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  1. Rec *

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    Shane meets the highly acclaimed Ilya Rozanov aka the text man, the weed man, and the fuck man.

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  2. Rec *

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    Ilya is watching the sun rise over the lake at the cottage when Shane joins him and makes a little request.

    “So, I was wondering…next time we fuck…would you like to, uh, skip the condom? Because I’ve been thinking about feeling you skin-to-skin inside me for a while now, and it’s been driving me—”
    Shane did not get a chance to complete his sentence because Ilya had hauled him over and was giving him a kiss, fierce and biting and ravenous.
    After many glorious moments of kissing, the sun warm on their cheeks, Ilya pulled back. Shane licked his lips and gave Ilya a darting glance before looking away. “Anyway, yeah, it’s been driving me insane,” he said, and cleared his throat.
    “Well now that you said it, it makes me insane too,” Ilya replied. “Come.” He stood and hauled Shane up along with him. “Chop chop, Hollander. No time to waste.”

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    30 Dec 2025

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  3. Rec *

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    29 Dec 2025

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  4. Rec *

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    “Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”

    Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.

    “Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.

    OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.

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    29 Dec 2025

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  5. Rec *

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    19 Dec 2025

  6. Rec *

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

    *

    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    17 Dec 2025

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  7. Rec *

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    Ilya calls Shane "boring". It's a joke, it has been for years. One night, alone in bed while his husband is out partying, Shane wonders if it could be more than that.

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    14 Dec 2025

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  8. Rec *

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    Shane was diagnosed with autism as a kid, and kept it a secret once he decided he wanted to play hockey as a career. He decides it's finally time to tell Ilya.

    Set in Chapter 17 of Heated Rivalry.

    Title from 'You're on Your Own, Kid' by Taylor Swift

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    14 Dec 2025

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  9. Rec *

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    It starts, like any good small talk does, about the weather.

    Jane. I am dying.

    Shane is still in bed, spending his last hour before practice clicking endlessly through YouTube when he gets the notification. With no one there to see, he lets the smile settle comfortably as it spreads, and switches apps. He’s about to shoot down Ilya’s latest attempt at desperate seduction when another text arrives.

    I will play next game with no feet because cold took them.

    This... was new.

    Shane expects texts from Ilya to bring him to his knees. They do, but in another way instead.

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    11 Dec 2025

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  10. Rec *

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    Shane Hollander has four issues right now. Two of them are found tucked behind his back molars, the third is his crippling fear of dentists, and the fourth is a husband who doesn’t seem to care that he’d rather die than step foot in an orthodontist’s office.

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    10 Dec 2025

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  11. Rec *

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    After a rookie from the States has a lot to say about his newly public relationship with their captain, Shane loses control and starts a fight on the ice. Ilya takes it into his own hands to punish him for it.

    Or: Ilya spanks Shane for the first time for fighting, then has to leave, causing Shane to experience subdrop for the first time.

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    10 Dec 2025

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  12. Rec *

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    After taking multiple hits and a painful loss, Shane Hollander faces his worst enemy. Not the press, not the injuries- himself.

    Or: Ilya soft doms Shane into subspace and makes him feel better after a bad game

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    10 Dec 2025

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  13. Public Bookmark *

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    He hadn’t been consistently replying to Rozanov’s texts— partially because Rozanov was a flirty asshole who had probably texted hundreds of people like this throughout his short life as a man built like a Roman god, and partially because Shane was too much of a chicken to even try to flirt back. What the fuck was he supposed to say— yes, I want you inside me so much I can barely stand it and I fuck myself to sleep multiple times a week just thinking about it?

    Nope, nope, nope. Embarrassing, desperate, too clingy to fathom. There was no fucking way Shane’s emotions could be set loose like that on Ilya fucking Rozanov.

    But fuck— he didn’t want the texts to stop. He had to say something.

    Or, Shane and Ilya dabble in sexting.

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    10 Dec 2025

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  14. Rec *

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    There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.

    Wait, what?

    At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.

    Shane wishes he’d died, too.

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    07 Dec 2025

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  15. Rec *

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    So when he typed out on his phone “we didn’t even kiss” with tears rolling down his cheeks, he just wanted to type it. He just wanted to feel it— to feel the pain he had inside of him. That maybe typing it would help let it out, he would type it and the feeling would go away.

    And the stupid fucking elevator still wasn’t here, and he was forced to sit there and wallow in his sadness. He should’ve thought this through, his hands were still shaking and as he went to delete the text. His clumsy thumb accidentally hit the send button.

    “Oh fuck.” That snapped Shane out of everything.

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    What if Shane accidentally sent the "we didnt even kiss" text to Ilya?

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    06 Dec 2025

  16. Rec 19

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    Daeyoung is a good boyfriend. He cooks, cleans, isn't jealous, doesn't get angry for no reason, and is loving. He likes to believe he's a good catch. So when he discovers on his wedding day that his now-husband, Riku, has been cheating on him for almost a year, he's somewhere between angry and depressed.

     

    Yushi takes care of Daeyoung's broken heart on his wedding day.

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    04 Dec 2025

  17. Rec 32

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    “The devil horns are cute,” he comments casually as if those five simple words don’t make Matthew want to smite him.

    “A tail would be a nice touch. Would give me something to hold on to later.”

    Matthew grimaces and pushes past him, shoulder bumping against the other on his way.

    “You wish.”

    “I do.”

    Matthew’s been in a one sided competition with Park Gunwook since he lost the role of Michael Myers to him in his first casting call three years ago. Gunwook thinks the perfect role for Matthew involves him wearing much less clothing and wrapped around his cock, not in some silly Jason Vorhees mask.

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    31 Oct 2025

  18. Rec 4

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    Hanbin is single. That’s not an issue. What's an issue is his roommate Hao who wants him to get a boyfriend. And maybe he helps him acquire testosterone while he's at it.

     

    In other words, Hanbin meets Matthew because he's selling testosterone on Grindr. At least he gets a boyfriend out of this whole mess.

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    28 Oct 2025

  19. Rec 8

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    "It’s like he’s been plucked straight out of one of his most self indulgent day dreams. Ones where Matthew comes back to Korea, sees Hanbin from across the train platform and everything else fades away. Where he’s running to Matthew and wrapping him in his arms, pressing his lips to his hair, his cheeks, his mouth."

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    After five years apart, Hanbin reconnects with his ex and gets a little more than he bargained for!

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    27 Oct 2025

  20. Rec 19

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    It’s cold in Seoul and Gunwook tries to fix his broken heart in the warmth of Jiwoong's bed.

    _

    Gunwook loves Matthew. Jiwoong loves Matthew. They hook up about it.

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    27 Oct 2025

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