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When Cas comes back from the Empty, Dean has to rethink everything about their relationship, and Dean’s new, post-Chuck duty.
He wants Cas to be happy and get what he wants. So, if he wants Dean, then he has him. Dean’s new responsibility is to be the best boyfriend Cas will ever want or need. If that means moving out of the bunker, and not driving the Impala, and letting Cas fuck him, then that’s what he has to do.
It’s an easy deal. It should be an easy life. So how come Dean still can’t quite make sense of it?
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06 Oct 2021
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Purgatory. Benny keeps watch. Dean dreams.
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03 Oct 2021
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Well. What happens in purgatory...
Before he could think too hard on what he was about to do, Dean climbed onto Benny’s lap, straddling him in order to keep most of his body weight off of him. As if on autopilot, Benny raised one hand to grasp Dean’s waist, supporting him.
“Come on, buddy,” Dean said, cupping the back of Benny’s head and bringing him in close. “Drink up.”
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03 Oct 2021
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Benny ponders why he keeps desiring all the things that in the end will destroy him. An ancient love, family. And a hunter. Of all people, a hunter.
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03 Oct 2021
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Castiel works at the Gas-n-Sip. There are half-price nachos and flickering lights, there are office-workers and werewolves stopping by for snacks. Dean is a frequent customer, and his office might be haunted.
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15 Sep 2021
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“What’s wrong with you?” She asks.
Castiel frowns in confusion, not sure if it’s an accusation or something more general.
“You’re not--” She gestures vaguely at him, and realization dawns. Of course. She's a vessel. She can perceive an angel’s true form.
Or lack thereof.
“I’m… human now,” He admits.
Her eyes narrow, and he sees her flick her wrist. The blade of a small pocketknife catches the light. “If I stabbed you right now, you’d die, wouldn’t you?”
He nods. He doesn’t try to shout for help, or move. He just sits. And waits.
He deserves this. Of all his many crimes, it feels right that he should die for this one, for what he’d done to one little girl and her family. It almost makes him smile. A very angry teenaged girl can do what the united forces of a fallen heaven hasn’t managed.
But Claire Novak puts the knife away.Series
- Part 1 of In the Wilderness AU
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13 Sep 2021
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“Is this why you keep hurting yourself?” Cas spat out. “Because you think I’ll always put you back together when you’re done?”
“I’m not — hurting myself —” Dean tried, but Cas was pressing a palm to his stomach and he cried out, pain white-hot. “Stop, okay, Jesus, you’ve made your point —”
“I ought to leave you here, bleeding,” Cas hissed. “If you are going to keep undoing my hard work over and over.”
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10 Sep 2021
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can't a guy just have a completely normal sex dream in peace without his formerly-dead best friend walking in?
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06 Sep 2021
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Charlie sets her beer down hard on the counter, making him flinch. “Are you trying to invent a problem?” she asks incredulously.
“What? No, dude, I’m telling you—”
“Your boyfriend turned down sex twice, once because you were concussed and your arm was broken, and once because he was about to drive out of state to help your brother,” Charlie summarises, brutal and unrelenting. “And you think that, what? You can never ask him for sex again because of that?”
Dean’s been playing catch-up his entire life, and he’s still figuring out the whole “asking for what I want” thing.
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31 Aug 2021
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How a Grocer Watches Dean Pull His Head Out of His Ass in Seven Days by 60r3d0m
Fandoms: Supernatural
01 Jan 2023
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Mrs. Christian, owner of Lebanon's only grocery store, had once been a perfectly respectable woman. But now here she was, completely invisible, being forced to witness Dean Winchester's love lessons, all in an effort to teach Castiel how to flirt and bed a woman.
“Thank you, Dean,” Castiel said and he looked as thankless as one could be. “For our fake date yesterday. I think I'm ready now. To find a woman...like you want me to.”
"I want you to be happy, Cas," Dean said. "You're human now. Hunting isn't a life."
But oh, how utterly strained and painful his smile looked! And then, Mrs. Christian had an epiphany and her body shuddered with homophobic shock. How had she not seen it before? How had she not noticed how thin their fake-dating pretence was? This godless man, Dean Winchester, was an authentic homosexual, wasn’t he?! He hadn't been pretending!
She lost consciousness at once.
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09 Aug 2021
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Jimmy Novak remembers nothing of the last six years. Reunited with his troubled daughter Claire, he's struggling to raise her on his own. The most important thing is to make Claire happy. But why does he keep having these dreams of wings, and of two men in a black car? (Canon-divergent from S10E11, when we first met Claire again and Dean was still struggling with the Mark of Cain. Takes places several months later).
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05 Aug 2021
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A few nights before the world ends, Castiel cannot sleep.
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30 Jul 2021
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Storms feel different in Florida than they do in Kansas. At least, that's what Castiel thinks, sitting in the porch swing of some stranger's home. A day after reluctantly slaying a dying kelpie, Castiel, Dean and Sam hide out along the Florida coast until Castiel is well enough to return home, inadvertently giving Dean the beach trip he's always wanted. And, in the process, something Castiel has dreamed about for a long, long while.
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23 Jul 2021
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Coda to "Stuck in the Middle (With You)". Castiel watches his family.
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22 Jul 2021
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Six years of a relationship isn’t something Dean can just throw away. Cas is sick, and all Dean has to do is hold on. Even if Cas is drifting further and further away, even if the seeping blackness threatens to swallow them both. When dreams are reality and reality is void, there’s only one thing Dean knows for sure: he isn’t giving up on Cas.
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20 Jul 2021
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Coda to 12.01 Keep Calm and Carry On.
Mary always thought you were supposed to be able to tell. That you could just look at someone and know they were – you know. One of that sort. It’s not supposed to happen to her son.
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19 Jul 2021
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Cas sees hundreds of faces every day, but there's only one that he really cares about.
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18 Jul 2021
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Smith City Veterinary is a small operation with their regular clients and not much excitement. Until Dean Carter comes in with his sad eyes and his rescue dog, Miracle. The vet techs are all more than a little in love with him but it's clear that there's something haunting Dean.
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18 Jul 2021
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In which Sam hustles pool to pay for his textbooks, and an unexpected opponent turns up. Pre-series, outside POV.
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15 Jul 2021
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Mary knows logically that demons and angels are the polar opposites of each other, but she still finds herself startled that lights don’t flicker every time Castiel enters a room. She looks up, her eyes blurry from straining to read her husband’s writing in the dim light of a lamp. The angel stands silently, tilting his head, and she feels guilty for telling Dean angels watched over him. The pressure of those eyes are not for a child to bear.
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15 Jul 2021