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and there's no light anywhere, and nothing left to burn by haveto_explode
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
17 Feb 2025
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Sitting in the sunbeam, eyes closed and head angled skywards, was Jon. He leaned against the wall, one leg folded upright and the other extended before him. Wrapped in a green cardigan, hem of his black T-shirt peeking out from under the collar, he looked wholly separate from the person he’d tried so hard to present himself as when he and Martin had first met. His hair was loose, and longer, a mess of tangled dark curls falling around his shoulders and chest with flyaway strands lit orange-brown by the syrupy light. The silver touching his temples and threading outwards glowed white gold.
Jon looked– not happy, not even content, really, but calm. The furrow between his brows that Martin sometimes worried was permanent had eased, giving him the appearance of someone younger. He still looked tired and older than he was, but less like he was carrying an invisible weight so large he’d forgotten it was there.
or, sticking our boys outside for the sake of their mental health
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ripping off each other's clothes (in a most peculiar way) by story_monger
Fandoms: Wolf 359 (Radio)
19 Dec 2017
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Minkowski doesn't like Lovelace. She really doesn't.
Except for when she does.
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05 Apr 2026
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In All Our Empty Spaces by Ephemerally_Blue
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
31 Mar 2026
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Harrow's finally found the perfect house. Sure, it's much too big and, okay, it's slowly falling apart bit by bit. But it's quiet and empty, and that's all she needs.
Except her landlord failed to mention that the house isn't empty at all.
And now she's stuck, for an entire year, sharing space with someone she never thought she'd see again. Her childhood nemesis and almost but never quite friend, Gideon Nav.
The house is big enough. They won't even have to acknowledge each other's existence, if they so choose. But that doesn't seem to stop them from running into one another in unexpected hallways or long buried feelings from coming to light.Bookmarked by haveto_explode
02 Apr 2026
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Oceans running down the drain by YuriSuzu
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance (Music Video)
28 Mar 2026
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It's 1998, and Gerard just flunked his senior year. Now he has to repeat it, this time in the same classes as his younger brother and said brother's best friend. Who also happens to be the subject of his stupid, impossible, and quite frankly, creepy crush that he really should get over already.
Everything changes, though, when one day, he finds an unexpected letter in his locker.
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26 Mar 2026
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Some Other Town, Someone Else's Life by smogwife
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
18 Mar 2026
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"Some people take the view that we happen by accident. I think that there is something much deeper, of which we have very little inkling at the moment." - Sir Roger Penrose
“Existence is a fact. We are all here and now. Nonexistence is an abstraction of the human mind... This is the reason I think that a [cyclic universe], which has always existed, is simpler than one that has been created." - Nelson Pinto-Neto
Somewhere deep in the Mojave Desert, a conservationist remembers a life she never lived and a woman she’s never met. When a mysterious redhead blows into town, memory begins to bleed across lifetimes and reality becomes more idea than fact. Her only salvation lies in the golden eyes that undid her in the first place.
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Or: We're so post-canon we're in a new universe because so help me Jod they will have their happy ending.
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21 Mar 2026
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Caspar and Leif start sleeping together - literally - when they get back to the diner. The silence is too loud to be alone. There's pent up stress to be worked out, and an unspoken relationship between them that neither really understand, and a bottle of shitty space booze brings all the lingering feelings between them reach a breaking point.
Part of my AU where Leif and Caspar get back to the diner before anyone else, and are a tad (read: a lot) codependent.
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- Part 3 of On Connection (Or: Being Alone Together)
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15 Mar 2026