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“Why?” Mr Hatford asks, surprised. “Why can’t you talk to him and tell him how you feel?”
Neil doesn’t have an answer for that. Not one he can say easily, anyway. He can’t say, I’m not a real person, or I make up lives that I can pretend to live, but none of these identities or people are real, or I’m a daydreaming addict and I’m the child who never learnt how to play with others.
“Do you think you’re in love?” Mr Hatford asks.
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Or, an Amelie AU in which Neil watches people from his window, solves people's problems in unorthodox ways, follows the trail of breadcrumbs, and briefly dances dressed as a nun in a sex shop. All while playing cat-and-mouse with the love of his life.
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She looked up at the girl who had now moved in front of her, the light sluicing around her rainbow hair. They weren’t allies, but Renee had been somewhat neutral to her up until this point. She tried to tamp down the sirens in her head screaming betrayal betrayal, knowing she was wrong, but something had already shifted in her at this and she almost closed her eyes in defeat.
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Or, Allison, Dan, and Renee go through fits and starts in their first year together. Sometimes, they brawl.
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in which andrew shaves neil down and takes care of him in a uniquely domestic way
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say you'll be back when i need you by jewelsofnight
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
31 Dec 2020
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Allison had never told Seth about the thing.
“No secrets,” he’d whispered into the crevice of her collarbone, sounding small and tipsy. That memory was marked with water and time now, creased where it strained under the flexing of her folding and unfolding.
And she’d replied, “Of course,” closing her eyes with her palm over his heartbeat.
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A mini soulmate AU, where you and your soulmate share a fingerprint on one of your fingers
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His tone turned mocking. "What do you think a man can do in five years, to get past that?"
Neil looked directly at him this time, not backing down. "We do whatever we can to survive in that time. You weren't the only one, Andrew. I didn't actually leave by choice."
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Neil Josten is a singer with two jobs, trying to make ends meet for another miserable winter. But every plan he has is turned upside down when he's unexpectedly reunited with a love from the past who wants answers for his lies. He may not believe in fate, but he thinks he may believe in the choices 'yes or no', and that family is not always chosen but sometimes found.
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Andrew exhaled slowly. “We’re going to make something clear.”
The knife came out of his armband like a breath — smooth, quiet, inevitable. The blade caught the flickering light, cold and silver.
“If you touch her,” Andrew said, “I’ll gut you.” No raised tone. No dramatics. Just a fact carved into the air between them.
Neil didn’t step back. He didn’t lift his hands or try to talk him down.
He just looked at the knife — not with fear, but with something that looked a lot like understanding. His gaze flicked to Andrew’s eyes, then back to the blade, then to the cigarette burning down between Andrew’s fingers.
“Who exactly do I not touch?” Neil asked finally, voice low and even. It wasn’t a challenge. It was a question that needed answering.
“Julia,” he said.
Neil blinked, the motion small. “Is she-” He paused, searching for the word. “Is she your girlfriend?”
The question was almost casual, like inventory. Andrew let a corner of his mouth lift once. “She’s my sister. Does it matter?”
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20 Dec 2025
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When he woke up in the airport, it was four days until the next full moon, and Neil had no idea what he was going to do.
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07 Dec 2025
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Neil under the sensations of orgasm has a thought of getting pregnant by Andrew, having laughter of some baby resonating through every corner of their home.
This is how he ends up moaning on the spot that he wants to start a family with Andrew, and Andrew knows it's impossible but seeing the desire in Neil's eyes and thinking about the idea of someone as beautiful as Neil made him think.
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Or a story where Neil has a fantasy of pregnancy and starting a family, but only one of those can be possible. This is how they end up in an orphanage, in search of that soul that deserves to be loved.Bookmarked by jewelsofnight
02 Oct 2025
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Prayer To Saint Regis by Punkin_Carcass for colonp
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
23 Mar 2025
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“Any particular reason for this?” Andrew asks. His voice is almost imperceptibly quieter.
Neil pops open his ripped jeans and pushes them a few inches down his hips. Matching lace peeks out and stops halfway to his belly button, but auburn hair trails all the way to his navel.
“You kept complaining about my boxers. Figured you wouldn’t hate these as much,” Neil explains, shoving his pants off and kicking them away. He adjusts the sole decorative garter on his right thigh, chiffon over an elastic band. “I bought them for you.”
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AKA: “Neil knows about Andrew’s trauma. Between his own admissions and Aaron’s testing comments, Neil never expected Andrew to want anal with him in the first place. Then again, he started this affair not expecting anything as an option, even touching. Now that he’s ass up, wearing lingerie in Andrew’s bed—Neil should probably stop expecting things.”
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09 Apr 2025
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Neil has been taking notes.
Nothing physical—he won’t leave evidence—but he has compiled a mental list of things that make Andrew tick. Neil has double-checked and tested theories and cross-referenced his findings with videos Andrew has posted. Neil is nothing if not perceptive.
He plans on using his powers for evil.
If consensually making someone orgasm is evil, that is.
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AKA: Neil attempts to seduce a man he’s already sleeping with using homoerotic psychoanalysis. He really wants to get between Andrew’s thighs.
(Punctuation + Quality edits made 18/9/25)
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