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It’s always easy to think that it’ll never happen to him. But then it does, and he's left wondering at how far he can fall. And he finds that there is nothing more frightening than the monster that hides behind the face of a loved one.
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Not everyone gets a second chance, and in his case, it’s actually a third. Sam isn’t going to let it go to waste.
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- Part 2 of The Beginning Is The End
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Letting go is one of the easiest things he's ever done. But easy doesn't always mean right.
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His hands are stained with the blood of those who have come before. "Behind the Blue Line" tag
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Sometimes family is what breaks you. And sometimes family is what puts you back together.
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Will You Watch Me Fade Away, Will You Remember At All? by BlearyEyedDaydreams
Fandoms: S.W.A.T. (TV 2017)
08 Jul 2025
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Street has been homeless before, but that doesn't make it any easier every time it happens. At least this time he has his team to fall back on, that is, if he ever tells them. When will he realize that they're here to stay this time?
Takes place after Street is brought back to the team after being kicked off at the end of season 1, with a slight cannon divergence.
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18 Jul 2026
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Street wakes up by himself, trapped in darkness. He doesn't know who he is or how he got in a collapsed building. He talks to a man who supposedly knows him, trying to believe the lie that he is going to make it out of here alive.
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16 Jul 2026
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Deacon and Street pull some overtime with the Domestic Violence unit, and respond to a typical DV call. Both Street and Deacon are attacked by members of the family.
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16 Jul 2026
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"What— what do you see?"
"I see," Eddie says, measured, careful, "someone who looks like he wanted somebody to see him like that."
Buck's whole body goes hot.
"And I'm trying to decide," Eddie continues, slower now, his breath heavier, "whether I'm allowed to be that somebody."
The hand on Buck's thigh has migrated upward. He notices it three seconds after it happens, his palm now resting flat against his own stomach where his shirt has rucked up, fingers splayed across the skin. The touch of his own hand on his own body in this context is sending a current up his spine that he is, evidently, helpless to stop.
"Eddie." Buck's voice cracks. "Are you— are you jerking off to my photo?"
The pause is brief but loaded, and when Eddie answers it’s barely recognizable, every word landing somewhere in the south of Buck's body with a measurable physical impact.
"You send me a picture like that, Buck. What am I supposed to do?"
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Buck wins a boudoir photoshoot giveaway. Eddie reaps the benefits.Or,
Buck accidentally sends his nudes to Eddie.- Language:
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15 Jul 2026
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“Well?” Buck said, finally facing Bobby. “Is it what you wanted? What you expected to happen? You told me they wouldn’t let me back. You told me, pushed, actually, saying I wasn’t ready. Said they were the ones holding me back and that’s why I had to find another job for the time being.”
“This isn’t what I wanted.” Bobby said quietly.
“Ok.” Buck nodded. “I guess … I guess that’s that.” Buck walked over and took the letter back and kept walking to head toward the stairs to actually clean out his locker.
“What the hell is going on?” Eddie demanded.
“I’m being transferred.” Buck said, looking back over his shoulder.
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- Part 77 of 9-1-1 AUs
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04 Jul 2026