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Buck feels it in his gut, the painful absence of him, the cord between them pulling and pulling, threatening to snap.
He thought he knew what it was like to miss Eddie. To yearn for him down to his bones. He realizes that until now, he’s never come close.
Five times Buck and Eddie almost died, and the inevitable realization it led to.
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Buck makes it back to the house on autopilot.
Bobby Nash saved his life more times than he can count, and in more ways than one. Bobby Nash was the father he never had. The one he needed growing up. The man who was supposed to be there to take his hand when he fell, to pat him on the back when he got back up.
Instead, Buck had to watch.
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“There’s a whole science exposition in the other wing,” Maddie says, fighting the chronic lull in conversation. “You should bring your kid, too, sometime.”
Buck learns to put his family back together.
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Buck has a ring.
He has Eddie’s love, a permanent place in his home, in his heart. He has enough to offer, he thinks, for Eddie to want to take him. To want to promise him forever and mean it, and hold him and keep holding him until they’re old and gray.
Buck has everything.
He only needs Chris’ blessing.
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r/FriendshipAdvice
u/silver_snake • 2d agoMy (16M) archnemesis (16M) is trying to befriend me and it’s wildly disconcerting.
I would’ve gone to r/ArchnemesisAdvice but I couldn’t find it. Apparently, it’s uncommon to be so invested in someone you hate. Go figure.
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the bedsharing friends to lovers roommates au i was always destined to write
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06 Mar 2026
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read between the lines (i will if you will) by Ablissa
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
04 Dec 2017
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Phil ^_^ (5:31 PM)
Dan?danisNOTonfire xD i swear im really not. come check. (5:31 PM)
yeah?Phil ^_^ (5:32 PM)
I think I'm in love with you
I just
I can't wait to meet you
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Skype conversations between Dan and Phil, leading up to their first meeting. 2009!Phan. Prepare for fluff.Series
- Part 1 of read between the lines
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27 Oct 2025
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Eddie’s eyes were studying Buck’s face, and whatever he saw there made him say, “there’s no way you can keep this from Maddie.”
“No,” Buck folded immediately. “I could try, but . . .”
Eddie’s mouth quirked into a smile, showing a dimple, and it was literally heroic of Buck to leave the house with all that going on. “Tell Maddie,” Eddie offered. “Swear her to secrecy. And we’ll just keep it to ourselves until Chris is back on Friday.”
He was so smart. His best friend was so smart and also wanted to kiss him and also said they were practically engaged.
“Good plan,” said Buck, fighting gravity to continue his way out the door. “It’s just one week. How hard could it be?”
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On a very normal Sunday, Buck and Eddie confess their feelings for each other; what follows is a week of the least normal behavior the LAFD has ever seen.
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14 Oct 2025
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buck! @firehose118:
oh this banana bread riding the fuck outta me and biting my neck oh mygodddfuckkkkkkk— chimney @hantweets:
i don’t think it’s doing all thata collection of tweets and texts between the 118.
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26 May 2025
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Occasionally, people’s names wouldn’t match up. It wasn’t common, and the only cases Buck had ever personally heard of had involved literal criminals, but it did happen. The other option– well. Either Buck was secretly a killer without knowing about it, or Eddie had taken one look at him and decided he wanted nothing to do with him.
In some ways, Buck couldn’t even blame him.
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buddie soulmate au :)Bookmarked by izjournal
11 Apr 2025