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    Ilya rubs the sleepiness from his eyes before focusing on the screen. He reads Harris and Shane’s conversation, then casually sets the phone down. “Is probably nothing.”

    “Nothing? Management never makes players come in on their off days for ‘nothing’ meetings,” Shane’s panic is prominent.

    Moya tykva (my pumpkin), is not worth worrying about right now. They probably just want to give us award for being most amazing and handsome hockey husbands.”

    “Ilya, we are the first ever hockey husbands.”

    “I know! Is why we deserve this award!”

    OR- When the league sabotages Shane and Ilya’s first Pride Night, they start a rainbow rebellion. The boys fight an uphill battle against toxic hockey culture through acts of defiance and protest, attempting to force the league to be more inclusive and accepting. While still actively fighting his own inner demons, Shane is forced to confront blatantly homophobic policies as the lines between activism and obsession blur.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

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    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander is in an unhappy marriage — has been since they tied the knot two years ago (after five years of dating).

    His husband August manages the up and coming punk rock band CENTAUR. After sexual assault allegations are levied against the bands drummer, Dallas Kent, Shane’s husband is forced to beg the original drummer — Ilya Rozanov — to return.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a single guy living a fairly boring life until he meets ruggedly handsome and European, Ilya Rozanov. A whirlwind romance begins, but Ilya has a secret that could come between him and Shane.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    27 Jul 2026