19 Bookmarks by fyodorirl
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A Lesson in Commedia and Tragedia by wayangelspeak
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
31 May 2025
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"Because it is not the mask or the costume, it is who you are. My impudent, mercurial yet glibly brilliant Arlecchino."
Armand has no doubt he looks pathetic like this, wide-eyed, not even caring to take an ornamentary breath, he doesn't think he could even if he was still mortal, not in this moment where everything lies between Lestat's lips. He waits for his reaction, the thing that will make or break his dreams.
Lestat laughs. It is a little thing, nervous, agitated even perhaps as he tries to take a step back and widen the impossibly small distance between them.
"Look at you, wicked creature you are! With the way you speak one would think you are about to say you are poor love-struck Columbine!"
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Armand has set his set his sights on Lestat and has no choice but to make a frantic confession to him backstage after Lestat brings forward the idea of Theatre Des Vampires during one of his shows. It does not go quite as either expected when Armand resorts to taking desperate measures.
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23 Sep 2025
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"Why are you crying?"
There was concern in his voice, he'd never even heard a tone of such in Nikolai's voice. Fyodor was entirely vulnerable, fragile, weak, Nikolai could for fill his wish to kill him at any moment.But he didn't.
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Beauty Within A Carnage Of Morals by flarplemarple (orphan_account)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Sep 2023
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Fyodor thinks he is an angel sent from heaven and nikolai is there too I suppose.
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26 Sep 2023
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Fyodor knows Dazai is there, he has to be.
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He clung to his twisted reality despite its imperfections, fearful of what lay beyond.
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- Part 1 of Bsd random prompts.
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It started with the clocks. They stopped working. They froze. Dazai knows time still exists. He knows. But somehow, he's ended up a prisoner of the Russian whose hands bring death to all but the one man who craves it, and he can't figure out how he got there.
Fyodor says it's because they're in his reality; Dazai doesn't believe it. But the longer Fyodor tortures him, the more he forgets who he was and becomes who he must be: a sinner, subject to the punishment Fyodor brings.
...And just when he starts to give in, something strange happens.
Or, Dazai is Fyodor's sick hobby until Fyodor accidentally feels something, too.
Read at your own risk. Includes extreme and graphic depictions of trauma, violence, rape, and psychological abuse. (But with a satisfying ending, I promise)
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07 Sep 2023
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How Dazai Got Rid of Dostoevsky's Passive Goldfish Stare by swallowdontcry
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 Dec 2021
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Dazai’s eyes flickered up to Dostoevsky, just to check on the other. There was nothing on his face, just an impassive stare as if they say, what are you doing? But nothing to indicate any discomfort.
So, he continued.
His breath fanned out onto the other’s hand as he took long fingers into his mouth and sucked.That startled Dostoevsky.
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Basically, it's right after Oda died, and Dazai met Dostovsky. I didn't mention how or why; not really my problem.Bookmarked by fyodorirl
18 Aug 2023
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Like We're Something Interesting by Poetiicdissonance
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 Mar 2021
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Dazai Osamu will kill the love of his life at twenty-three years old. It will be necessary.
He will not realize that it was ‘the love of his life’ until years later.
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save me from myself (don't let me drown) by constantlyconstipated
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Nov 2020
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Would you save your worst enemy if you had no one else left? Of course not, if you are a normal human being. However, Dazai has stopped being a normal human being long ago.
In which Dazai isn't the one who needs to be saved from the river.
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'Dazai feels a sudden rush of intimacy as Fyodor's hand sneaks into his hair, scratching at his scalp with long painted nail.
It's like they should've been together before.'
After Dazai defects from the Port Mafia, there's only one place he can go, and Dostoyevsky lives up to his name.
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18 Aug 2023
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Maybe it’s the pain that comes with it that made Fyodor do it again.
Maybe it was the fact that he could feel something--even if it meant that it’ll leave bruises and scars on it--that he craved more from Dazai.
Or maybe it’s none of that but the mere idea that only Dazai is able to fill that bottomless hole inside him in the worst way possible.
It doesn't matter. He’s too far gone and swimming in hell to care.Or: A fic where they fuck but with two different goals in mind.
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- Part 11 of Kinktober 2021
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18 Aug 2023
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The Private Life of the Demons by thecursedsword
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 Oct 2021
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After the events of Dead Apple, Fyodor just… follows Dazai home. They live together now. They are still enemies, they've just been married the whole time, just, doing other things.
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18 Aug 2023
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Some personal matters prove to be more difficult to resolve while in Meursault.
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As they watch a new guest approach the castle, Fyodor provides Shibusawa with a little pre-show entertainment...
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- Part 3 of BSD Halloween 2019
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21 Apr 2023
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Fyodor's past toxic relationship with Dazai drives him insane so he decides to look for love at Sigma's house party. In the glittery frenzy of purple lighting and alcoholic drinks he encounters an extravagant, adorable but equally insecure trickster. Can he really be the perfect lover that he was looking for all along?
or: They're drunk, beautiful and in love at first sight. AND they fuck.
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07 Apr 2023
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nah because Fyodor is just like me fr in this Never dating a Dazai kinnie again bro
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Fyodor’s hatred of Nikolai is strong, but after being unable to sleep due to his thoughts, he’s become severely sleep deprived. Despite his best attempts Nikolai manages to follow him, even as he sleeps, but Fyodor doesn’t realize that.
Fyodor is sleep deprived and thinks that he hates Nikolai. Then the insecurity fuelled nightmare ensues.
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Dostoevsky is trying to work, but a visit from an old friend distracts him.
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04 Apr 2023