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    In the dream, he’s in the subway.

    This is not the first time Dokja has dreamt of the subway, nor will it be the last. Time after time, night after night, he’s returned here: the subway crammed full of people, the subway empty and devoid of life, the subway with the monster raising a blade over his head. Sometimes it’s in the car; sometimes it’s in the station. But it always stays the same.

    He blinks, and then someone is sitting across from him.

    The Oldest Dream meets the Han Sooyoung of their new worldline.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    this is the coolest shit ever

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    He finds a copy of his mother’s book on the shelf in his room. How did he not notice it before?

    He pulls it off the shelf, brings it with him. Throws it onto the table behind where Yoo Joonghyuk is, demands-

     

    4 (cont.):

    Is this-

     

    “Is this what you wanted to know about me?”

    Yoo Joonghyuk’s hands pause from where he is reordering books on their bookshelf in the living room. Slowly, he turns to glance down at the book, then back up to meet Kim Dokja’s eyes. They're as dark as the water rolling against the shore at night, reflecting the light of the lamp the way the waves reflect the moon. “No,” he says in that calm, unwavering tone of his. “It isn't.”

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    04 Feb 2026

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    i cried three times

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    “I know you,” Cheng Xiaoshi says. “I can tell when you’re not okay.”

    Lu Guang is quiet for a long time. He holds his mug in both hands and lets out this shaky breath like the world is ending. “On September thirteenth, just after midnight,” he starts, “you will be shot, and you will die.”
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    In which Cheng Xiaoshi dies five times, living is a team sport, and Lu Guang learns what it means to love someone.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    beautiful as all shiguang fics are

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    And something about being showered with love upon his return just doesn’t sit well on his conscience. But isn’t that hilarious? He, who scammed his way through so much of the scenarios to get what he wanted, is feeling a little out-of-sorts because, in a way, all of this is a scam too.

    They wanted Kim Dokja.

    They wanted the Kim Dokja who they fought with side-by-side, who they fought for when he could no longer, who they fought against when he played the villain for them; yet now even on his best days, he can only get out of bed with the help of two pairs of hands and manage ten or so steps with a walker before he’s out of breath and his heart rate goes crazy from the stress.

    But what they got is just a messed-up, sad version of him.

    They fought through worldlines and re-lived the scenarios in order to get him — all of him — back, so Kim Dokja thinks it's only fair that he do his part to return them the companion they so longed for. But even on his good days, he can fight off the exhaustion for only so long.

    He just simply isn't what he used to be.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    im crying fuck u

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    Till takes in a shaky breath, and the physical absence of a familiar weight on his shoulders throbs like an open wound in the hollow space between his lungs.

    It’s always been Ivan’s role, to chase after Till until he got too tired to run away, constantly orbiting around him, unbearably close. Till’s fingers feel numb all of a sudden, the screen of his phone darkens under his turbulent gaze—his legs tremble, just slightly. But he’s getting quite tired of running in circles.

    Before the fear can get the better of him, Till taps on the keyboard and hits send.

    ‘hey, r u coming back home for the break?’

    Every chase must eventually reach its end. The question is: what do you want its ending to be?

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    15 Jan 2026

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    it’s 11pm and i’m cryinnn

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    Yoo Joonghyuk wondered for a delirious moment if perhaps Kim Dokja would be able to understand if he told him about the millenia he spent in limbo, drifting in nothingness, flitting through a million universes that weren’t his. He wondered if Kim Dokja had ever felt something as profoundly and soul-achingly empty as eternity.

    There are many things Yoo Joonghyuk can’t recall anymore. But one thing he knows is that he lost someone, once. Someone he drifted in eternity for. Someone he searched the infinite sky for. Someone that still haunts him even after he returns to Earth.

    Days turn to weeks turn to years. Life goes on. Then one spring morning, he meets a stranger.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    this was so good

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    There is always a cycle in life. The past repeats itself, whether in reality or in the form of a black haze in his head. Trauma can never disappear, is what they say. It sticks with you, a parasite that drains your blood until a quiet, cold corpse is all that is left. A parasite that whispers into his ears, digs into his bones, and leaves blistering marks that burn.

    Kim Dokja learns to love.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    it was beautiful. devastating

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    “Big family?” the grocery store clerk asks, as he makes his way to the front of the checkout line. The clerk motions toward Kim Dokja’s baskets.

    Kim Dokja laughs as he loads the ingredients onto the conveyer belt. “I guess you could say that.”

    After the Scenarios, Kim Dokja moves into a big house with everyone.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    deserves an oscar

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    "I will meet you for the first time in less than three weeks," Yoo Joonghyuk continues, resting his elbows against the table with a terrifyingly grave expression on his face. "I won't let that happen this time."

    Kim Dokja doesn't know why he's suddenly taking this seriously. This stranger is probably out of his mind, and Kim Dokja has no reason to listen to him. Still, he finds himself gripping the hem of his shirt as he leans forward to ask, "Why?"

    Yoo Joonghyuk's expression twitches then, faltering in the moonlight. "Because I’m going to kill you," he answers, and his voice is so broken that it makes Kim Dokja want to cry too.

    "Who are you?"

    “The man you were going to fall in love with," Yoo Joonghyuk says. "And the worst thing that ever happened to you."

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    12 Jan 2026

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    they’re hopeless

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    It’s a lovely, temperate, and otherwise completely unremarkable Wednesday morning when Kim Dokja is discharged from the hospital.

    Or: the things that come after.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    i cried

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    Yoo Joonghyuk transfers to a new high school and claims first place in the exams to come. The previous first place, now ranked second, Kim Dokja seems wary of his existence.

    They become rivals, constantly grasping for first place. But, as time goes on, he notices Kim Dokja isn’t exactly the model student he seems to be.

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    Yoo Joonghyuk and Kim Dokja are academic rivals, but Kim Dokja is constantly struggling in life without showing it.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    bawling my eyes out at 3am on a tuesday

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    It hadn’t been a big deal, Kim Dokja had thought, when he started feeling a little under the weather. It’d just been a sneeze. A cough. Maybe a bit of a runny nose. It still wasn’t a big deal when he’d gotten the fever later. These things happen. It’s not like he’s spent how-ever-many years taking care of himself and somehow never run into a cold. He’s made it work, dragged himself to work, and has done so multiple times over the course of his life. Shocker of shockers, he’s never died even once throughout this entire process. He can take care of himself.

    Kim Dokja’s Company doesn’t seem to think so.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    peak omg so much fluff

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    Suffering from abuse at home, Sunny escapes into the deep forest. There, he discovers a hidden community of human-like monsters who have lived in secrecy for generations. Seeing his broken state, they heal him and adopt him as one of their own, granting him a new identity and a chance to heal.

    Four years later, his old friends and family, still searching for him, uncover clues that lead them to this hidden world.

    As the past collides with the present, Sunny must choose between the life he left behind and the new existence he has built while a dark and evil force plots to control or destroy his community.

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    15 Nov 2025

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    best ff ever 😭 made me cry lol

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    Kel knew he ought to be more grateful, because if there was anything spending so much time in Senema Hospital’s Oncology Ward had taught him, it was that there were too many people out there who’d do anything for just one more birthday. But he was in so much pain—up his left side, his chest and upper back, his neck. The only time he was pain-free was when he was deep in the mire of his subconscious, where he could be twelve years old again, cancer such a foreign concept that he didn’t even really know what it was.

    (Kel is sick, and no one knows how to deal with it.)

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    13 Nov 2025

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    cried like a damn baby

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    What do you see in me?

     

    Sunny once asked, in the future, stuttered through chapped lips in a moment of delirium.

     

    The universe. The sky, the moon, and the stars. I see the world, one I long to hold. I see everything that I’ve ever wanted, and something beyond what I can grasp. I see sanctuary and happiness. I see you. I see Sunny.

     

    Kel replied, in that same future, words escaping before he could clench his teeth and swallow his true, unrelenting feelings.

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    13 Nov 2025

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    PEAK

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    Things go missing. A signature, a playlist, a summer by the sea.

    Till swears they were there—he knows they were.

    They meant something.

    But Ivan just smiles, like it never did.

    Like they were never there at all.

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    Physical pieces of their life start to disappear, but it’s totally fine, and Till is 100% A-OK with that.

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    13 Jul 2025

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    i love my yearnatrons 7500

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    “Where would we have gone, anyway?” Till is unable not to ask. The desert comes with a sky that’s all but fake; framed by the sharp corners of the vehicle is an endless sea of bright scarlet, scarred and stitched up by falling tears of gold and swirling nebulas. Till remembers running. In that hallucinating haze, he cannot phantom a good enough reason to dig his heels in and stop. “We pass that glitch in the gates to get out, and we run — and then what?” 

    Ivan hums. His clothes are a confusing bundle — the too-long pants from the Garden, the rain-soaked jacket from the stage. His fringe is scarlet wet, plastered against his forehead. 

    “Who knows,” he offers.

    or: Till leaves Round 7 on his own feet. The rest is consequential. 

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    05 Jul 2025

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    beautifully written

  18. Public Bookmark 64

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    I turn back to the stove to watch the eggs cook. “So, I wanted to ask, is there anyone coming over today to celebrate?”
    He laughs. Laughs. Like the very idea is ludicrous.
    “Don’t be silly Mom,” he says. “No one wants to come to my party, and even if they did, they'd be the laughing stock of the school. I understand perfectly! I would never do that to anyone. I'll just decorate my own small cake and eat it by myself.”
    Oh.
    And here I thought “it breaks my heart” was poetic license. My chest hurts so badly I can hardly breathe.
    “Rui…” my husband says.
    “Don’t worry, Dad, really!” Rui’s voice is so insistent I almost fall for it. Our son is a talented little actor in his own right. Rui scratches the back of his neck. “Actually, truly, please don’t worry. It hurts more when you pity me.”
    Then, he heads back to his room.

    Snapshots of the various birthdays of Kamishiro Rui, as seen through his mother's eyes.

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    26 Apr 2025

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    made me cry

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    Follow Hinata on his journey with Inarizaki High.

    Alternate Universe/Hinarizaki/AtsuHina

    Now complete

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    15 Mar 2025

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    best series ever??? holy shii??

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    'He was supposed to ask Suga for his number or ask if he was busy next Friday night and if he was interested in seeing a movie or something. Instead, he said in a slightly cracking and not at all calm voice, “I think I lost my kids.”'

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    that fic where babysitter no. 1 Daichi loses three kids in the city, gets into a bunch of shenanigans, and tries to ask Suga on a date.

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    06 Mar 2025

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    funniest daisuga fic ever

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