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    Draco Malfoy has been missing for three years. Harry is assigned the cold case and finds himself slowly falling in love with the memories he collects.

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    22 Oct 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this fic is so so top tier. the longing of lost, lost lives, lost childhood, lost persons, lost memories, lost loves. and the wanting. the wanting to be seen, to be found, to be a home. it was painful, it was melancholic, sad and sorrowful. i loved it. read while listening to ceilings by lizzy mcalphine on my daily work commute for 5 days straight.

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    The wind must have announced his presence, must have alerted her most loyal guardian, for he hasn’t even lifted his hand to knock when the door swings open and there he stands. Hands in pockets, hip slightly cocked, the waves of jet black hair closer to a more familiar length. But it’s the twinkle in those curving eyes that feels the most surreal, a gut punch into a past that feels a lifetime ago from now, on the porch of Dong-sik’s old family home.

    “It’s been a while, Inspector Han.”

    Joo-won fights a grimace, looks up. “I need your help.”

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    06 Oct 2023

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    this is beautifully written. i love lengthy fic, 25k of this wasn't enough for me. read while listening to smokestacks by layla.

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    “I’m sorry,” Juwon doesn’t look at him. His eyes are fixed on the metallic surface of the table.

    “For what?” Dongsik’s voice starts to rise, and Jae-yi tries to speak up but she doesn’t seem to know what exactly she’s supposed to say right now.

    Juwon can’t answer him. He can’t, he doesn’t know. He wants to say everything because that’s the only truth but everything means saying sorry for how he put his life on the line for Dongsik, and he doesn’t think he can ever be sorry for that.

    “Han Juwon, you…” Dongsik’s voice is growing smaller, and it is wavering, trembling in the hollowness of his throat. “Why do you keep getting hurt lately?”

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    26 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    my god this was so hard to read. the emotions were raw, they were painful as if i experienced them myself. the unspoken longing killed me. author is very good at writing. was listening to repeat until death by novo amor, gutted me to the core.

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    The house had yellow walls and pale wood trim in all the rooms. The floors were linoleum, except the bathroom and the kitchen which had tile. Juwon cleaned the bathroom sink and the mirror every day with wipes, even though Dongsik didn’t leave much to clean. He only shaved every other day at most, and would rub raspily at his chin when his stubble got too long. Juwon would have hated the sound if it was anyone else. Instead he found the soft scratchy noise inoffensive, like the whir of wheels on an exercise bike.


    Juwon moves in unannounced.

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    24 Sep 2023

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    “That’s where you live,” Dongsik said. He memorized that address long before Juwon gave it to him.“I know,” Juwon said. He tipped his head back and swallowed hard. “But I want to go home.”

    this line oh my god, fked me up real bad. read this while listening to my love mine all mine by mitski.

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    "What do you want from me?" Juwon asked, and no one has ever said just you.

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    14 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fk this is so intimate and sensual, the doll metaphor is amazing, it's scorching. author is good at writing.

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    Juwon breaks himself apart and puts himself back together, then he returns to Manyang thinking he’s found his way home. In part, it’s true. He’s just wrong about one thing—home doesn’t have to be a place. Sometimes, it can exist in a person. And it’s unfortunate, because Dongsik starts feeling a lot like home.

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    13 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh, this is one beautiful fic. it's quiet in a good way. it's soft, it's tender, and it's soothing. i love the wind being some kind of metaphor for jw's inner feeling that he's not ready to admit to himself yet, as something that guides him in his choices in life. i love ds character. i love that despite ds already knowing jw's feelings, despite his being attentive and perceptive of jw, and despite being tired of always having to wait his entire life, he still waited for jw to decide what he wanted to do with his feelings. the author's writing is absolutely beautiful and poetic. i listened to Snowfall by one heart and reidenshi and wept from the beginning to the end of the fic. i felt like the music really fit the mood and theme of this fic. it's longing and yearning. it's the feeling of finally finding home at the end of a long and dark road. it's the feeling of finally finding the solace you've been looking for. one of my favourite fics.

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    Dongsik’s eternal love MINJEONG’ confronted Juwon from Inspector Lee Dongsik’s phone.

    It didn’t seem like the type of epithet Inspector Lee would have saved voluntarily to his contacts. Yet Minjeong, whoever she was, must be special if he’d allowed it to remain.

    Instead of Foreign Affairs, Juwon is assigned to Seoul Met's RIU straight out of graduation, where he is paired with top detective and known lunatic, Lee Dongsik.

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    12 Sep 2023

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    Right in the middle of the end of the world, Han Joo Won returned to Manyang with backpacks full of non-perishable food, medical supplies, and some choice military-grade weaponry.

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    11 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fk this is so good. i've always loved apocalypse/zombie au. it's short, but the post-apocalyptic world is well-crafted. i wish it was longer, to be honest. i read this before realising who wrote it and fell in love with the writing. after done reading, i found out it's the same author as my other favourite jwds fic. this author's writing is good. the characters are not ooc at all, i can actually imagine the characters living in this universe. read this while listening to solitude by M83. i think the author should have added angst in the tags, though. some may think it's not that angsty, but the author's writing made me cry non-stop from half way to the end of the fic. the author's writing is that good. not a good way to start your day with puffy and bloodshot eyes since i read this at 7 am.

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    Han Joo Won is missing.

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    10 Sep 2023

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    oh i love this, i love the author's writing so much, it's bittersweet, the way the author describes the emotions of the characters

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    “Did no one teach you it’s rude to stare, Judge Kim?”

    Yohan’s voice echoed through the study, instantly grabbing Gaon’s attention. He could practically hear the smirk in the older man’s tone. Gaon barely rolled his eyes.

    Talk about the pot calling the kettle black.

    “Sorry.”

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    When Kim Gaon first arrived at the Supreme Court as an Associate Judge, he couldn’t have imagined that within two weeks he would be living in a multi-million dollar mansion with his shady boss, his eccentric niece and their collective, no-nonsense nanny.

    He certainly would’ve never imagined finding a home in this dysfunctional family.

    And Lord Forbid—if you told him that he would be shoving his tongue down the throat of Korea’s most influential judiciary figure, he would’ve sued you for defamation himself.

     

    But well, shit happens.

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    29 Aug 2023

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    In his lifetime, Shang Xirui has performed countless stories. He’s worn a thousand masks, been a vessel for another character so often he forgets which parts of him are real and which are stolen from the stage. He’s lived and loved and died through his opera, and if there’s one thing he’s learnt from it all, it’s this: love comes hand in hand with tragedy.

    Which is why, when Cheng Fengtai begins to withdraw, he presses forward and kisses him again.

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    01 May 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    god damn, this made me teared up. i need them to be together in the next lifetime.

  12. Rec 21

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    Xirui smiles at him with half-lidded eyes. “I was your lucky charm.”

    “Yes,” he breathes, and suddenly it’s difficult to speak around the ache in his throat. “Yes, you still are. You have always brought me so much happiness.”

    Slowly, Xirui’s hand finds his cheek in the darkness, traces feather-light down his skin. “Then why do you look so sad?”

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    30 Apr 2023

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    oh the feelings this fic gave me

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    She isn't sure if Yohan is self aware enough to realise what he's doing and why. It took Elijah a while to figure it out. To turn it around every which way and realise exactly what's going on. 

    Yohan misses Gaon. Pines away and aches for him but doesn't know what to do about it. 

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    14 Apr 2023

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    Yohan calls him in many different, often infuriating, ways.

    There's only one that Gaon asks for. When he's ready.

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    06 Apr 2023

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    soft babies!

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    Of course. It's all coming together now. No wonder the man doesn't have a taste palate. His taste buds have been fried by Ms Ji's dreadful cooking. What a plot twist. A housemaid that can't cook? How did Gaon miss this?

    Or the one where Gaon woos his way into Yohan's life one meal at a time.

    Russian translation by AlyonaNikki: Here

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    03 Apr 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this was so fun to read! i love the humour!

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    In the towering neon-lit half-underground metropolis of Dragon City, a cryptic homicide case brings together Dixing Register Department field agent Shen Wei and an unusual detective by the name of Kunlun, who may not be what he seems.

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    06 Jan 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the only author that always puts zyl and sw in the best alternate universes, from zombie to cyberpunk, I NEED MORE pls

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    "Phupha’s fingers on Tian’s face stop moving. He wants to tell him that if he had a say, nothing would stop him from finding his way back to Tian. Each night, if he had to, he would drag his corpse across fields to sleep again within the warmth of Tian’s embrace. His judgment and reason tell him that these promises are hollow. They are bound to hurt Tian one day. Yet, last night, Phupha took up arms for a battle he thought he had left behind. He should have been done fighting his own desires a lifetime ago, when he watched Tian leave Thailand."

    It is 2 a.m and Phupha's demons rear their ugly heads.

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    18 Dec 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is beautifully written, author writes angst so good

  18. Rec 3

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    These are my BL oneshots, drabbles or short stories. They're all *independent* stories, so you don't have to read them sequentially. I'm going to keep adding one-shots for as long as I have story prompts & time.

    Enjoy! :)

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    17 Dec 2022

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    17 Dec 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    author pls update the second part :(

  20. Rec 32

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    In an unfamiliar concrete jungle, Tian tries to grow. (Snapshots of Tian's two years in the USA)

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    10 Dec 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i love tian in america aus, and i need hana to meet phupha :(

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