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Embarrassingly, Haewon wants to cry. She thinks about offhand Instagram Live quips, eye contact made across practice rooms, stolen moments in company vans. She thinks about how long it took her to kiss Yuna—years they’ll never get back. She thinks about being ten months older and a hundred times more afraid.
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20 Jan 2025
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OH MY GODDDDDD this is truly the highest honor i can receive. thank you for this amazing work
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When Gunwook sees something he wasn’t supposed to, it sets off a spiral he never saw coming.
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23 Sep 2024
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The thing is, Jeonghyeon is pretty sure he’s straight. He’s never really given it much thought, but he’s never had the urge to do anything like he’d just done to Hanbin before. Surely loads of straight people have had some kind of gay experience, right? But what’s gnawing at Jeonghyeon’s mind is the thought that if presented with the opportunity to touch Hanbin like that again, he’s pretty sure he would take it. What does that mean?
(or; Hanbin is Jeonghyeon’s university roommate and Jeonghyeon quickly becomes infatuated, leaving him with many questions to figure out)
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27 Jul 2024
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20 May 2024
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The first time had been playful, light-hearted. A dare, a simple and dry peck on the lips as Matthew kept her hands to herself, the laughs of the other trainees in the background and some of the girls hiding their red faces with her hands.
By then, Matthew had already been in love with Hanbin.
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22 Apr 2024
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“I feel like we don’t talk like this anymore.”
“We talk,” Hanbin argues, curving his mouth into something ugly.
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Matthew can’t help but wonder if Hanbin ever says what he actually means, his thoughts laid out in all their ugly, raw forms. Matthew’s always in his ugliest, rawest form when he’s with Hanbin.
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22 Apr 2024
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this fic makes me want to go back in time and kill the person i was right before i became disillusioned with mattbin so that i would never have to experience that despair again. because mattbin is so beautiful. and this fic reminded me of that.
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“It’s okay, Seokmae,” Hanbin hushes, hands moving in soothing circles on his back. “Do you trust me?”
"Yeah," Matthew answers hoarsely when he finally finds his voice.
One of Hanbin's hands travels to his nape, fingers stroking the hair there. "Then stay. I will figure this out for the both of us."
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19 Nov 2023
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independent variable by starcreator
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), EVNNE (Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
04 Oct 2023
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Taerae glances over at him and then quickly looks away. A little smile brews on his face. “Eyes on the road,” he teases.
“I’m not driving,” Hanbin reminds him. Obviously.
“Still.” Taerae’s ear reddens. His face goes pursed, tight. “Don’t distract me.”
“I won’t.” He might.
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23 Oct 2023
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if your speech slurs by starcreator
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), EVNNE (Band)
12 Jul 2023
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Calling: ZB1 Kim Taerae
Oh. Wow.
Hanbin isn’t sure if it’s a mistake or not, so he waits for a second to see if his screen will go dark again.
It doesn’t. His phone buzzes between sweaty fingers, insistent.
Hanbin picks up, something swooping in his gut. “Hello?” Taerae never calls him. They text, sure, but Hanbin mostly gets Taerae updates through the other trainees. It feels weird, texting him. Calling him is even weirder.
There’s a few seconds where all Hanbin can hear is loud background noises. It sounds like Taerae is in a crowded restaurant or something. There’s a breath, hushed, and then Taerae says, “Hi, can’y’hear me?”
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23 Oct 2023
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13 Oct 2023
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Matthew has never been the type to shy from looking. He has always allowed himself to want, fully and deeply, let it consume him and lick away at the edges of his insides without a shred of guilt. He almost gets off on reveling in the fact that he can want for so much and not face the consequences of action.
“Everyone’s welcome here, Hanbin knows that. The kid’s been too caught up in his own life to tell me anything lately. You’d think he’d have more respect for his dear old dad.”
Oh.
To a better person it would be a problem. But Matthew doesn’t feel guilty for what he wants because that ruins the pleasure of it. It’s not like he came here wanting to fuck Hanbin’s dad. He came here wanting to get fucked, to find someone that excites him enough to tilt the scale from desire to act.
(OR: Matthew's only goal for the summer is to lose his virginity, he didn't expect to fall half in love with his best friend's dad in the process.)
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20 Sep 2023
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nothing as easy as a goodbye by dfamssf
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
04 Jun 2023
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Gunwook's made it. He's in the top 9, and after he celebrates with his new members and after he commiserates with the other finalists, there's only one other person he wants to see: Lee Hwanhee.
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05 Jun 2023
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now that you're around (i want you to take a shot) by hutazone (hangyulgod)
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV)
29 May 2023
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it’s not like he’s never thought about jongwoo in this way. he has, but only in fleeting moments, and he tends to file these thoughts away and never think of them again.
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30 May 2023
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sleepless in seoul by hutazone (hangyulgod)
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
04 May 2023
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jongwoo’s pulse jumps quick and heavy under his fingertips. jiwoong digs his nails into the skin there, then grips around jongwoo’s wrist and lifts his hand, placing it over his chest. do you feel it? he wants to ask, do you feel my heart beating for you, but the words dry on the tip of his tongue.
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30 May 2023
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liquid diet by starcreator
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), EVNNE (Band)
29 Apr 2023
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“Stop thinking so hard,” Hanbin says. He starts the tentative process of unwrapping Taerae, pushing up his shirt and revealing the wiry, clenching muscles of his stomach.
Taerae whines, either in protest or because he’s lost his dignity entirely. Hanbin doesn’t care—if Taerae wants him to stop for real he can tell him. No, actually, he has to tell him. Has to get better at saying what he wants and what he doesn’t.
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- Part 2 of yellow light
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30 Apr 2023
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“jongwoo-yah,” jiwoong asks in a hushed whisper, “do you want more?”
he doesn’t usually need to ask this, because normally neither of them would let this happen. skinship beyond a quick handshake or an encouraging squeeze on the shoulder belongs strictly in the bathrooms and supply closets, where there aren’t cameras and the doors are locked.
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- Part 2 of rocky trail
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15 Apr 2023
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i do i do i do by starcreator
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), EVNNE (Band)
11 Apr 2023
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Taerae would do anything Hanbin tells him to; he knows that much. Taerae bargains with himself, feeling like he’s making a deal with the devil. It’s okay if he just does what Hanbin tells him to do, what Hanbin wants him to do. That’s different, that’s just being a good friend, a good teammate.
Hanbin leans forward a little and says, “Put your hand on your thigh.”
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11 Apr 2023