18 Works by howyoubrewing
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the knife of forgetting by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Hawkeye (TV 2021), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Black Widow (Movie 2021)
23 Dec 2025
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“I don’t even know your name,” he says, wavering. His fingers burn through her suit, the touch hot. She falters for only a second. She feels like she’s told him her name before. Like they’ve done this dance.
But that’s impossible.Or: after Yelena Belova decides not to kill Barton, she’s at a new low. The last thing she needs is the Winter Soldier following her around New York, claiming he knows her.
[bucky x yelena falling in love again after their memories of said love were erased by hydra/red room] -
is it casual now? by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
20 Nov 2025
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Ava and John hate each other with a passion. One mission might just change that and set them on a path to healing two very broken spirits.
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crawling back to you by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Thunderbolts (Marvel Comics)
03 Aug 2025
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The Thunderbolts* are a team now. For Yelena, it's just the start of healing. She learns she's not the only one.
Bucky and Yelena, falling slowly in love and healing. A lot of angst and hurt/comfort.
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carry me out by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Hawkeye (TV 2021)
27 Apr 2025
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She doesn’t expect him to come back for her.
They’ve been official, deployed partners for six months when the mission is compromised and Natasha is taken. Their cover is blown wide open; coming after her would be an unnecessary risk. Barton should let her die, logically, and she wouldn’t blame him.
But he doesn’t, and that changes everything. -
all the king's horses, all the king's men by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
23 Oct 2022
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After Tartarus, Percy and Annabeth struggle to put themselves back together again.
[a collection of post-Tartarus oneshots as they deal and heal. title and chapter titles inspired by the song The Archer]
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poison and wine by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Nikolai Series - Leigh Bardugo, The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo
24 Apr 2021
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Sheer panic coursed through him as she began to convulse. Poison.
The Fjerdans had poisoned his general.[or: Nikolai realizes just how scared he is of losing Zoya when she is poisoned at a ball]
Set between King of Scars + Rule of WolvesSeries
- Part 2 of zoya + nikolai
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the trouble with wanting by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Nikolai Series - Leigh Bardugo
17 Apr 2021
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Zoya tries to stitch herself up after a rough battle, and Nikolai finds her to help. Confessions ensue.
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- Part 1 of zoya + nikolai
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a friend at the end of the world by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
13 Feb 2021
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Ahsoka is weary of running from the Empire. She begs the Force for help, to send her anyone to keep her company and assist her. The Force sends it in the form of an old friend.
[Or: Ahsoka and Korkie team up to survive and help the Rebellion. a slightly alternate timeline, about a year after order 66]
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medicine by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
23 Oct 2020
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"Oh, isn’t an interrogation,” he hums. “We’ve been tasked with researching the biology of Jedi, you see, and beings with Force powers. To recreate them, possibly, or just understand them.”
Ahsoka and Rex are captured, and the Separatists have some terrible things in mind.[My shot at writing a Whumptober story]
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- Part 4 of commander and captain
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we'll be just fine by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
21 Sep 2020
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The Force begins to scream in pain, and Ahsoka wonders if she is dying. Far from Mandalore, Anakin Skywalker makes a different decision.
or: if Anakin never turned and Ahsoka came back to the Order after the war.
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- Part 6 of skyguy and snips
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i just need someone to stay by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
20 Sep 2020
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“You’re all I have!” She screams, and she feels tears wet on her cheeks. "You can’t leave me too. Please. I can’t."
Within the span of one mission, Anakin and Ahsoka both almost lose each other. Ahsoka realizes how much that scares her.
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- Part 4 of skyguy and snips
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as the world caves in by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
11 Sep 2020
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“He’s going to kill her and she can’t bring herself to stop him.”
Order 66, if Rex and Ahsoka were still on Mandalore & escaped together.Series
- Part 1 of commander and captain
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knocking on heaven's door by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
31 Aug 2020
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It’s been a month since the day they lost everything but each other; hiding away on a backwater planet, they are falling apart.
[a look at Rex and Ahsoka after Order 66, dealing with the trauma]
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- Part 2 of commander and captain
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The first time a trooper dies in her arms, Ahsoka feels herself age a hundred years. She can never forget his face.
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- Part 3 of skyguy and snips
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When another Master loses their Padawan, Anakin realizes how afraid he is of losing his.
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- Part 1 of skyguy and snips
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the jaws of war by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
26 May 2020
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Rex and Ahsoka try to survive a failing siege. Injuries and discussions about attachments occur, and they both reflect on the war they've been thrown into. Because at the end of the day, they are just children fighting in a grown-up's war.
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- Part 3 of commander and captain
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if the world was ending by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
04 May 2020
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Ahsoka makes him promise, and hopes he will remember that promise when the Dark calls his name.
[Or: the S7E9 reunion scene we needed but didn't get.]Series
- Part 5 of skyguy and snips
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you don't have to run anymore by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
03 May 2020
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Ahsoka is tired of sleepless nights and still feeling hunted. Post-Wasskah/Trandoshans/Padawan Lost arc.
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- Part 2 of skyguy and snips