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They’re in rehearsal before their last two concerts in Kobe when it happens. It’s just one bad landing, his foot slipping where the stage is dented slightly in one place. No one else notices at first, but Seonghwa feels more than hears the sickening pop in his knee.
The pain that erupts through his body makes dark spots appear, dancing, in his field of vision. He looks around, but no one is there to catch him, so he stays upright, tears springing to his eyes.
Seonghwa and the difficult art of letting yourself be taken care of.
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Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
28 Dec 2025
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Seonghwa will be asleep in his dorm, in his small bedroom, and down the hall from him Mingi will be passed out in loose exhaustion, and Wooyoung and San will be sleeping, too, the way they do, turned towards each other like facing pages in a book. They have the same early schedule. He shouldn’t disturb them.
Seonghwa-yah, he writes. You up?
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A shock in the present makes Hongjoong take another stab at the past.
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
22 Dec 2025
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“You were freaked out… by these?” Nicholas asks while reaching into his pocket, procuring a pair of handcuffs that are not the ones he was showing off in the live. These are lined with a soft black fur that must make them more comfortable for someone to wear, notably for sex things, Yuma must blatantly point out to himself. “I can make them less scary for you.”
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
17 Dec 2025
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It’s difficult to pinpoint the tipping point of a lie.
Five times the fashion world thought Hongjoong and Seonghwa were together, and one time they made it a reality.
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Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
14 Dec 2025
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“I’m glad they moved me closer to the art block,” Mike mentions after a second, and Will blinks at him. “It’ll be easier to bother you, now.”
Will clicks his teeth. “Incredibly professional,” he notes, and Mike’s smile widens. Sometimes, Will’s heart feels moments from exploding, like a firework someone had poured gasoline onto and threw in a fire.
“I’m the pinnacle of professional,” Mike decides, oblivious to Will’s cardiovascular issues.
Between being a teacher in a school full of chaos, being in love with his best friend and coworker of several years, and Lucas' worst idea yet, Will tries his best to make it through another school year.
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Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
07 Dec 2025
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Childhood friends Hongjoong and Yunho have had a good friends with benefits system going on for years. Or, that's what Hongjoong believes until Yunho comes back to visit for the holiday, where their ability to keep it casual is completely torn apart.
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
24 Nov 2025
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The truth is, it’s been a little difficult to be around Hongjoong these past few months. In a way, it’s Seonghwa’s own fault, for wanting things he can’t have and getting his hopes up over and over again, just to have them crushed like a dry, brittle leaf in the palm of his hand, looking as the dust flies away with the wind. He should’ve known, watching the play of light on the waters of Lake Como, that some things weren’t meant to be.
Before the last concert of their North American tour, Seonghwa and Hongjoong spend five days at an upscale villa in Los Angeles. Those five days change everything. It's been a long time coming.
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Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
19 Nov 2025
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Who has Seonghwa been sleeping with that he’s so good at giving head? It shouldn’t matter, because Seonghwa and Hongjoong are not—they’re friends and the most important people in each other’s lives, but other than that, they’re nothing. Not like that. Hongjoong has been keeping a tight lid on it since pre-debut to make sure it stays that way. It’s fine.
While Hongjoong and Wooyoung are in Europe, San and Seonghwa make a sex tape. It is not meant for Hongjoong's eyes.
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
16 Nov 2025
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As it turns out, fake dating Hyejoo involves a lot of confusing interactions. One minute she’ll be teasing Chaewon about how fat Bbomi looks in the picture she’s set as her phone wallpaper, and the next she’ll be wordlessly sliding her side dishes across the table so Chaewon can take her pick as they eat.
(or, Chaewon proposes practice dating and Hyejoo is a little too good of a girlfriend for it NOT to be confusing)
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
07 Nov 2025
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Ever since she was a little girl, Seonghwa has tried her best not to be selfish. She’s always tried to be the bigger person: the person who picks whatever is left after everyone else has made their choice, the person who makes sure that other people are happy first. It’s the people-pleaser in you, unnie, Wooyoung once told her over a bottle of soju.
Whatever it is, Seonghwa has always made the effort. Be hungry, she used to tell herself before it became second nature, but don’t be greedy.
It’s not that easy with Hongjoong.
Seonghwa, Hongjoong, and the art of looking.
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- Part 2 of exothermic
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Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
19 Oct 2025
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It was a strange dichotomy at first, because one glance at Christian and a slew of preconceived notions overshadow one's understanding of him before he even has a chance to speak, but Seonghwa has always seen him for who he is. Despite not knowing it at the time, Christian saw that same potential in Seonghwa too, like a mirror of his own needs. Power has never been something that Seonghwa felt the need to take for himself, but he is more than willing to wield it should it fall into his lap, and Christian has always looked best while sitting right on top of him.
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
10 Aug 2025
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“Jung Wooyoung,” San breathes, nearly trembling. “Tell me I can. That you want me to.”
“You can,” says Wooyoung. “I want you to.”
San and Wooyoung go on a trip together, and everything unravels from there.
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
05 Aug 2025
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"Were you thinking about it?" he's asked.
"About what?" Yunho asks back, but he knows the answer immediately. He still aims for plausible deniability, well aware of landing short.
Wooyoung scoffs, amused, and it gifts Yunho a peek of the same teeth he touched about an hour ago, on camera, for the sake of winning a team ending fairy. "Take a guess," he suggests.
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
13 Jul 2025
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Wooyoung’s phone chimes, making her jump. She grabs it and pauses the alarm. Sitting up, she lets the shame of what just happened wash over her.
She just jerked off to the thought of her daughter’s teacher.
Wooyoung groans and covers her face with her hands. “Why is Seonghwa always fucking right.”
or; Wooyoung says she isn't ready to start dating again, but her daughter's teacher is kind of a hottie.
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
16 Jun 2025
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It’s the nights that are the worst.
At night, with the creeping silence of the dead hour the only thing keeping him company at three in the morning, Hongjoong can do nothing but feel it. The sensation crawls under his skin like a million tiny ants. The noise in his ears is unbearable.
Hongjoong is a popular artist and successful producer suffering from insomnia. Seonghwa hosts a late night radio show. They've been orbiting each other for a long time.
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- Part 1 of sound waves
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Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
15 Jun 2025
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n. something reused or altered but still bearing visible traces of its earlier form.
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Just like the changing tides or the day turning to night, Seonghwa can morph themselves into every single one of Hongjoong’s wet dreams. She’s Hongjoong’s perfect girl. He’s Hongjoong’s terrifyingly handsome boyfriend. Seonghwa is the be all end all of dick-crushing, sublime, celestial invention.
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
15 Jun 2025
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You see, in the past few months, Yunho's been feeling a lot like his teenage self again. Not in a reconnecting to the joys of his childhood way, or whatever Wooyoung has been harping on about since he read that book last month, but in a constantly-getting-boners-and-wanting-to-jerk-off-every-night way. Seemingly random things are setting him on edge, giving him perverted thoughts, and he can't shake them off.
As much as Yunho wishes he could write it off as something in the water, or needing to go and get laid, he's beginning to notice that there's one very clear instigator to this every time:
Song Mingi.
At twenty-six years old, Jeong Yunho comes to the earth-shattering revelation that his best friend is not just objectively good looking, but so hot that if he doesn't fuck him soon he's going to lose his mind.
Song Mingi wonders how far he has to go for Yunho to finally get a clue.
Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
11 Jun 2025
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separation anxiety by idrilka for tenser
Fandoms: Bouncy (K-Hot Chilli Peppers) - ATEEZ (Music Video), ATEEZ (Band)
25 Dec 2024
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Hongjoong is seven minutes late to the rendezvous point.
While infiltrating the Prestige Academy, Seonghwa and Hongjoong make the best of what little time they can afford to share.
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- Part 2 of from the world
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Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
11 Jun 2025
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It’s been going on for a while by the time they get caught.
After they split dorms, Hongjoong starts sleeping in Seonghwa's bed from time to time. Neither of them ever mentions it in the light of day.
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- Part 1 of circadian rhythms
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Bookmarked by hwanteez (fixity)
10 Jun 2025