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Basically, Michael is dealing with a lot of asexual and/or aromantic longing or something.
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Everything in him is telling him to find something to hate about Ashton or something, because he’s not supposed to love Ashton. They know they can’t be together, that they wouldn’t work; Calum can’t be in love with him.
But the thing is, it all feels so easy and safe and effortless and fun. Loving Ashton, Ashton himself. It feels like the best thing that’s ever happened to him, and like it would be a waste of time to put a stop to any of it when it isn’t really hurting him.
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Ashton loves sex a whole lot, Calum hates the thought of it. They’re soulmates. Alternatively, a story about self-respect and compromise in the name of love.
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01 Sep 2026
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cashton with ace calum
very realistic in that I think that probably would've happened to me (or might still happen) had I fallen in love with someone I could actually have or had a crush more often... the feeling of wanting to try sex for them when I'm disgusted by it in real life. -
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One night Michael's life was changed forever, he now had the biggest secret to keep from the people he loved the most, and Luke wasn't making that job easy.
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28 Aug 2026
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i want your things in my room (i miss you all of the time) by cthmawsten
Fandoms: 5 Seconds of Summer (Band)
07 Oct 2026
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“Luke.” Michael’s voice comes out firm as he grabs Luke’s wet, trembling face in both hands. He can't even process half of what Luke is saying. Right now the only thing that matters is getting him to calm down, because watching him like this feels like it is splitting Michael’s chest open. “I’m right here.”
“You’re not,” Luke whispers. “You never were.”
“What the hell are you talking about, Luke? I’ve always been here. I literally live across-”
“You were never my friend.” The words come out barely above a breath. “So why are you trying to be one now?”
or: at 8 years old, michael moves in across from luke. since then luke longs for something that never existed.
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25 Aug 2026
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Neil hasn’t had a panic attack in four months.
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or it's the one year anniversary of when shit went down and neil is totally okSeries
- Part 2 of sunrise, abram
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“Do you like it?"
The simplest question to everything. A yes or no, asked over and over. Do you like Exy? Do you like yourself? Do you like the language that you should have learned in school in a country you were ripped from? Neil and Andrew, last December, bent over him on the couch asking him do you like us?
Kevin hums, a rising note of both confirmation and avoidance, different to how it was as a kid with that tilted accent.
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alternatively; Kevin Day’s horrible no-good very bad attempt at learning Gaeilge in the fucking USA.
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Regulus and Sirius, born and raised in Erudite, now share nothing in common except a yearning for personal freedom.
Sirius found his freedom in James' family when he ran away to Amity at sixteen, biding his time until he could secure his future at the Choosing Ceremony.
Regulus, however, knows his fate will be sealed the moment he cuts his hand and spills his blood into a bowl of water, binding him to the Black family's legacy.
James Potter would never intentionally add insult to injury, but as the ceremonial day approaches, certain events force him to question everything he has ever believed.
Remus Lupin is haunted by a past he can’t outrun. Though he knows carrying it alone is dangerous, he sees no way out. When Sirius Black enters his life, Remus is forced to confront how to move forward while hiding the truths he's buried.
As Erudite's grip tightens on the city of Prime and war looms on the horizon, no one can tell if love will be their salvation—or their undoing.
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22 Oct 2024
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Deep in the Dream of a Game by Scoops (consciousness_streaming)
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
27 Dec 2022
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With no instructions or clue as to how it happened, George finds himself sucked into Minecraft. With the help of his friends, they have to find a way to get home.
“We’re going to need wood,” Dream says, matter-of-fact, and George finds himself nodding before he can think about it. Because of course they need wood. This is Minecraft and the first thing you do is get wood. You punch a tree.
“Not many trees in a Plains Biome,” George points out, keeping an eye on Sapnap as he makes his way over to them, dragging Tina, Foolish, and Punz in his wake. “Not enough for this many people, anyway.”
“We conserve,” Dream says in response. George catches sight of his adam’s apple when Dream lifts his face up to examine the sun, one strong arm rising to block the worst of the rays from his eyes. “We need to get moving. It’s already noon.”
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27 Jul 2023
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Mystery Work
Part of hidden works
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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15 Nov 2022
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Kill Your Darlings: To remove or refrain from using something in spite of one's affection for it
Years after Regulus loses his brother they're reunited, and as he struggles to figure out where he fits in Sirius's life he also struggles not to get lost in the impossible feelings he has for Sirius's best friend.
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04 Nov 2022
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My dearest beloved,
It is with great relief that I finally write to you. I think it doubtful for my words to ever reach your ears, but spare me this chance to lend you a piece of my thoughts — and only a piece, for I must write with caution lest I be discovered.Neil, amidst his own internal emotional conflict, accidentally stumbles upon letters Todd had been writing in secret to an unknown recipient. Neil (an idiot) continues to intrude on Todd's privacy by reading each new letter in secret, continuously agitating over their purpose.
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14 Sep 2022
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The most well written fanfic I've ever read. I adore this with all my heart.
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The entire fanfiction "En Ödesryttares berättelse" translated to English. 122 chapters to translate, yay... Just kidding, have fun reading <3
PS. I will change details here and there in this fanfic so things are different from "Ödesryttaren" but the story will remain the same DS.Bookmarked by freyaashvr
18 Jul 2022
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18 Aug 2021