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    Shane looked down at Anya. She was very still. Very calm. Just resting her head there. Like she belonged there. Like she was guarding something.
    Something important. A tiny, fragile realization settled into Shane's mind. "She knows," he murmured.

    Ilya frowned. "What?"

    Shane swallowed. "I think she knows."

    Ilya stepped closer, confusion giving way to curiosity. "Knows what?"

    Shane hesitated before placing one hand lightly over the spot where Anya's head rested. Over his stomach. Over the place where— Something. Someone. Was beginning. His voice softened.

    "I think she can tell there's a baby."

     

    Or Anya is Shane’s Rock throughout his pregnancy and absolutely adores their baby once she arrives.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    i cried

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    There was an inexplicable irony to it all, and Harriet would forever curse her ‘Potter’s Luck’ even when she was no longer a Potter in name. Divination was meant to be a joke of a subject, and had coincidentally been her worst grade at OWL level.

    Somehow that made her eligible to receive visions of a future yet to come in a world where there’s no other choice for her but to become a hero once more.

    (or; in which Harriet Potter is reborn as a daughter of Apollo, and all the subsequent consequences this brings.)

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    24 Feb 2026

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    two years without this fucking perfection, i could die

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    Shane’s hearing is muffled, sound bubbling in and out like he’s swimming through the lake, dipping under the surface and back into the air. He can make out a word here and there, enough to know that Rozanov is trying to get him to breathe with him. He can feel the expansion of Rozanov’s lungs against his hands as he takes deep breaths in and lets them out. Shane tries to copy him, he does, but every inhale carries the scent of him, his cologne, his skin, his hair products. The scents are so familiar to him, and he wants more than anything for them to calm him, make him feel safe, but they are doing the opposite. Why are they still so familiar to him after not being anywhere near Rozanov for half a year? Why does he still want to shove his face against Rozanov’s throat and suck in every last last hint he can get?

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    Ilya takes longer to arrive in the bathroom after they present the award together, leaving Shane time to sink into a full-blown panic attack. This leads to a very different night in Vegas and an earlier beginning to Shane and Ilya’s relationship.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    i love this one

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    SHANE HOLLANDER THE MAN YOU ARE

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    five times their friends realize shane might be the scary one, after all -- and one time ilya reminds the world he's only soft for shane.

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    their friends – and hayden fucking pike, who, for some reason, remains shane’s best friend – are slowly realizing they can be more complex than Hollander and Rozanov. they can be Shane and Ilya, too.

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    22 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yes thats what im talking about