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melt your headaches, call it home by SylvesterLester for bloodyscarab
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
17 Mar 2024
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Even if he tried, Phil couldn't really stop himself.
Bookmarked by justwithcoco
30 Dec 2025
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rattlesnake by ZackStriker (PyroStormIsBae)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
01 Feb 2025
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to the mirror dan says, "i am sorry you got stuck with me," to the birds he says, "do you ever feel like your body is not your body?" to phil he says, "could you maybe sit a little further away from me during this video?"
phil looks at him with equal amounts despair and love. 'this feels right,' dan thinks, 'this is what love should be for me: painful. it’s what i deserve.'
or: a fic juxtaposing 2012's grief with 2024's joy.
Bookmarked by justwithcoco
28 Dec 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
My eyes are literally about to fall out but anyways
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June Bug by ZackStriker (PyroStormIsBae) for gamingbeats on tumblr
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
28 Dec 2024
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When the kiss ended, Dan ignored all the applause and pressed their foreheads together, took a breath just to feel the hot spring air swell deep in his lungs, tricked himself into thinking he could inhale Phil if he tried hard enough. When they were this close, so close that Dan could count the frail eyelashes that stuck out from Phil’s translucent eyelids, he forgot himself. Dan Howell became a heart without a body.
or: Dan and Phil have a June wedding.
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Angelfish by ZackStriker (PyroStormIsBae)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
05 Aug 2024
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Dan once told him that there is every color star except for green. Green is Phil’s favourite color. Secretly. Even more than blue, but he tells people it’s blue because it’s what they expect from him. Like dark hair. There are never stars in London and no green stars in the universe and if Phil can’t find anything in the night sky how is he ever supposed to gather the stars up to dye them green with the bath towels?
Dan stirs gently but stays asleep. His movement is just further proof that Phil is breaking everything, even the empty shards of cruel ceramic sky.
or: musings on phil’s anxiety, self image issues, and new hair + how dan loves him through it all.
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“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.” -Billy, age 4 (2 of 2)
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- Part 3 of seasons of love
Bookmarked by justwithcoco
26 Dec 2025