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    In the dream, he’s in the subway.

    This is not the first time Dokja has dreamt of the subway, nor will it be the last. Time after time, night after night, he’s returned here: the subway crammed full of people, the subway empty and devoid of life, the subway with the monster raising a blade over his head. Sometimes it’s in the car; sometimes it’s in the station. But it always stays the same.

    He blinks, and then someone is sitting across from him.

    The Oldest Dream meets the Han Sooyoung of their new worldline.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    this is the coolest shit ever

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    He finds a copy of his mother’s book on the shelf in his room. How did he not notice it before?

    He pulls it off the shelf, brings it with him. Throws it onto the table behind where Yoo Joonghyuk is, demands-

     

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    Is this-

     

    “Is this what you wanted to know about me?”

    Yoo Joonghyuk’s hands pause from where he is reordering books on their bookshelf in the living room. Slowly, he turns to glance down at the book, then back up to meet Kim Dokja’s eyes. They're as dark as the water rolling against the shore at night, reflecting the light of the lamp the way the waves reflect the moon. “No,” he says in that calm, unwavering tone of his. “It isn't.”

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    04 Feb 2026

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    i cried three times

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    “I know you,” Cheng Xiaoshi says. “I can tell when you’re not okay.”

    Lu Guang is quiet for a long time. He holds his mug in both hands and lets out this shaky breath like the world is ending. “On September thirteenth, just after midnight,” he starts, “you will be shot, and you will die.”
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    In which Cheng Xiaoshi dies five times, living is a team sport, and Lu Guang learns what it means to love someone.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    beautiful as all shiguang fics are

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    And something about being showered with love upon his return just doesn’t sit well on his conscience. But isn’t that hilarious? He, who scammed his way through so much of the scenarios to get what he wanted, is feeling a little out-of-sorts because, in a way, all of this is a scam too.

    They wanted Kim Dokja.

    They wanted the Kim Dokja who they fought with side-by-side, who they fought for when he could no longer, who they fought against when he played the villain for them; yet now even on his best days, he can only get out of bed with the help of two pairs of hands and manage ten or so steps with a walker before he’s out of breath and his heart rate goes crazy from the stress.

    But what they got is just a messed-up, sad version of him.

    They fought through worldlines and re-lived the scenarios in order to get him — all of him — back, so Kim Dokja thinks it's only fair that he do his part to return them the companion they so longed for. But even on his good days, he can fight off the exhaustion for only so long.

    He just simply isn't what he used to be.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    im crying fuck u

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    Till takes in a shaky breath, and the physical absence of a familiar weight on his shoulders throbs like an open wound in the hollow space between his lungs.

    It’s always been Ivan’s role, to chase after Till until he got too tired to run away, constantly orbiting around him, unbearably close. Till’s fingers feel numb all of a sudden, the screen of his phone darkens under his turbulent gaze—his legs tremble, just slightly. But he’s getting quite tired of running in circles.

    Before the fear can get the better of him, Till taps on the keyboard and hits send.

    ‘hey, r u coming back home for the break?’

    Every chase must eventually reach its end. The question is: what do you want its ending to be?

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    15 Jan 2026

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    it’s 11pm and i’m cryinnn