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"You know him?" Thanos asks as he tries to think of his own lyrics to go with the track that's still playing. "He produce for real, or is this a favor type thing?" Doesn't matter either way. Thanos has got a damn gift when it comes to getting people to do shit for him.
"That's the thing," Semi groans with a downright strange amount of frustration. "The guy's name is Namgyu, I'm pretty sure, and he's a composer. Like, the classical stuff at the beginning, that was his."
Thanos nods, even though he doesn't really get why she's saying this shit like she's reading him a prison sentence ending in the electric chair. "Soo...?" He asks slowly. "If he made that, he can definitely do the producing shit, too. It's just a different genre." It's true. As long as he's got an ear for what's good, and knows how to work the fancy ass machines, then Thanos should be solid.
"Well, the issue is that he would never do it," she shrugs.
"He'd do it for me," Thanos waves off. It's not even cocky or some shit. All he's got to do is hook the guy up with girls or drugs or an oil change, and he should be fine. "Why wouldn't he?"
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How Thanos and Namgyu make an album together and maybe fall in love.
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04 Dec 2025
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Everything You Are by stillnotovermylordsixth for berrynthewood
Fandoms: ヴァ二タスの手記 - 望月淳 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas - Mochizuki Jun (Manga), ヴァニタスの手記 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas (Anime)
31 May 2022
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In the days following their nearly lethal fight, the growing tension between Vanitas and Noé reaches its inevitable peak.
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01 Oct 2025
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looking out on the day of another dream by astraltrain
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Jun 2023
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"Hey."
Sigma's heart stops.
They glance forwards from where they'd been staring at the cans, looking for Dazai's favourite brand, and see him. Messily chopped orange hair, a casual army green jacket over a loose grey shirt, jeans and combat boots. Two gloved hands pushing a cart identical to Sigma's. Written in his freckled face are two narrowed eyes, one a pale blue, one a dark brown.
Oh, they might pass out.
In front of them is Chuuya Nakahara, gravity manipulator, Port Mafia executive and Dazai's ex partner.
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Sigma and Dazai have been doing just fine for the past several months, as they learn to navigate their new relationships and manage old traumas. A conversation with Chuuya changes this.(Sequel to Where The Heart Is, can possibly be read as a standalone)
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- Part 2 of sigzai
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05 Aug 2025
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The first piece of bad news that Sigma receives after being told they passed their entrance exam into the agency is the lack of space that these people are given to work with.
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Sigma is made to share a dorm with Dazai, which is really the worst case scenario for him. Being in the agency is altogether not what he wanted for his future. But with Dostoyevsky on the loose, there's nothing more he can do, so he supposes he'll have to get over his strange feelings for the detective and deal with it until he can leave. Or try to, at least.Series
- Part 1 of sigzai
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04 Aug 2025
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After attempting suicide, Thanos realises that the relationship he has with Nam-gyu will never be the same again. Things can only get better or worse from there.
“Fuck you for doing this to me,” Thanos spat, but Nam-gyu let the insults roll off his shoulders. He sat there with his arms crossed over his chest as they waited on someone to stitch Thanos up.
“Fuck you for making me have to come here with you,” Nam-gyu retorted. “If you hadn’t done this, we wouldn't be here right now.” There was a sharpness to his tone, but despite it all, he knew Nam-gyu cared. Yet, his care was what got under his skin. Why did it take a suicide attempt to get him to look at him like that?
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- Part 3 of Interlinked
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07 Jun 2025
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Nam-gyu has always struggled to see humanity in the people around him, so the three-hundred and fifty-six deaths following Mingle mean as much to him as an exterminated colony of roaches. The money accumulated from them means everything to Thanos, as leaving the games with anything less than 1.5 billion won is essentially a death sentence.
But the vote after Mingle terminates the games. With the hope of changing their lives ripped away, Thanos and Nam-gyu are forced to return to the world outside. Thanos is back to square one, with over a billion in debt towering over him, and not nearly enough winnings to cover it. Nam-gyu holds on to the one person in the world he can care about, but Thanos is slipping back to where he was before the games, stepping back toward the bridge. Haunted by the traumas of their pasts, pursued by new foes from the games, can they find enough strength in each other to win their battles?
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or: game ends after mingle, character study of thangyu as their relationship develops
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04 Jun 2025
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Thanos wouldn't exactly classify himself as a good person. There are a few too many people he's screwed over a few too many times for the words to leave his mouth confidently. That being said, there is a select group of people that he can say with 50% confidence—on a really good day— that he would not throw in front of a moving vehicle for a vape charger if he were drunk.
But hey, that's what they're getting themselves into when they decide to be part of the Thanos World. And it's not like they aren't using him, too. For drugs, exclusivity, sex, whatever, it's all transactional at the end of the day, and he doesn't play with that messy relationship shit anyway, so it's all good with him.
That being said, he sort of is in the middle of that messy relationship shit all because he got himself a fucking fanboy.
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How Thanos realizes that he's not good, but he's not all bad.
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27 Feb 2025
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Yeah. That’s how he’ll put it. Nam-gyu doesn’t need another emotional crisis. Not now, not ever.He’s different - not just because he’s a junkie, though that’s the easiest label for anyone to slap on him. No, it’s deeper than that. He’s known for years what sets him apart, and it’s not like he’s ashamed of it. Not exactly. It’s just not something he talks about.
It’s there, a part of him, like his pulse, steady and quiet and constant. Well, lately his pulse has been more erratic than steady, but fuck it. He can be poetic, right? While he wallows in his self pity.
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27 Feb 2025
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They Don't See (the parts of you that made me want to stick around) by vinkunwildflowerqueen
Fandoms: Wicked - Schwartz/Holzman, Wicked - All Media Types
23 May 2022
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"I just don't get it."
The exact words differed, as did the tone. But the sentiment was always the same.
OR, seven times someone doubts Elphaba and Fiyero's relationship, and the seven moments where Elphaba sees what no one else does.
Musicalverse. Shiz-era. Fiyeraba.
Inspired by the song SEEN YOU IN YOUR HOMETOWN by Lauren Alaina.
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03 Feb 2025
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"you dangle on the leash of your own longing; your need grows teeth."
— Margaret Atwood
aka, isagi finds that the best motivator for nagi is himself.
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10 Jan 2025
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Sendou wakes up three times.
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07 Jan 2025
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13 Dec 2024
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They’ve been on the road for almost an hour, and Isagi has been blessedly respectful of Bachira’s silence, but something stale brews in between them, and Bachira knows he needs to say something soon. It would be unlike him otherwise.
The expanse stretches for two decades, and the challenge is to leap.
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08 Nov 2024
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Insecurity arises from their long distance relationship and scheming tabloids, and Sae copes with it by taking it all out on Shidou.
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06 Nov 2024
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Looking for Someone (Looking for a Monster) by j_jabbers
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
29 Aug 2022
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Isagi comes to steal Bachira back. Bachira's been looking for someone—Rin's told him as much—but now he's not sure what, or who, he should be looking for. Isagi helps remind Bachira who it is.
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- Part 6 of Jabby's Blue Lock Headcanon
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26 Oct 2024
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this body means nothing to me by lyceewinks
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
09 Jan 2023
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reo believes they're in love and nagi believes that if he just uses enough imagination and squints his eyes just a bit more then he could believe that the body underneath him is isagi
or: the fic where nagi uses reo and thinks of isagi and reo only realizes this after the fact
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08 Oct 2024
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My heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue (all's well that ends well to end up with you) by theladyofcamelias
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)
24 Jul 2024
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"Well..." Chigiri says after a while. "There is always one thing you could try."
"Oh?"
"You could try making him jealous."
"Jealous?"
Or: Reo and Chigiri decide to fake date to get their exes back with...unexpected results
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04 Sep 2024
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i feel at home when i'm around you (and i'll gladly say again) by jude_bug
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
07 Apr 2024
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Sunflowers represented loyalty and adoration, and they were usually associated with the sun. They followed the sun at all times, followed it as it rose in the east and as it set in the west. He was like a sunflower, Bachira, following the sun, Isagi, all day everyday in blind devotion because he was the source of his life.
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a bachira character study/bachisagi fic that takes place post-canon, they're retired footballers and married and this is just a collection of all their sweet moments <3
(read beginning notes for content warnings)
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02 Sep 2024
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14 Days To NOT Fall In Love (but guess who did anyway) by PrincessErii
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)
20 Sep 2023
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This annoyingly mandated break of Ego's was only fourteen days long. That would never be enough time for Rin to fall for this aggravatingly sweet, understanding, level-headed, cyan-haired gamer boy...
...Okay, maybe he'd need to exercise SOME restraint.
Aka: how Rin and Hiori become mutually pining idiots after the U-20 match through a combination of video games, late night discord calls and learning that perhaps they're not all that different after all.
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31 Aug 2024
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In which Aether and Venti have questionable ways of coping with their feelings, and a night of fun awakens emotions in Venti that the God never knew he had. Luckily for him, Aether feels the same way. Now if only Diluc could get the idiot bard to realize that.
__“Quit acting like a petulant child.”
“I’m not!”“How else would you prefer I describe your irrationality?”
“Ughh…”
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- Part 1 of Aeven Tales
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30 Aug 2024