16 Bookmarks by just_why

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    Neil goes places when he dreams. One night, he goes to Andrew.

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    30 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    Andrew's life had not prepared him for the idea of family and his family had not been prepared for Andrew. He scared the courts, he scared his brother, he scared the whole damn world until he met Neil Josten.

    But Neil was just a side effect of the drugs.

    Or, how Andrew learned what it was to be understood when he said he hated someone.

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    27 Oct 2025

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    In the spring of 1944, the 104th Medical Battalion of the United States Army is disbanded, and its men reassigned to various infantry companies in preparation for their invasion of occupied France. For First Lieutenant Novak, this is less than helpful, as he has so far met his platoon’s designated medic a grand total of twice, and has both times found Sergeant Winchester to be the optimum combination of reckless, arrogant, and downright insufferable so as to make cohesive platoon function near impossible. When the time comes to move out, however, Castiel has to reconcile himself to the fact that men are going to go down and trust that Dean Winchester may well be the only person who can put them back together again. WW2 ETO infantry AU.

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    18 May 2025

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    “I think, if I could only ever do one thing with my entire life, it would be to make sure you never had to hurt again.”

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    Five times Andrew and Neil need a little bit of comfort, and one time they don’t need anything at all.

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    30 Aug 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    Andrew has been pining after Neil Josten for months, but knows it wont happen. Neil doesnt even swing, so he does the only thing to protect his feelings. Ignoring Neil and eating ice cream.

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    18 Jul 2022

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    Andrew Minyard has a date rule. A test. He asks the weirdest questions and judges people based on their answers. He always ends up either scaring them away or getting bored and leaving himself.

    Enter: Neil Josten.

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    24 Jun 2022

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    Finally, after so many years of pining and waiting and sleepless nights, Neil had finally gotten to hug Andrew at the airport.

    And yet, Neil has been afraid out of his mind to do anything else since then. Not because of Andrew’s previous apprehension, but because of his own damn awkwardness.

    It’s frustrating, frankly. Neil can spend countless nights on Discord calls describing to Andrew in detail about what he wants the man to do to him in bed but he can’t pluck up the courage to hold his hand irl? Pathetic. Allison would be laughing her ass off.

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    Or: Neil finally arrives home to Andrew, and is having trouble processing the fact that he’s not just a screen anymore.

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    14 Apr 2022

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    “What can I get you, Neil Josten?”

    Neil stood still, staring. He didn’t say a word for what felt like hours, enough time for some memories of blue eyes watching, always observing, to fill Andrew’s head. Say it, he thought, hoping with everything he had in him that this wasn’t some sort of hallucination. I need you to say it.

    “I…” Neil choked out, pausing. “I would like a small coffee.”

    It felt like Andrew had been physically struck. “Sure. Room for cream?”

    “No,” Neil said. “Just black. Thanks.”

    ~*~

    Or, the Spider-Man AU nobody asked for I decided I needed to write after watching No Way Home. Contains spoilers for No Way Home!

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    24 Mar 2022

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    Andrew has always had an overactive imagination and tendency to tell the truth. The problem is, most people tend to focus on the former, rather than the latter. When a certain runaway happens upon the small, California town of Foxvale, everyone assumes that this “Neil” is Andrew’s imaginary friend.

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    09 Feb 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 40

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    Andrew doesn’t even know how he’d found that bar, in the end.

    It’s not his style at all, he hasn’t even heard music like this since—

    It doesn’t matter.

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    08 Feb 2022

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    Head to toe, Neil was coated in rainbow glitter. He walked across the tile, dropping little flecks of glitter as he went, and stood across from Aaron, glaring from under his glitter-covered eyelids.

    “This—” Neil spat out some glitter. “Is getting out of hand.”

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    Aaron and Andrew get in a prank war, and it goes a little too far.

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    09 Jan 2022

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    People keep assuming Neil and Andrew are dating. Neither care enough to correct anyone.

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    08 Jan 2022

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    The Foxes make a bet: will Neil really be able to tell Aaron and Andrew apart if Aaron is deliberately impersonating his twin?

    Or, Aaron Minyard's adventures in identity theft.

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    05 Jan 2022

  14. Public Bookmark 21

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    Neil talks to Bee about what happened.

    Yeah, he feels weird about it too.

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    15 Dec 2021

  15. Public Bookmark 41

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    "this is a whole different level of agony Neil was never prepared for and has no clue how to deal with. this is a monster of his own making inside himself and he doesn’t know how to fight his own head, never has, but especially not when a part of him thinks he deserves it this time."

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    02 Dec 2021

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    I mean, what else could Nicky have done when he spotted Andrew smiling at the hot guy making his coffee?

    Not meddle?

    Not get all the Foxes on board?

    It's like you don't even know him.

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    02 Dec 2021

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