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    wy♡
    @wywywy18

    no way i’m watching hollanov kiss in 4k

    10:16 PM · Jan 29, 2017

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    Miriam ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
    @ilyaeyes

    did shane hollander and ilya rozanov just kiss??? #allstar2017

    10:19 PM · Jan 29, 2017

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    Or, Twitter's reaction following the 2017 all-star game.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    “Ilya,” Shane whispers. “Ilya, baby, can you open your eyes?”

    He’s met with silence, and the frantic tremor of his heart turns into an earthquake. The ice beneath him seeps into his veins and freezes his blood. Panic claws at his chest, scaling his ribcage like a ladder and lodging in his throat. He can barely breathe around the terror.

    “Ilya, you need to open your eyes. You need to look at me.”

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Shane Hollander has a heart attack and "dies" on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game.

    Ilya handles this very poorly and has a very public meltdown.

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    “Shane! please,” Ilya shouts, his voice cracking. “Come on.”

    His vision blurs as tears spill over. He doesn’t care who hears him. He doesn’t care about the cameras, the crowd, the league, the rules they spent seven long years obeying. He’s just five steps away now as he falls onto his knees, his hands against the ice, as his tears streak down his face.

    Shane’s mouth is covered by a medic pressing a CPR face mask against his mouth pumping air into his lungs.

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    21 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    It could have been so perfect. They should have stayed in bed that day, should have ignored they had a game in the evening, but they didn't. And that was why Ilya was now a fragment of Shane's memories and no longer a present aspect.

    He wasn't his fiancé, he was his rival, his secret, his unrequited love.

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    Shane has a terrifying accident on ice, causing him to wake up in the hospital and suffering from amnesia. He does not remember Ilya as his fiancé, but as the person he can't have. And he seeks out Rose, thinking she is still his girlfriend, having forgotten the last few years and transporting him to the last day he can remember, the night at the club.

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    20 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 45

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    Ilya is happily planning Shane's birthday party when there's a knock at his door, and he's got a letter stating he's in danger of getting deported. Not wanting to dampen the day, he keeps this to himself and hopes for the best.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    Shane is at a sports bar in Tampa when people at his table start talking shit about Ilya. It becomes impossible to keep his mouth shut.

    Or, an alternative retelling of how Hayden finds out.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.

    It's a very normal day for the Montreal Canadiens.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    Ilya calls Shane "boring". It's a joke, it has been for years. One night, alone in bed while his husband is out partying, Shane wonders if it could be more than that.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    The breath that Shane expels feels like the last straw. Ilya is so fucking tired of guessing. Wondering what he did wrong and how he can make it right. A pit forms in his stomach every time Shane looks at him like that. Like he’s done. Like he’s tired. Like he’s one stupid comment away from kicking Ilya out entirely.

    It’s not what Ilya should feel when in proximity to his husband. This shaken, tense situation is beyond fucked. Maybe it makes him a child that he hasn’t asked Shane point blank what is going on yet. Maybe it makes him a coward.

    Shane and Ilya spend a tense evening together.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
    But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
    Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.

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    12 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 84

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    “I do not care, Hollander,” Ilya scoffs. “Am just curious. Why her?

    Shane looks away, focusing on anything but the earnestness in Ilya’s eyes. “She’s nice, she’s beautiful, she’s fun,” he starts.

    He feels Ilya’s eyes digging holes into his face.

    “And- she’s safe,” he whispers, admittedly. His heart thumps against his chest, and for some reason, he feels his eyes welling up with tears. Fuck. “Because she doesn’t make everything so fucking confusing.”

    There’s a long silence. Then, softly, “Do I?”

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    In which, Shane and Ilya talk in the bathroom after seeing each other at the club at the end of episode 4.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    And so Shane steps into the Voyageurs' locker room, Luca on his heels, leaving the door open just a crack so Ilya and the others can hear what's going on.

    The room goes quiet immediately, all faces turning to Shane in shock.

    Hayden's the first to react, scrambling up from his stall, eyes wide. "Shane? What's going on?"

    "I just wanted to see if any of you were willing to talk? So quiet on the ice today. I thought you'd have things to say to me, all things considered." Shane sweeps his gaze over his former team, uses his disappointed-Captain-voice and feels a smidge of smugness when it clearly hits them as it always has. "So say them to my fucking face, not behind my back."

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    Shane needs to clear the air with the Montreal Voyageurs. Post-Book 6: The Long Game.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    Shane Hollander was a very boring person. It was just a fact of the universe. The sky was blue, the earth kept spinning, and Shane Hollander led a boring, boring life.

    Which is precisely why Ilya was having a hard time believing what he was seeing.

    BREAKING NEWS: Hockey Star and Rose Landry’s Ex-Boyfriend Shane Hollander Found Unresponsive and in Critical Condition After Intense Car Crash! Live Updates Here!

    What.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    Ilya is struggling with the news of Hollander's new dating life- fighting with his own self and feelings he tries hard to deny- and ends up drunk texting, and calling, Shane.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    But Shane wasn’t feeling any of those. He was feeling…broken. His heart was broken.
    And Ilya had managed to break it spectacularly.
    “I’m gonna marry Svetlana.”

    or where Shane didn't take Ilya's stupid decision lightly and bolted.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    Ilya makes a new friend.
    Shane disapproves.
    (It's a cat).

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    02 Dec 2025

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    Gym owner Shane Hollander is captivated by new member Ilya Rozanov, a mysterious former hockey player turned youth coach. As their connection grows through workouts, walks, and quiet moments, both struggle with honesty and vulnerability.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    Shane turns his back with a life blooming inside him, not out of lost love, but because he won’t let their baby grow up in the shadows he was hidden in.
    Love couldn’t protect them.
    Silence could.
    So he slips away… holding onto the last part of Ilya he’ll ever keep close.
    Will Ilya ever earn his way back to him?

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    30 Nov 2025

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    Canada had given him his life as he knew it, but it had never felt one hundred percent comfortable, either. He missed Russia sometimes, but it didn’t have the thing that mattered most. Ilya had exactly one home, and it was this: his face pressed into a smooth chest, his head tucked under a strong jaw, with freckled arms wrapped around him and delicate fingers combing through his hair. Anywhere else was a temporary excursion.

    A treatise on second (and third) languages, homesickness, acceptance, Shane's struggle learning Russian, and the things people do when they care.

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    30 Nov 2025

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