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  1. Rec 6

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    Alone late at night, Woozi and Dino find out while trying to leave the studio that they’re stuck inside.

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    06 Jan 2026

  2. Rec 3

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    Thame helps Jun through a panic attack, quiet words, steady hands, and the promise: “I’m not going anywhere”

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    21 Dec 2025

  3. Rec 5

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    when Dan realizes that Phil has been off lately

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    04 Dec 2025

  4. Rec 34

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    Heeseung tucks one hand into his chest. The other, he presses to his lips, breath hitching like he’s crying when he’s not.
    What is he even doing?

    'Push your hand away.' He thinks. 'Just do it.'

    He doesn’t know what the members would say if they saw him. He doesn’t even know what he’d say to himself. Maybe he would walk out of his room, and say nothing at all.

    But no matter how much he wills his hand to move, it doesn’t. It’s no use.
    Instead, his neck burns with shame. He presses his thumb into his mouth before he can get a say in it, squeezing his eyes shut as if it’ll protect him from himself.

    It hurts to admit, but that’s all it takes for the world to go quiet. A hush in the air, comforting like a low hum of the wind at night.

    This happens more than he’d like to admit, always when everything becomes too much and the world starts to feel too big. But it doesn’t make sense. It never has.

    (Heeseung's journey of self-acceptance, and learning to be cared for)

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    27 Nov 2025

  5. Rec 15

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    “Are you alright?” Dan asked. His voice was hoarse from the crying and gave away at the end. He raised an eyebrow when Phil's lips tugged upwards into a small smile.

    He nodded slowly, never breaking eye contact. “I'm good, yeah”, he chuckled. “You?”

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    Dan had never been good at explaining his thoughts and feelings to others. How could he, when he did not understand them himself?

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    Or, 5 times Dan pushed everyone away and 1 time Phil would not let him face his struggles alone

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    23 Nov 2025