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   The Scars We Carry by pedromiamor

   Fandoms: Narcos (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   14 Dec 2024

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Steve Murphy/Javier Peña
   • Steve Murphy (Narcos)
   • Javier Peña
   • Chucho Peña
   • Original Minor Character(s)
   • Connie Murphy (Narcos)
   • Olivia Murphy (Narcos)
   • Major Character Injury
   • Coma
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Alcohol Intoxication
   • Depression
   • Panic Attacks
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Nightmares
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Hospitalization
   • Mental Institutions
   • Triggers
   • Near Death Experiences
   • Self-Harm
   • Scars
   • Vomiting
   • Crying
   • so much
   • Javier Peña hurts so prettily
   • Hurt Javier Peña
   • Addiction
   • Alcohol Withdrawal
   • Seizures
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • But then there's comfort!
   • Emotional Support Cat Murphy
   • chucho is a bamf
   • Arguing
   • Drunken Confessions
   • Love Confessions
   • Steve has a bad memory
   • Kissing
   • hardcore communication issues
   • Self-Conscious Javier Peña
   • medical things author does not understand
   • Repressed Memories
   • Therapy

   Summary

   A terrible event brings Steve to realize what he'd been missing and that not all people are as tough as you make them

   *tw*: depression, alcohol abuse, comatose, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, mental health issues, panic attacks, ptsd

   COMPLETE

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   English

   Words:

   79,086

   Chapters:

   9/9

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