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    The real reason Steve never really dates anymore is this: the nightmares and the secrets behind them.

    In the middle of the night, reeling from bad dreams, Steve properly starts on the mixtape Eddie made for him. Master of Puppets made Eddie feel invincible once. Maybe Steve can borrow that feeling for one night.

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    24 Oct 2022

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    On shaking legs, Eddie slowly stood up and turned to face Dustin again. Though he had been expecting it, Eddie felt a punch in the gut as he took in the image before him. He saw himself, lying in Dustin’s arms, covered in blood. His eyes were wide open, staring into nothing. Unblinking. Eddie could feel bile rising in his throat. That was him. His body. He was dead, but somehow he was still here, still around.

    Eddie sat down hard on the ground, eyes still glued to the pair in front of him.

    “Fuck.”

    (Or, Eddie becomes a ghost after he dies and, though he can't communicate through normal channels, tries to find his way back to the Party)

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    24 Oct 2022

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    “Steve?” Eddie interrupts again. Steve casts a glance in his direction, but Eddie is looking past him at the television with hazy eyes.

    “Yeah, I’m here.” Steve jostles his foot gently and gestures for the doctor to continue talking about fluid levels. By fluid, he’s pretty sure she just means blood. The blood that Eddie was coughing up, he figures. It had to go somewhere, so they must’ve drained it the same way they drained all the leaking air from Max’s lung. Maybe. He hopes Eddie’s uncle gets this stuff better than he does.

    “Don’t you live in Loch Nora?” Eddie asks just as the doctor is opening her mouth to speak again. Steve builds up to a sigh, unsure how exactly to tell Eddie to shut up when it’s not even his fault that he can’t, before he realizes Eddie’s gaze is still glued to the TV.

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    11 Oct 2022

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    June 1986
    Steve is lonely.

    He’s always been lonely, honestly. An empty house, absent parents, friends that didn’t really know him. Frankly, he probably doesn’t really know himself, either. It used to be easier to ignore—between sports and parties and searching for the next girl to hang around with.

    Then Nancy Wheeler told him he was bullshit. In the wreckage of the storm, he realized she probably hadn’t been that off base to call his life bullshit.

    [Life in Hawkins, Indiana is boring, ordinary, no supernatural entities. Steve still changes.

    Luckily, he still makes some new friends, too. Certain people are simply meant to be in the same story.]

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    10 Oct 2022

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    After Steve Harrington goes missing, Eddie Munson gets exposed to the secret dangers of Hawkins, Indiana in 1985 instead of 1986.

    Will a different first meeting lead to a change in his fate?

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    27 Sep 2022

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    “Your heart’s racing,” Steve noted, quietly.

    Eddie laughed. It was more of a shaky exhale, lashes fluttering as he struggled to keep his composure. “Stevie,” he whispered, fingers cradling Steve’s side like he was precious. “Yeah, no fucking shit.”

    OR: Ma Henderson & Wayne Munson get cosy, Dustin makes an off-hand remark, and Steve spirals. It works out in the end.

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    24 Sep 2022

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    The kids convince Steve to take them all to a Renaissance Faire and LARP event.

    Steve has more fun than he admits.

    And then Steve has a LOT more fun than he admits.

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    23 Sep 2022

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    It’s probably going to go down in history as the worst kiss Steve Harrington ever got, but Eddie doesn’t give a fuck. He isn’t going to get another chance so he’s working with what he’s got. It’s less of a kiss, and more of a slide of lips, wet with blood and tears but he feels Harrington’s grip tighten on the back of his shirt and he pulls back. He reaches up with the hand he can still feel and pushes back a strand of hair that had fallen in Steve’s face, smearing blood along his temple as he does.

    “Sorry. Couldn’t die without knowing what that felt like.”

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    21 Sep 2022

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    Every date Steve has gone to lately has been horrible. It’s impossible that there’s something wrong with the entire female population of Hawkins, so surely there must be something wrong with him.

    “Why don’t you take me on a date then?”

    “Wh— what?”

    “Take me on a date, pretend, of course, and then I’ll tell you if there’s something wrong with you or not.”

    Or: Eddie proposes a crazy idea to see if there's something wrong with him, Steve finds the fact that it works is even crazier.

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    19 Sep 2022

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    Steve doesn’t think anything of it, the first time. He’s sitting in the boathouse with Munson, waiting for something to happen. He refuses to think about it as hanging out or anything. It’s not like they really know each other.

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    Or, the one where Eddie won't stop saying "as you wish". It doesn't make things any easier for Steve to figure out.

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    16 Sep 2022

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    “Back in tenth grade, he’d done his final report for World History on prophecies. The Greeks were kind of the last people who’d really made a big deal about it, even though there’d been recorded True Prophecies well into the 19th and 20th centuries. It was more that people had gotten weird about it — didn’t want to believe in predestination and a concrete future, even though it was something like a one in a billion chance you’d get a True Prophecy about yourself or even someone you knew; people just liked to feel special, Eddie thought, and hated when they weren’t — and so it had slid to the fringes of society and anyone who might have Sight got swept into the insular embrace of the Priestesses of the Quiet Sisters.” Or: Steve dies at the end. Or: a story about prophecies, love, and loopholes.

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    15 Sep 2022

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    "What’s scarier than saving the world? Figuring out what to do afterwards. I get it,” Eddie turns on his side, one shoulder on the wall, and grips the front of Steve’s shirt. His face is so close Steve can feel the warmth of his breath. “But we’ve got time now. Right, Steve? We bought us all time. Time to figure all our shit out. Isn’t that what matters?”

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    Steve Harrington struggles to find purpose after the Upside Down.

    (But maybe purpose doesn't have to be big. Maybe it's helping Dustin navigate Sophomore year. Maybe it's reminding Robin to send in college admission letters. Maybe it's Eddie Munson. Maybe).

     

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    08 Sep 2022

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    Birds chirp softly, and the breeze rustles the trees. Everything is still and serene, and Steve comes up behind Eddie to wrap his arms around him. It’s just the two of them and nature, and it’s perfect.

    “You know,” Eddie says, voice soft and hoarse and so achingly sincere. “I feel like I just sacrificed our jizz tissues to Mother Nature. And now she’s accepted our offering and it’s shaping up to be a nice day.”

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    Or, the ‘Steve and Eddie take the family on a camping trip’ fic you didn’t know you needed.

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    07 Sep 2022

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    “Through the window, Eddie could hear the late night traffic rolling continually down the street. One of their neighbors was on their balcony, talking on the phone. It had always mystified him, the way the world kept on moving after his mother died. It felt like everything, even the sunrise, should've stopped.”

    Moments from Eddie Munson's life, 1974 - 1986

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    01 Sep 2022

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    Sixteen years after the world didn't end for the last time, Max Mayfield showed up on Steve’s doorstep and said, “You gonna walk me down the aisle in May or what?” Or, it’s 2002 and Steve Harrington attends a wedding, a funeral, and a birth.

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    31 Aug 2022

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    20 Aug 2022

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    ‘Please?’

    Eddie stops him again, this time by holding his face. Steve feels Eddie’s thumb moving over his cheek, he feels the cool metal of his rings. He feels everything except what he needs.

    ‘I’ve never loved anything the way I love you, Steve Harrington,’ Eddie says, dark brown eyes moving between Steve’s own. ‘This isn’t the moment, sweetheart.’

    It’s not a rejection, but it’s not a kiss. Steve quietly cries, insides cut up on the broken shards of his stupid little heart and Eddie holds him, he holds him all night until they fall asleep together.

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    08 Aug 2022

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    John has been looking at Sherlock for ages, it feels like.

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    23 Jan 2015

  19. Rec *

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    John is ready to retire. Sherlock is ready to retire. But they always assume they know what the other one is thinking, and often they really, really don't.

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    14 Dec 2014

    Bookmarker's Notes

    such a good retirement one because no one dies and everyone is happy and alive and starting out a new part of their lives and this is just wonderful

  20. Rec *

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    What Sherlock thinks is, On the day I die, be it in a dirty alley at forty or in my bed at eighty, the last thing I will remember is tonight, the way you looked at at me on the snowy pavement, cheeks pink with the cold, breath puffing in frosty white clouds, your heart in your eyes and snowflakes in your hair. I will remember that single perfect moment in my life, that moment I knew I had everything I ever wanted, and whatever happens next, I will die content.

    What he says is simply, "Marry me."

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    07 Nov 2014

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So lovely there are tears in my eyes.

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