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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    The plan: bring Neil home for the holidays, fake a relationship, survive the week.

    The problem: Neil Josten has soft lips, sharp eyes and whispers German in his ears.

    Andrew's made a miscalculation.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Neil Josten isn't anything. Not a real person, and not an alpha, beta, or omega, either.

    He's mostly just trying to stay alive.

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    15 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    When Abby finishes, she sits beside Neil and says, “He’s not dying, Andrew, he’s just in pre-rut.”

    Andrew's world spins, tilts to the side, and goes back to its center.

    Or, Andrew spends Neil's first rut with him.

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    07 Nov 2025

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    this is holy

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    There is something about watching Moreau tear himself apart that makes him afraid. Andrew is both the child version of himself that prays that for a night, just for one night, his bedroom door will stay closed, and the adult left alone on the pavement staring at the pitiful abandoned remnants of Neil Josten’s life. Both are too vulnerable for California streets and so Andrew shoves them down with revulsion, threading his fingers through Moreau’s hair to force his head up and examine the gouges of his throat with a clinical disinterest. History sounds too close to misunderstanding for him to find any true detachment. “Did Johnson ever touch Neil?”

    Or: When Andrew asks Jean if Grayson ever touched Neil, he has a different answer.

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    06 Nov 2025

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    Jean and Jeremy stay the weekend in South Carolina with the foxes. Jean gets defensive when he hears Andrew call his relationship with Neil 'nothing'.

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    06 Nov 2025