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  1. Rec 16

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    The night at the hotel doesn't go well, and Jaekyung feels he and Dan have to talk.

    Set after Episode 67.

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    02 Nov 2025

  2. Rec 40

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    Joo Jaekyung accepts Kim Dan's suggestion to have sex. But Joo Jaekyung has a different agenda for the occasion than Kim Dan expects.

    Set after Episode 62.

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    02 Nov 2025

  3. Rec 40

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    Kim Dan waits until after Joo Jaekyung's had hangover medicine to give him his birthday present, when the MMA fighter is a little more relaxed. It changes a lot.

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    01 Nov 2025

  4. Rec 15

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    Jaekyung and Dan end their night by sleepily showering together and then curling up in bed.

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    01 Nov 2025

  5. Rec *

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    "Fancy seeing you here." A familiar smug voice said to him. Jaekyung didn't even bother looking at who was sliding into the stool next to him. "It's been a while, Jaekyung." Heesung grinned.

    Jaekyung felt his already lousy mood immediately sour even more. Heesung was the single person he wanted to avoid today. He didn't have the energy to put up with him any other day, let alone today, as he sulked in the corner at the bar in Xy Club.

    "I heard about your breakup with our favourite little physical therapist." Heesung practically sang the words as they left his mouth. "My condolences."

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    31 Oct 2025

  6. Rec 47

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    Dan wipes his eyes dry, takes a shaky lungful of air in, and gets to his feet. Before Jaekyung knows it, he’s gone, drifting past him to greet the new arrivals.

    Their conversation is over, marked with a hollow finality that has Jaekyung left behind again like an afterthought.

    Jaekyung glares at his still-untouched yukgaejang and wishes he could hurl it across the funeral hall. When he looks up though, his miserable eyes catch on Halmeoni’s soft crinkly ones in her portrait. She’s still smiling, as radiant as ever, but her smile now seems to bear down on him with a profound heaviness.

    His heart is too big for him, Halmeoni seems to be reminding him, her words resounding across to him and squeezing his heart in a chokehold.

    I know, Jaekyung wants to shout back, it’s too fucking bad I don’t have one.

    (Or, the one where Jaekyung starts off angry and in denial of his fuck-ups, fights with massive guilt, works his way through acceptance and making amends, and ends up with horrifying realization that he’s in love.)

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    30 Oct 2025

  7. Rec *

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    It's been half a year since Kim Dan insisted that Jaekyung sign the divorce papers, but life living apart becomes even more difficult as they try to balance personal matters and raise their twin Hajoon and Yujin.

    Even more so when Jaekyung knows that, only with the divorce, Dan will be able to go to a hospital to have the mark removed.

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    28 Oct 2025

  8. Rec 20

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    The hospital Namwook picks out for a new physical therapist for Jaekyung assigns them Dan, who impresses Jaekyung. When Jaekyung runs across the hospital director assaulting Dan, Jaekyung intervenes, earning Dan's gratitude.

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    26 Oct 2025

  9. Rec 93

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    Now a year into being at Jaekyung's beck and call, Dan is strained trying his best while accepting his reality. At least it’s familiar and repetitive, even as he’s stretched thin.

    What happens though, when Jaekyung starts to act differently?

    Can Dan handle anymore?

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    24 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 1

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    Jaekyung can't find meaning in his life. Years of effort evaporate like cigarette smoke, leaving a gray cloud of nostalgia and uncertainty in their wake. He's given up before even beginning. He realized his dream was futile; a fantasy that would hardly become reality.

    Until one day, he lights a stranger's cigarette, and something he thought was lost stirs inside him.

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    24 Oct 2025

  11. Rec 53

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    “You like havin’ me on top of you this much?”

    Dan pants with bliss. Sparks of arousal and contentment fizzle in his mind and stomach. He didn’t know it was possible to feel so whole. Reaching up, he twines his arms around the younger man’s neck, keeping him close. He nods, throat sticky.

    “So honest now.” Jaekyung breathes heavily into the crook of his neck. The alpha squeezes his waist, molding his flesh and greedily pulling out another whimper. His other hand moves down to a slim thigh, gripping it tightly. “So fuckin’ sweet, you know that? You’re making me want to eat you up. Devour you until there’s not a single crumb left for anyone else to steal.”

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    24 Oct 2025

  12. Rec 28

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    And when Jaekyung unconsciously reaches for him in the middle of the night and tucks him close, how could Dan not lose his heart?

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    24 Oct 2025

  13. Rec 11

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    What happens after Jaekyung drags Dan into his arms at the dock? It might still be too soon for a happy ever after but maybe it's the perfect timing for the first step towards it.

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    This isn’t him. He’s not someone who loses control like this, someone who lets others influence his every move. He’s Joo Jaekyung, he’s better than this. And yet here he is, a slight tremble to his hands he can’t seem to stop, sweat sliding down the back of his neck, a tight knot slowly unravelling in his chest the longer he looks at Dan. The longer he realizes that Dan is safe, that he’s not gone. That it’s not too late.

    Too late for what?

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    21 Oct 2025

  14. Rec 43

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    He hadn’t felt so shit after sex before. Even when the sex had been bad or unsatisfactory. He hasn’t had that many partners in the past, but even the worst session didn’t leave him feeling like this. Completely numb and, even worse, guilty.

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    20 Oct 2025

  15. Rec 22

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    He felt his body tense up right before he completely froze.

    The situation he was in hit him all at once. How he was standing there in front of a crowd, hugging the man who he had spent the past few months convincing himself, meant nothing to him.

    He didn’t understand what was happening or what he was feeling. Of course, part of the situation made sense to him. He wasn’t a completely heartless monster, so he wasn’t questioning why he felt panic at the thought of Dan hurting himself or, even worse, dying.

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    Jaekyung hugs Dan and finally uses his brain for once

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    20 Oct 2025

  16. Rec 1

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    Jaekyung no encuentra el sentido a su vida, años de esfuerzo se esfuman como el humo de cigarro, dejando a su paso una nube gris de nostalgia e incertidumbre, se ha dado por vencido antes de siquiera empezarlo. Entendió que su sueño era inútil; una fantasía que difícilmente se convertiría en realidad.

    Hasta que un día, enciende el cigarrillo de un desconocido y algo que creía perdido aviva dentro de él.

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    19 Oct 2025

  17. Rec 19

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    Nagi has returned to Blue Lock. Yet instead of the joyful reunion Reo had imagined, Nagi almost seems... scared of him?

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    17 Oct 2025

  18. Rec 15

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    Nagi can’t say he ever thought he’d have a love like the movies, but here he is in a London café sitting across from his first and only love, who looks at him like he’s the center of the universe and feeds him off his fork while their legs tangle together beneath the table.

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    16 Oct 2025

  19. Rec 7

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    “Why’d you text me?” Felix asks suddenly. He hopes his voice is soft and steady. “After all this time.”

    Chan looks down at his coffee. He turns the cup slowly, like he’s winding himself up. “I heard you were back. From Minho. I just… I don’t know. I thought we should talk.”

    Five years after their breakup, Chan and Felix have an honest conversation.

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    11 Oct 2025

  20. Rec 9

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    Hyunjin’s life has become a monotonous cycle, filled with repetitive routines and emotional numbness, where his only solace is found at the bottom of a bottle. Spiralling after a breakup, he watches his world unravel further after getting fired from his job and eventually finding himself homeless. Isolated and drowning in depression, he loses all sense of direction, overwhelmed by the weight of his own despair.

    But just when his life seems to hit its lowest point, he meets Felix. A ray of sunshine in his otherwise dark world. In Felix, he finds not just a source of comfort but a spark that ignites the possibility of a new beginning, a glimmer of hope, and a chance to heal.

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    07 Oct 2025

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