king_of_the_squirrels



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    Dick was raped and people seem to forget that the road to recovery is a high-wire not a one lane road. Sometimes you fall, sometimes you need someone to help you to the other side, and sometimes you don't make it to the end and you pray that there is a net under you.

     
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    Ages are roughly
    Dick: 20
    Jason: 18
    Tim: 16
    Damion: 10

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    25 Jul 2025

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    A series about Sherlock dealing with Panic Attacks and the people who help him through it.

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    Cases always have some toll on the genius detective, but when one major case ends Sherlock's inexhaustible energy gives out beneath him leaving him with a high fever and John's loving care. But Sherlock proves to be a difficult patient as his fevered dreams bring back repressed memories of his time spent in a padded cell. With memories of torture and imprisonment triggered by the thing that is only meant to heal him John can't understand why Sherlock has to be so difficult, not until Sherlock tells him of that time in a padded cell.

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    After marrying, John visits and sees that Sherlock's eyes are red-rimmed, comes to the wrong conclusions and longs to lash out to relieve his pent-up frustration. When Sherlock notices, he tries to reach out, but with both of them at the end of their rope, a disaster is what follows. Harsh words come from John and he watches as every barrier Sherlock has slams back up before his eyes. He runs, unable to deal with the consequences of his actions. It's then that Sherlock falls apart, turning to drugs once more as he finds that he can't function, leaving Mycroft to pick up the shattered pieces.
    “Do you know what I went through, trying to put my life back together when you disappeared all of a sudden? What I felt, seeing you die?”

    Sherlock's heart was racing as he stared at John, mind going too fast as he tried to think of some way to make this better, to fix it and make it all stop. “John, maybe you should know that-” Sherlock didn't have a happy and fun vacation for two years. Maybe John should know that while he was suffering through depression and grief, Sherlock suffered through torture and pain with only the thought of returning home to John keeping him sane during long hours of nothing but white-hot agony.

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    When HYDRA captures both Peter Parker and Bucky Barnes, history threatens to repeat itself in the worst possible way. Forced to watch as they attempt to turn Spider-Man into their newest weapon, Bucky must confront his own traumatic past while trying to save Peter from the same fate he endured.

    Meanwhile, an emotionally fractured team of Avengers must band together to rescue them both before HYDRA succeeds in creating their next Winter Soldier.

    But even if they save Peter's body, will his mind ever be the same? A dark exploration of trauma, recovery, and the bonds forged in the worst of circumstances.

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    29 May 2025