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    Phainon wakes to his Phaidei account exploding with notifications, a small war in his comments section, and half the people convinced he’s running the Phaidei account, with the top reply being:

    Deliberber @phaifan33550336
    replying to @phaidei
    Dawg look at my deliverer shipping himself with Mydeimos we’re cooked

    It’s enough for him to click on his Weaver account in a frenzied panic, scroll to the settings, and click “delete”—mashing all the buttons, captchas, and “deletes” until he finally sees the “This account no longer exists” on his page.

    “Oh my god,” he mutters, heart racing. He chucks his teleslate on his bed and flops back down.

    (In which Phainon, an idol, attempts to run a fan account shipping himself with his childhood best friend, Mydeimos—another idol.)

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    "You'll outlive me," Mydei had said once. "Try not to be too dramatic about it."

    Mydei dies. Phainon learns to live in the after.

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    03 Aug 2025

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    made me cry like a fucking baby. 10/10

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    Phainon walks right up to him with full confidence. “Mydeimos,” he says. “I want a divorce.”

    Mydei blinks. “You want WHAT?”

    Phainon loses his memory. He wakes up convinced that he and Mydei are married. And that they should get divorced.

    (Russian | русский translation thanks to the lovely Zhena_kyubi_no_yuko!)

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  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    Phainon shifts into a more comfortable position and rests his eyes, the darkness dragging him down, down, down into a void, wherein rests a lone, winged figure all curled up in the middle of it all, whose harrowing cries echo like an elegy for a love long lost.

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    08 Jun 2025

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    “Glad to see you back among the living,” Phainon says through a yawn, clearly having spent the night in the uncomfortable chair in the infirmary by Mydei’s side. Like he often does.

    Mydei’s head hurts. Just the regular kind of pain, easily managed by ignoring it until it goes away. But what makes it worse, is the confusion at his predicament. The memories returning to him in death used to vary in time and people who appeared in them. Why is it always Phainon nowadays?

    “Fuck you,” Mydei says, hoarsely. He feels like he is losing his mind.

    Phainon’s mouth locks mid-yawn and he blinks down at him stupidly, tilting his head with confusion. It’s probably fair, he hasn’t even done anything to earn Mydei’s ire as of late.

     

    or; Human brain lives for a few more minutes after dying, replaying the most cherished memories. Mydei starts seeing Phainon after each of his deaths.

     

    Translation into Russian (Русский) available: here
    Translation into Chinese (中文-普通话 國語) available: here

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