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"Greetings mori-san." Chuuya said bowing to mori. (Why am i here? What's with the emergency summons? Did that stupid mackerel do something again, i haven't received any annoying text from him? Did something happen to him?) All these questions ran through his head at once creating an overwhelming sensation in his head. He hated the idea of dazai getting hurt, even though it's happened more times than he can count.
"That doesn't matter, I couldn't care less about him" he muttered to himself, as if trying to gaslight himself into believing it was true. Whatever happened, he didn't have a good feeling about it.
"Ah, you're finally here." Mori said in a welcoming tone spinning around in his chair, but something about it made chuuya's skin crawl
Basically, dazai and chuuya reunite through a su!c!de attempt, but chuuya thought he died years ago. (Can you tell I’m not good at summaries)
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A silent clocktower that ticks for every second by Mentally_ill_alien_poet
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
11 May 2026
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The thoughts seem to be too overwhelming for Dazai, to the point he can't take it anymore. He has been doing worse, though no one has noticed it. Surely they wouldn't notice him dissapearing?
Chuuya has been worried about him for a while and has secretly developed feelings for Dazai too but refuses to acknowledge them.
Though Chuuya had wished he would've told him about his feelings earlier, but time keeps ticking no matter what.
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12 May 2026
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For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.
Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?
At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
"What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
"One question,"
"And why did you miss it?"
"I misunderstood—"
"You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
"No, sir."
"Then do better."That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.
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Suffering every day (what does it mean to be human?) by widdifulangel
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Mar 2026
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Dazai Osamu is suffering- he always has been. But recently, he's gotten worse. Cuts are deeper, clothes remain unchanged, and he has to will himself to even get up and out of bed every morning.
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A 15 Dazai centric fic where he suffers and Chuuya notices
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13 Apr 2026
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It was modern day in a world where soulmates existed outside of fantasy. It would be identified by a symbol that appeared on the person’s right wrist when they turned 17. The symbol would pulse visibly and permanently but without feeling when touched with your soulmates symbol, indicating the other person was your soulmate. The symbol was not meaningless, it did have a vague meaning to help to find your soulmate.
Chuuya Nakahara is just about to turn 17, and Dazai Osamu was his best friend. Also crush, for years. So what would Chuuya do when all signs pointed that Dazai, his crush, was his soulmate, and finding out that Dazai might have been self harming and tried to kill himself?
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13 Apr 2026
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He wasn’t a masochist—at least, he didn’t think he was—but he found that spilling his own blood was… satisfying in a way. It was like he was punishing himself. Punishing his skin and flesh for the sin of tainting the world around him with evil and misfortune.
Dazai laughed to himself at this thought—He was doing the exact thing he had recently instructed Atsushi to stop doing. He was pitying himself. But his life was already an endless nightmare, wasn’t it? It wouldn’t make much of a difference if things got worse.
Dazai wrapped the bandages back around his arm, plastered his signature charming grin back on his face, then started to get ready for work.OR
Dazai is done with life, but Chuuya isn't ready to let him go just yet.
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12 Apr 2026