan 2026
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corner of the world by berrycluv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.
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a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,630
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 948
- Kudos:
- 26,055
- Bookmarks:
- 6,171
- Hits:
- 188,513
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31 Dec 2025
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you are god over the storm, and i am yours by justhockey for timeshareindestin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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He learned how to play the role they all wanted to see him in - learned how to wear the mask.
But not with Ilya.
Shane has never had to tone himself down for Ilya, never had to make himself smaller or quieter or more palatable. He has never had to shrink so that he is easier for Ilya to hold.
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30 Dec 2025
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30 Dec 2025
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me and my wild boy, and all of this wild joy by colacatenjoyer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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All in all, it could have been worse.
It’s not like you can measure the full length of Shane’s dick, or see the exact moment that Ilya swallows down the mess of spit and his own cum from Shane’s mouth after he sucked the life out of him.
It’s just, well, everything else.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,455
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 130
- Kudos:
- 6,199
- Bookmarks:
- 1,021
- Hits:
- 46,664
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30 Dec 2025
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my person by cchaostude
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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Shane needs to have his wisdom tooth extracted and Ilya is there to hold his hand.
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- Part 1 of hollanov
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30 Dec 2025
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Shane's feet get cold easily.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 959
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 3
- Kudos:
- 203
- Bookmarks:
- 15
- Hits:
- 2,782
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25 Dec 2025
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i ask you how you're doing and i (won't) let you lie by mzorova
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2025
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“What’s the package?” he asks, redirecting.
Ilya grins, he sees like Anya after doing a trick right and we praise her. “For you. For us.”
He nods for me to open it.
Shane opens it cautiously. Inside is a whiteboard calendar — large, clean, magnetic — along with a pack of multicolored markers.
“I thought,” Ilya says, suddenly a little less confident, “maybe big version of your planner. For wall. So you don’t have to hold everything in head.”
Shane stares at it.
Then his throat tightens.
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or shane is autistic and his loving husband Ilya is always there to support him.
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23 Dec 2025
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don't ask (and i won't tell) by londonfoglatte (nimbus2003)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Dec 2025
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five times shane and ilya's friends have questions about gay sex -- and one time they wish they knew less.
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the Centaurs are a wonderful team. accepting. kind. curious. it's that last one that has Shane wondering if he’d rather be back in montreal, hiding in the closet, than here, making up for the failures of the Canadian sexual education system.
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- Part 3 of hollanov 5+1
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,255
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 6
- Comments:
- 328
- Kudos:
- 24,014
- Bookmarks:
- 2,735
- Hits:
- 205,896
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21 Dec 2025
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Sun in an empty room by theaa
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Jan 2026
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Shane wanted to hold Ilya’s hand. He wanted to touch something that wasn’t the edge of the exam table, which he currently had in a white-knuckled grip, fingers curled around the edge. Ilya was worried, and Shane had made a mistake in banishing him, and he felt bad about that, and about the oddly sympathetic way the doctor was looking at him. Shane had never felt comfortable being pitied.
“My knee’s fucked,” Shane continued, a little more flatly; under control. It’s what he’d suspected deep down, after all. “And so I can’t play hockey. I’m done.”
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18 Dec 2025
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First cut is the deepest by GingerBaggins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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Ottawa face Montreal away from home ice, and for the first time in eleven years, Shane Hollander is not in red and blue.
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Ilya watches Shane battle his old teammates and fails to stay calm about it.
Series
- Part 2 of Hollanov Fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,266
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 5
- Comments:
- 476
- Kudos:
- 11,844
- Bookmarks:
- 2,252
- Hits:
- 105,484
Bookmarked by final_rest
18 Dec 2025
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- Words:
- 18,795
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 105
Bookmarked by final_rest
09 Dec 2025