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  1. Public Bookmark 90

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    Neil Josten is dead. Neil Josten was never even a real person.

    Thank you. You were amazing.

    And now Andrew Minyard was left with a pair of keys and nothing else.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Neil was never recovered from Baltimore and nine months later some can't move past the chaos he left behind.

     

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    AFTG Mixtape gift for Leahelisabeth. They wanted something based on the song ‘Liar’ by The Arcadian Wild. Lyrics are posted with the chapters. Please check the tags before reading, thanks!

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    All credit to Nora, I own nothing

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    06 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    the foxes season post tkm but they add another former raven to their lineup…

    OR kevin day gets violently distracted from exy

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Ten years after graduation, Aaron works as an emergency doctor in Charleston while his twin Andrew has gone pro, living with his partner Neil in Columbia. Beyond occasional texts, they haven't managed to get any closer than they were in college.
    A routine 24-hour Saturday shift becomes anything but when a John Doe with severe head trauma arrives. As Aaron fights to save him, too many details align, reminding him of a certain number 10 striker he once knew.

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    "Aaron." Andrew's sharp voice forced him to focus. "What are you doing here?"

    Aaron turned to face his brother. Tried to find words.

     
    Andrew's eyes narrowed at the lack of response. "Where's Neil?"

    The question hit like a physical blow. "What?"

    "Neil." Andrew's hands clenched into fists. "He's in Charleston for some media thing with his team. You work in Charleston. You're still wearing your badge." His breathing started to shallow. "It's 6:30 in the morning. We don't do surprise visits, hell we don't even do any visits. Yet you felt the need to drive two hours to see me at dawn, right after your shift. So I'll ask one more time. Where is Neil?"

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “I want to see him,” Andrew decides.

    “They won’t let you,” Wymack tells him.

    Andrew grits out, “They don’t get to decide that.”

    Wymack’s eyes never stop searching him. “They do.”

    Andrew can’t look at anything. He sounds awfully, condemningly and absolutely indifferent. “They don’t get to decide he’s dead.”

    “They did,” Wymack says.

    A hospital has never been so fucking quiet.

    Or Neil dies in Baltimore but doesn’t quite leave. This a look into the complexity of Andrew’s trauma, grief, and psychosis that manifests itself as the undying ghost of Neil Josten. Reality and sanity are fragile concepts that Andrew isn’t too concerned about anymore; not if it means never letting Neil go, again and again and again. He made a promise, after all.

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    23 Dec 2025