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“Well. It’s what we needed, right?”
“It’s what we both wanted.”
“Right.”
The silence stretches thin. It is heavy with the final weight of whatever it is between them. Love, they used to say. It was love. Now, both of them can’t name it. Resentment, grief, hope. Youngjae thinks that it might be everything except love.
Choi Youngjae loves Kim Dohoon too much not to let him go.
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It is natural for Youngjae to care, and somewhere down the line, Dohoon eventually found himself caring for Youngjae in small ways. Like giving him snacks that he bought simply because it reminded him of their trainee days, taking a trip down the memory lane and talk about how much they’ve changed through the years. Like letting Youngjae take a shower first after a long day, setting aside the system they made and pretending that he still had some stuff to do before washing up. Like asking him stories about home, how his parents were, what his younger sister was like, and even having him teach Dohoon how to do his dialect despite complaining about how Dohoon just liked hearing and teasing him for it.
It is for all those reasons that compelled Dohoon to care for him—aside from the fact that Youngjae rarely gets sick.
Choi Youngjae is sick, and Kim Dohoon worries about their future.
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At first, Jungwon thought it was shame.
The possibility of people thinking that he was in some kind of incestuous relationship felt like a branding iron against his skin. He remembered the early days of his relationship with Sangwon, how people would stare at them longer than necessary whenever they graced the campus grounds hand-in-hand. He remembered the way his hand would find Sangwon’s waist as he ushered the older boy into his car, taking him to his apartment right after their class ended. He remembered how he would drop off his boyfriend to his class before separating, not leaving without receiving a small peck on his cheeks or oftentimes his lips.
It made Jungwon’s mouth dry, his breathing heavy, and his eyes unfocused. The possibility of people thinking that he was in some kind of incestuous relationship—it was awful, and yet he felt his cock twitch.
Right then and there.
Yang Jungwon is a freak, and so is his boyfriend, Lee Sangwon.
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how these teeth beg for something tender to sink into by indigoist for readingsloth_02
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
07 Mar 2026
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Sunoo knows that he no longer has to do anything. Jungwon will always give in, even if he tries not to.
That is how Jungwon loves Sunoo: he indulges him to his delight, forcing the older man into a surrender.
And Sunoo loves it, loves seeing Jungwon break apart completely and fuck him like there is no tomorrow for them.
Like Jungwon had been born for Sunoo, like Jungwon had been waiting for him ever since.
Kim Sunoo desires, and Yang Jungwon devotes.
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Jungwon is selfish too, one might say.
He values self-preservation and doesn’t like letting people get to the best of him.
When it comes to Sunoo, however, he seems like a different person. A beast, desirous and desperate. His self-preservation is gone the second Sunoo asks him to kneel before him.
Sunoo gets to the best of him, and Jungwon thinks that even that is never enough.
See, Sunoo deserves more than what Jungwon can offer, or so he believes—but at this moment, Jungwon is willing to prove himself otherwise.
alternatively, Yang Jungwon has his desires, and Kim Sunoo is not making it easy for him.
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Junghwan's hand doesn’t leave Youngjae’s shoulder, warmth still seeping through so many layers of fabric. “Why don’t you tell him how you feel?”
Youngjae glares. “What?”
“Seems like you’ve been bottling things up for a long time…” Junghwan mutters. “I don’t know what happened, but… I don’t know. Maybe it’s not too late. If there’s things you never got to say.”
“Idiot,” Youngjae says, the word slipping out with a chuckle before he can really think about it. Luckily, all he hears from Junghwan is a scoff. His hand never leaves his shoulder. After a sniffle, Youngjae says, “Sorry. I just… I promised not to.”
It’s not exactly true. Youngjae can’t promise not to do something that was already impossible to begin with.
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05 Aug 2026
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no haloes by eros (beautifulnotrealistic)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
23 Jun 2023
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Beomgyu hires an alpha service to get him through the first heat he's had since a devastating break-up two years ago.
The last thing he expects is for his ex-boyfriend to show up at his door.
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13 Jul 2026
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“You know me, how I work. Doesn’t it just make sense that we use each other while we find our mate?”
Soobin swallowed, throat dry. “You make it sound so simple.”
“It doesn’t have to be complicated,” Beomgyu smiled.
Soobin and Beomgyu are best friends who have been unlucky in love, so they turn to each other to fill the gaps they have been missing.
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12 Jun 2026
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Everywhere Shin Junghwan goes, the rain follows—but when he meets Choi Youngjae, he learns how some people can choose to bring the sun.
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22 Apr 2026
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It's a well-known fact that, for the longest time—Shin Junghwan has had this cute, innocent little puppy-crush on the handsome guy in the apartment next door.
The guy? Choi Youngjae's older brother.
Youngjae? He's used to being stuck in the middle, watching from the sidelines, a perfect fly on the wall.
(Spoiler alert!: This is how he's proven wrong.)
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21 Apr 2026