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It’s always easy to think that it’ll never happen to him. But then it does, and he's left wondering at how far he can fall. And he finds that there is nothing more frightening than the monster that hides behind the face of a loved one.
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Not everyone gets a second chance, and in his case, it’s actually a third. Sam isn’t going to let it go to waste.
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- Part 2 of The Beginning Is The End
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Letting go is one of the easiest things he's ever done. But easy doesn't always mean right.
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His hands are stained with the blood of those who have come before. "Behind the Blue Line" tag
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Sometimes family is what breaks you. And sometimes family is what puts you back together.
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If there is one thing Buck will always do, it is help people. Doesn't matter what sort of danger it puts him in, or who the person is, he will jump in feet first and get the job done. When he's alone in a parking lot late one evening, of course he's going to run towards the woman yelling that her father is having a heart attack. Why wouldn't he?
When he doesn't show up for his shift the next morning, Eddie and the rest of the 118 immediately know something is very, very wrong. But this time, there's not much they can do about it. There's no ladders to climb, no debris to move. Buck just isn't where he's supposed to be.
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19 Apr 2026
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Buck left a voicemail before everything went wrong.
Eddie listened to it hundreds of times—until it wasn’t a message anymore, but a lifeline.
The fire should’ve taken him. It didn’t.
What did was worse: the silence afterward, the not-knowing, the almosts, the “I love you” that came too late.
Weeks pass. Buck is gone. Presumed dead.
But Eddie can still hear his voice.
And Eddie’s always been good at following voices through the dark.Bookmarked by illyria13
19 Apr 2026
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He was going to watch her find the two seconds of nothingness.
And he was going to want it. He was going to need it.
He was tired of fighting. He was so unbelievably tired of being strong, of being good, of taking the punishment and hoping that someone, someday, would decide he was worthy of forgiveness, of love.
Bobby didn't want him back at the 118. Eddie wouldn't look at him. His parents had never loved him.
I wish I could say I feel nothing, Buck thought, a tear finally slipping through his fingers and dropping onto his jeans. But I feel everything.
He sat in the darkness of the loft, listening to the shower run, waiting for the ticking clock to strike zero.
He was going to relapse tonight. He had already made the choice. Now, it was just a matter of waiting for the moment to arrive.
Or,
Buck has been sober for six years, during the lawsuit, Buck relapses.
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[You don't need to watch Euphoria to read this, based in the 911 universe, will have enough context about Rue to understand.]
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- Part 6 of Lawsuit Fics
- Part 4 of Crossover Fics
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16 Apr 2026
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The team gets called in by the department one morning, all of them a little grumpy for the early hour, especially Eddie—he doesn't do early, especially on his days off. As they all gather around, what they find laid out in front of them is nothing short of shocking.
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- Part 11 of Buddie Tumblr Prompts
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15 Apr 2026
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Evan Buckley, once a young LAFD firefighter, survives catastrophic injuries, betrayal by his chosen family at Station 118, financial ruin, starvation, and self-harm that nearly ends him at nineteen. After walking away from everything, he enlists in the Navy after the lawsuit, becomes a legendary SEAL known as "Rose," rises to Senior Chief
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15 Apr 2026