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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Something on your mind, love?” Henry’s voice was gentle, like the hush of waves against the shore.

    Alex has the unfathomable urge to deny it—to brush it off, to roll his eyes at his mind spinning and conjuring ghosts of old insecurities, whispering half-truths wrapped in cruel precision. He wants to outrun them, to push forward before they sink their claws into the edges of his mind, twisting, distorting—vilifying his worth with sharp, unrelenting teeth.

    But it’s Henry.

    Henry—the only one who can read him like an open book; a book that’s dog-eared and worn, its spine cracked from being held too tightly, its edges fraying. Yet Henry has never been the one to turn away, never sets him aside.

    Alex buries his face in the crook of Henry’s neck, letting the warmth of him seep into his skin, grounding him in something steady, something certain. His breath fans against Henry’s throat. “Do you ever feel like you don’t fit?” Alex asks.

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    18 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Alex laughed and stuck out his hand. "Alex."
    The guy looked at him for a moment — and then something shifted at the corner of his mouth. A soft smile
    "Henry," he said, and shook it.

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    Alex will do anything to keep Henry.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a university student trying his best. He is managing three jobs, two majors, and one sexuality crisis that threatens to upend his hockey career before it even starts. When his best friend, Rose, begs him to come with her to an exclusive BDSM club to let loose and experiment, Shane cannot believe it when he caves to her demands and agrees. Oh and it just so happens that unbeknownst to Shane the club is owned by a Russian mob boss. But really, what could go wrong?

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    Or the one where organized crime boss Ilya meets hockey-playing uni student Shane and big feelings and kinky shenanigans unfold

    Updates ~2x/week <3

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    18 Jul 2026

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    13 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 95

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    Alex and Henry are expecting their first child together...however, Alex has been told their baby is a little on the bigger side.

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    Alex is afraid his baby is too big and that he won't be able to give birth to her how he originally planned.

    COMPLETED 1/23/26 <3

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “But everything looks okay?” Shane asked, squeezing Ilya’s hand a little. “Healthy?”

    “Oh yes,” the doctor said before pointing to another spot on the screen. “And you see this one here? That’s another gestational sac. Both strong and healthy.”

    Ilya and Shane stared at the screen.

    “Um… both?” Shane finally said.

     

    Ilya and Shane are enjoying married life in Ottawa and playing for the same team. Ilya gets the shock of his life one afternoon in the form of a positive pregnancy test.

    And the surprises don’t end there.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Ilya. He is still sleeping fitfully in Irina’s bed, face crumpled and lips turned down. Irina leans over him and presses a single kiss to the crease between his eyebrows, and then leans back just enough to watch Ilya’s big, blue eyes blink open at her.

    She holds a finger against her lips, waiting until Ilya nods before she straightens up and beckons him to get out of bed. When Ilya is standing, Irina helps him into a clean sweater, his coat, scarf, and hat. Ilya looks terribly confused, but allows himself to be dressed like a toddler, watching his mother curiously but without question. He is twelve years old, certainly old enough to dress himself, and maybe Grigory has a point when he insists that Irina coddles Ilya too much, but, good heavens, that face, how could she not?

    It is not until Ilya notices the suitcase by the bedroom door that his expression changes. His eyes darken at first, and then his face screws up minutely, looking at Irina with thinly veiled horror.

    “Be completely silent, solnyshko,” Irina breathes. “We have to go.”

     

    Irina Rozanova chooses differently.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “He wants doll brushes because he’s seen the girls at the park brushing their plushies with them. Their dolls too, obviously. But he wants to brush that pelt you brought him-”

    David sets his crossword book down, giving Yuna his full attention.

    “What?”

    “The pelt of fur? Looks like a wolf, or maybe one of those big cats?” Yuna says, waving her hand dismissively. “Either way, I don’t think doll brushes are the right choice. We can look into getting him a set of actual grooming tools, he needs to learn that the right tools for the right job are an important-”

    “Yuna. Sweetheart.” David interrupts. “I did not buy our son a piece of dead animal as a souvenir from Russia.”

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    Ilya loses something important at the airport; years later, Shane gives it back to him.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Cliff Marleau ✅ @bostonsmarleau
    Happy birthday to the sexiest, finest, most scrumptious man I’ve ever met. I miss him and his fat ass every day. Sometimes I can still hear his voice.

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    Ilya Rozanov ✅ @rozanov81
    marly i’m not fucking dead

    Shane Hollander ✅ @shanehollander24
    STOP CALLING MY HUSBAND’S ASS FAT

    (Twitter celebrates Ilya’s birthday!)

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Jane
    Are you sure you should be tweeting stuff like that?
    People are going to work out that’s your burner account sooner or later.

    Lily
    Awww
    You are looking at my tweets
    I knew you thought they were funny

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    Hollanov has triumphed over Shayden in Heated Rivalry's in-universe hockey RPF fandom- but Ilya's still using his burner account, and still a menace

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.

    When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.

    Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.

    (Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)

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    11 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 42

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    Luca regresses after a game. That's fine, Shane and Ilya got it handled.

    (I suck at summaries, so this will have to do. Sorry...)

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    10 Jun 2026

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