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    "I'm not- you kill yourself, Sae!" Shidou exclaims. "You kill yourself today, and I'm supposed to fix it! All of a sudden I have to care about you again, and I'm just not fucking ready!"
    Sae's eyes widen, as if he's taken aback. "What are you talking about?" he asks defensively. "I-"
    "I'm just not ready," Shidou says lamely. "I know it makes me selfish, but I can't do it today. I'm sorry, Sae. I'll see you in the next loop."

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    Sae Itoshi jumps off his balcony, and now it's Ryusei Shidou's problem. Shidou finds himself trapped in a timeloop where it appears the end goal is to save Sae's life, but is it possible for the two to heal after a world of hurt?

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    24 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 90

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    One month. One month had passed since Sae and Shidou started dating and they hadn’t had sex once.

    Based on how he acted during the U-20 match, Sae expected his boyfriend to jump his bones the second they started dating. Instead, their relationship had been full of chaste, innocent touches. Which would be fine, except Sae wanted to get dicked down within an inch of his life. Unfortunately, asking directly was crass, and frankly embarrassing.

    So that led him to now, where he was shamefully looking up seduction techniques on his phone at 2 AM with a slumbering demon in the other bedroom.

     

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    Ten times Sae tries to seduce Shidou and the one time he succeeds.

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    18 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    It’s hotter than Satan’s ballsack and just as swampy.

    Sae would never choose to spend his weekend out getting sunburnt and wearing his boyfriend’s spare “If You Can See This You're Gay” shirt, but Shidou had asked very nicely—and promised to stop freaking out his manager ‘til he cried for two weeks—so he agreed.

    He wishes he hadn’t.

    “Our fellow Gen 11,” Hugo greets, “and Shidou.”

    “I’m gonna bite you one day and it won’t be in a sexy way,” Shidou warns with a smile.

    “Please don't, I'm sure you have many diseases.”

     

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    The New Gen 11 accidentally meet up at a pride parade

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    18 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    Exhaustion eats away at him, both mentally and physically, as his muscle mass diminishes and his clothes loosen.

    Even so, he’s still less skinny than Angel, who is back in the game and is once again making more money than ever.

    Isolated, stressed, in pain, and drained, Val somehow finds himself in the art room that Vox had built for him ages ago. His shaking hands dip the brush into the paint as he begins a new piece.

    He can’t get the line straight.

    So, he throws away the canvas and grabs a new one.

    The line still isn’t straight.

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    5 Time Val Almost Broke Down + 1 Time He Did

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    14 Aug 2026

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    “How would anyone notice what anyone else’s type is in the middle of all this?!” Matt demanded, laughing.
    “What’s Keith’s type?” Lance blurted out like an idiot.
    “It’s… obvious,” Pidge said. “He gets all flustered over shitty puns and most physical comedy. And have you seen the way he stares at Hunk when he’s going on about the mechanics of something? Like how the lions work? I’ve literally seen him blushing when Hunk goes into explanation mode.”
    “So, you think he has a crush on Hunk?” Lance squawked.
    “No. You bonehead,” Pidge laughed. “I’m saying any dad-joke-telling, klutzoid with good grades has probably got a pretty good shot at Keith.”

    Or: It figures that after years of getting it hilariously wrong face-to-face, Lance finally gets good at talking to Keith through a screen, which is, like, one of his biggest accomplishments. Then, Pidge makes the comment that Keith has a type, while heavily implying that it's Matt.
    But, listen, with everything going on with Voltron, the coalition, the Blade of Marmora, and Coran, Lance isn't going to get distracted worrying about it.
    Ask anyone, he's always been great with measuring levels of importance....

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    02 Aug 2026