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  1. Public Bookmark 148

    Mystery Work

    Part of Archived Fics
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    13 Sep 2025

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    Scattered moments of my jockemo omegaverse AU—omega Till is one year younger of alpha Ivan, who soon leaves for college.

    Chapter 1] Jealous Till shenanigans leading to ivantill getting together.
    Chapter 2] Phone sex, long-distance relationship.
    Chapter 3] Till's heat.

    Changed to "Explicit" for later chapter, sex happens after both are 18.

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    03 Sep 2025

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    As if a switch has been flipped, Ivan does not stop gazing at Till, while Till is the one to skirt away.

    “This might be good for you, though,” Ivan says, his voice gentle, as if each word doesn't tear into Till’s arteries. “You won’t have to deal with this burden for much longer. It’ll pass.”

    “You’re not dead,” Till manages, his voice hoarse. “We'll still be us.”

    For the first time, Till feels waves of terror shake through their profound silence. 

    Ivan gets surgery for his Hanahaki. Till deals with the aftermath.

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    21 Aug 2025

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    Truth be told, Till thinks this exchange might be the best part of his week, and he had a feeling Ivan felt the same way.

    “I have a date after work, by the way, so don’t wait up.”

    Never-fucking-mind.

    “You have a what?” Till manages, his voice hoarse.

    Ivan’s eyebrows furrowed. “A date.” He repeats.

    “No.”

    “Okay.”

    “Okay— wait, okay?! Just like that?!” Till splutters, briefly wondering if he was still dreaming.

    3 times Till gets jealous + 1 time he does something about it

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    17 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    Are you willing to destroy your body for someone you love? To carve yourself apart just to be seen as enough?

    Are you prepared to carry the scars, the pain, the price that never fades?
    And when it’s over, was it ever truly worth it?
    Do you regret everything you’ve lost?
    Would you go back, if going back meant facing the same emptiness again?

    This is not just the story of Ivan’s desperation, this is the slow unraveling of a man who hated himself too much to live as he was, and the cruel weight Till must bear in loving him.
    Because love alone cannot stop someone from breaking, and sometimes, saving a person means watching them shatter in your arms.

    Main Story – For What I’m Not
    First Sequel – For What I Am, With You
    Second/Final Sequel – Borrowed Flesh

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    13 Aug 2025