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it burned while i cried 'cause i heard it screamin' out your name by heliadae
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender (Cartoon 2005), The Legend of Aang: The Last Airbender (Movie 2026)
25 Apr 2026
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He smiled because his face knew how.
“I’m fine.”
Far away, bruised and half-frozen on a Fire Nation ship, Zuko folded over with a sound he could not swallow.
The words appeared over his heart.
Not near it.
Over it.
I’m fine.
They burned like lightning.
Zuko pressed his palm to them and stared down, breathing hard.
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30 Apr 2026
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kiss me like a final meal by blueberrryink
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Everybody else on earth was born with a manual on How to Be. A sort of silver spoon already tucked into their mouth.
Shane wishes he had gotten one.
After an exhausting day of masking and overstimulation, Shane has a panic attack. He loses the ability to speak. Thankfully, Ilya is there to help him through.
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14 Apr 2026
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something steady by sweetilyas (sweetjeons)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jan 2026
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the five times their teammate saw shane and ilya’s love in all its quiet, domestic perfection and the one time someone tried to come between them.
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- Part 1 of signs of us
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11 Apr 2026
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Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.
or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.
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24 Mar 2026
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enforcer by moonlitgarden
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.
Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.
But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.
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17 Mar 2026