10 Bookmarks by indigoestohell
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He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.
After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...
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- Part 1 of silver and gold
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- English
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- 167,708
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- 15/15
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Bookmarked by indigoestohell
05 May 2025
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i cannot help but re-read this endless amounts of times knowing i will sob thrice before half the chapter is over. I chose to put an end to the endless witchhunt I have to commence on Google every time I need to have this again. Its perfection.
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Passing by tigereyes45
Fandoms: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game)
11 Nov 2024
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Emmrich reflects on the first time he, Rook, and Davrin were together romantically while missing his partners.
Someone should have warned him that grey wardens always have early deaths.
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- Part 2 of Tigereyes' Veilguard fanfics
Bookmarked by indigoestohell
18 Nov 2024
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simply marvelous. a gorgeously arranged array of emotion in less than a thousand words.
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When Johnny runs away from home at 18, he spends six months living with Simon Riley. When Johnny comes back from the SAS at 32, he runs into Simon Riley again.
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Living in Scotland after quitting the military, Simon isn't ready to let Johnny in, when he reappears in Simon's life after a fourteen-year absence. He might, though, be okay letting in Jakob Konig, a coworker he's developed an odd friendship with.(Post-military-careers construction!AU)
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- Part 1 of Empty Hands and Empty Rooms Verse
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- English
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- 112,624
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- 17/17
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Bookmarked by indigoestohell
09 Mar 2023
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"You think vampires are hot because you want to be craved so badly that your presence sustains another person."
Simon Riley had his life stolen more than once, and somehow he chose to keep standing, walking, fighting. He hadn't lost that desire to put things right in the world.
It seemed other humans did sustain him, in a way. In a way he despised and railed against. But still, he clung to the fringes of their lives, driven by the idea that if he couldn't have a life of his own, the next best thing is making sure they didn't suffer the same. Eventually, someone saw him, gave him some routine, some purpose, and he clung to that like a life line.
He would never have a normal life. He supposed he had never really wanted one.But every once in a beautiful blue moon, something showed up that filled him with earth-shattering, grave-digging sadness at the knowledge that it wasn't an option.
CW: Check tags. There will be some blood, and talk of Simon's past trauma including SA.
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- English
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- 78,986
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- 26/26
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Bookmarked by indigoestohell
04 Mar 2023
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“I’m sorry,” Soap cuts him off, “Volleyball. Sir, you sure you have the right guy? I’m a goalie. I play football. I’ve never played volleyball a day in my life.”
Price purses his lips at that, thinking. The man was out of his mind. There’s probably plenty of other amazing volleyball players out there that the man could recruit. So why him? He then responds, “Look, I know I’m not exactly what you’re looking for, son. But, I’m willing to try to give you something possibly better. I want you as my Libero. It’s the best defense on the team, practically the same as a goalie. Your skills will translate well to the position, I’m sure. The only difference is you just can’t let that ball hit the ground.”
“But why me?”
“You’ve got raw talent….”
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The volleyball au that no one ever requested but me. So now I’m writing it. It is Soapghost centered so do not worry. Also I’ve never played actual volleyball I just have a hyperfixation on it so maybe I’m projecting onto Soap
Bookmarked by indigoestohell
03 Mar 2023
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Show Me How You Drive, I'll Show You Who You Are by SharkNoises
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
23 Jul 2023
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"Soap had been struggling with his feelings the past few days. Something clearly had changed between Ghost and himself, but he couldn’t figure out if it was for better or worse. In the two weeks since the incident with Graves, they had barely spoken. Things hadn’t been too awkward around the garage, and Ghost didn’t seem to mind dropping him off at class if the pain in his arm was too much to consider driving alone, but their usual banter was gone. Conversation was polite, professional, sterile. They were two acquaintances again, not close friends. Certainly not two people who had almost kissed in an adrenaline fueled haze while a bullet was dug out of his arm on the kitchen table."
Or, the one where Price's Body Shop on 141st Street is the place to be for cool cars, stray cats and hopeless romantics.
- Language:
- English
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- 117,178
- Chapters:
- 38/38
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- 2
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- 492
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Bookmarked by indigoestohell
03 Mar 2023
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A sequel to Something Different
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Tendencies Cancel - Robert Frost
Will the blight kill the chestnut?
The farmers rather guess not.
I keeps smouldering at the roots
And sending up new shoots,
Till another parasite
Shall come to kill the blight.Series
- Part 3 of Something Different
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- English
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- 140,430
- Chapters:
- 34/34
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- 690
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- 700
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Bookmarked by indigoestohell
03 Mar 2023
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Saudade - a nostalgic longing of something you don't or can't have
Four years ago Soap and Ghost were friends. Three, maybe a little more than that. Two years ago they hated each other. Now, they're strangers with conflicting memories of each other being forced to work together once again.
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- Part 2 of True Love's Suicide
Bookmarked by indigoestohell
10 Jan 2023
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Run, Love, My Cold Heart's in Your Hands by snowballschance35
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
01 Aug 2024
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In desperate need of information about a dangerous threat, the 141 begin their search for a mysterious operative only known as "The Ghost", hoping to strike a deal with him. The Ghost, however, has motives of his own.
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The further adventures of Soap and his very spooky supervillain boyfriend.
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- Part 2 of Ruthless, Devoted
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,730
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 144
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- 1,556
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Bookmarked by indigoestohell
08 Jan 2023
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“You know that I know you’re a man,” Johnny says and Simon falters for a moment, confused. He trusts that Johnny’s not about to say anything…offensive, necessarily, but his arousal still fades, just a little. He hums in agreement and Johnny, who knows him better than anybody ever has, can clearly tell - Simon assumes that’s why he yanks him closer, mouth just shy of the shell of his ear, breath fanning out across the delicate skin when he says, “so you know when I ask you to put on a pretty dress and bend over for me, it’s not for any other reason than me being a filthy pervert, right?”
Bookmarked by indigoestohell
31 Dec 2022