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    Wanting, Jaeyun knows, is supposed to be private.

    This does not feel private at all.

    He wants Sunghoon to see him. Not in the abstract, indulgent way one sees a student or a guest or someone pleasant enough to be tolerated. He wants Sunghoon to register him as specific. As someone who might be remembered after summer loosens its hold and everyone returns to their real lives.

    Summer will end. Everything does.

    And yet, even as he practices caution, something in him leans forward anyway, reckless and hopeful, toward the possibility of being undone.

    Or: Sim Jaeyun goes to Italy to work on his thesis and instead develops a deeply inconvenient infatuation to his married host.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    I am shattered

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    “I’ll be blunt,” Jake says, pausing to give the other time to nod in acceptance. “You should just forget about me.”

    Okay. Not really what Riki thought his soulmate would say upon discovering him.

    (Riki finds his soulmate one year earlier than most people do. That would be something to brag about, if only the guy wanted him.)

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    24 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    everything you write is a masterpiece…

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    “My pretty boy toy,” Jaeyun murmurs, kissing the mole on his chin. Riki makes a noise in the back of his throat, nearly a whine, the little freak.

    “My baby daddy,” she purrs and when he moans softly, she laughs and loops her arms around his neck, “You’ve got the strangest fetish.”

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    17 Jan 2026

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    beautiful

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    Jake sets his face into a hard mask of indifference, tipping his chin up to peer right into Riki’s eyes, “You’re still that pup I spoiled by never saying no to. You haven’t changed one bit.”

    Riki jerks back, hurt and offense splashed in plain detail over his countenance. His eyes shutter after his words sink in, and he releases Jake, taking two steps back. “Maybe pretending like you’re above this makes you feel better, hyung, but you want me. Get over yourself.”

    (Riki has always known what he wanted from Jake—two kids, a dog, and a picket fence. The whole sickeningly domestic package. But Jake? …Not so much.)

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    28 Aug 2025

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    oh my god….. wow…… people fucking died

  5. Public Bookmark 92

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    It’s December 3001 when Australia melts over, Saturn tips a ring and Mark Lee decides that he’s going to die. He’s going to die by communists, or the ones that hunt communists, hell he might even be a communist, this country is going to shit. He decides he’s going to die under the stars though. Old fashioned by a few hundred years but it’s right for him.

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    18 Aug 2025

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    "How're you feeling?" Mark said.

    Johnny looked down at him, eyebrows raised in surprise. "Me? I'm fine."

    "I mean, it must be weird, right, because we're like--we're--here. You know. And it's, like--um, it must bring back memories."

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    18 Aug 2025

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    CHANGED MY FUCKING LIFEEEE

  7. Public Bookmark 58

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    Yangyang graduates from a private high school. At one of the parties, he meets Ten. Two months later someone dies in his parents' house.

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    18 Aug 2025

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    Donghyuck knows that the universe is infinite, somehow an empty house still feels bigger.

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    18 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    mh magnum opus. Thank u eleven twelve

  9. Public Bookmark 92

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    Johnny – before he is Johnny, before he is even aware of being LTR-950209 – takes his first breath and gags on a lungful of incubation jelly. Life begins wet and dark and cold and terrifying.

    The first living being to touch him is Taeyong. Life, he thinks, must be this, too. Gentle.

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    18 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    one of the best fics I’ve ever read in my life I come back to this every year 🩷🩷🩷

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    Ah. Alright. Jaehyun understands now. These “Paranormal Society” clowns get a free vacation every week of the year where they hunt for an obviously fake monster, and even in the unlikely event that wendigos do turn out to be real - which they aren’t - they’d actually kill them, thereby vindicating all members of the Society of all accountability. Incredible. Taeyong could quite possibly be running the most ingenious scam of all time. Jaehyun almost finds it genuinely impressive.

    But Jaehyun looks up into Taeyong’s honey-brown eyes and oh god, he genuinely believes this doesn’t he, he actually thinks that there’s cannibalistic monsters who lives next to the lake and eats people for breakfast.

    “I’d love if you’d come with,” Taeyong says, looking up.

    Jaehyun instructs his fluttering heart to shut the fuck up and die.

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    18 Aug 2025

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    have been quoting this fic since I read it >5 years ago.. author u will always be legendary!!

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    14 Jan 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 64

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    Jungwon keeps giving into it. If Sunghoon looks at him for long enough with his big, dark eyes or slips a hand between his legs to press his clever, mean fingers against his taint—Jungwon will give in. He tells himself that he’s just been putting up with it, that he’s just doing it for Sunghoon’s admittedly great and slightly strange dick. But then, Sunghoon grabs his face, spits into his mouth, and tells him to meow, and Jungwon comes so hard he sees stars.

    So, maybe he isn’t doing it just for Sunghoon.

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    05 Jan 2025

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    “Not my fault you need a big, strong man to put you in your place,” Heeseung teases. Jaeyun groans. “All the others never fit the bill, huh?”

    Jaeyun pokes Heeseung in the chest. “Stop fishing for compliments, it’s not cute.”

    "Who's fishing?" Heeseung asks, like he doesn't need to. Jaeyun rolls his eyes, and Heeseung kisses him, soft and sweet. Warmth unfurls in Jaeyun's chest.

    (In other words, Jaeyun is a slutty R&D intern with an oral fixation.)

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    04 Jan 2025

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    “Hyung,” he says, and Heeseung really knows that he fucked up because Jake never calls him that unless there are cameras rolling. “Who the fuck am I bottoming for?”

     

    Me, Heeseung’s traitorous inner monologue supplies, and he ignores it because that is not a thought he should be having right now.

     

    In which Heeseung's gag Christmas gift opens possibilities for way more than he anticipated. It's all fun and games until someone's heart is on the line.

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    05 Dec 2024

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    They’d never exchanged words beyond sorry, my son likes to talk and it’s okay, I do too, but then Hot Single Dad had given him a smile – all big teeth and crinkled eyes – and that was enough for him to become a regular cast member in Jake’s fantasies.

    It wasn’t purely carnal desire, though. Jake genuinely felt an urge to get to know him – both of them, truthfully. Riki seems like a sweet kid, and his father seems nice, and he’d met so few people since he moved back to the city. Jake often finds himself wondering if he should call his grandmother for her banana bread recipe and knock on their door with a fresh batch in hand and see if they were interested in getting to know him, too.

    He’s pretty sure there’s black mold in his walls – that’s what he tells himself to excuse the level of delusion he’s reached. He’s having black mold poisoning induced psychosis, but it’s fine, everything is fine.

    Or, where Jake gets a glimpse of the kind of family he'd always wished for, and wonders if maybe, just maybe, they'd been wishing for him, too.

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    01 Dec 2024

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    “Viagra?”

    “What does that mean?”

    “I’m sensing that you have some difficulties with finding joy in life. Perhaps you’ve always yearned for more and hoped to seek something that would give you a boner of the mind.”

    Jake blinks. Blinks again. “Woah. That’s, like, so true.”

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    27 Nov 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 76

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    sunghoon thinks jungwon is just too cute.

    ☻︎

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    27 Nov 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 57

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    There’s this thing with the lemon.

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    27 Nov 2024

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    Potential exhibitionism kink aside, Gyuvin can confidently say that Shim Ricky is the hottest person he’s had the privilege of seeing.

    Gyuvin would worship like a dog at her feet if she let him.

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    23 Jun 2024

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    What Ricky knows: The way he wants Hao is a feeling he can’t domesticate, clawing at his insides like a rabid animal. It’s love, and that's worship. It's desire, and that's a sin.

    What Ricky doesn’t know: Gyuvin burns just to keep him warm.

    Or; Hao shines bright enough that it blinds Ricky to anything and anyone else, including Gyuvin.

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    02 Dec 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is a masterpiece

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