18 Works by leafstars
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Changbin looks up at Chan again when he doesn't speak. His eyes feel like they see right through Chan to his black, dead heart, his apathy, his rage. It's unnerving.
Vignettes in a version of the rememberverse where Changbin is still his gentle self, but thinks less of the concept of omega autonomy and independence.
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- Part 13 of remember who you are
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“I don't know how to take care of a kid,” Changbin sighs, but it's more resigned than upset. “It's going to be a steep learning curve. I don't ever want to hurt him like our Chan was.”
“You won't,” Felix says firmly. “And if you do, you'll apologize and make it right, and that's almost certainly more than he ever got before.”
The Rememberverse De-Aging Fic.
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- Part 12 of remember who you are
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Cut scenes and pieces of material from across the rememberverse.
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- Part 11 of remember who you are
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Changbin never blames Chan for hitting him. That almost makes it worse. Changbin should hit Chan, by all rights, when Chan gets frustrated and throws something, or slams a door, or shoves one of their packmates. He deserves it.
Chan, still healing from emergency surgery, starts to heal some of his other old wounds as well.
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- Part 8 of remember who you are
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Scary. Scary, scary, scary. Changbin shouldn't be willing to give up so much for a terrible, broken omega. Chan isn't worthy of love, and that fact is part of the base on which he's built himself, and his pack insisting otherwise always makes him feel wrong but especially now.
Chan isn't doing well, but the love of his pack will carry him through. He's strong, and he's not alone, even if he has trouble believing it.
Now with bonus chapter 6, 100% fluff!
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- Part 7 of remember who you are
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Some small part of him preens over the fact that Hyunjin is so indignant on his behalf, that of course he's family. Of course he's pack, and the world should know it. He belongs here. They won't abandon him.
Chan and his pack figure out making it official.
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- Part 6 of remember who you are
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"Come here, bitch," he growls. Chan freezes up for an instant, but he sets the sponge aside and crawls over as he's bidden.
"Alpha," he says quietly. "Alpha, I-"
"Shut your damn mouth."
The last day Before starts as mundanely as any other.
And then, against all odds, it ends.
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- Part 10 of remember who you are
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Chan takes a moment to breathe. If he can do pain, he can do fear. He won't let himself be hurt anymore.
He nods, and Changbin nods back, searching his face for something that he seems to find before he gets up and goes to the door.
A simple accident brings some truths to light, and Chan makes some new steps on the path of learning to trust.
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- Part 5 of remember who you are
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The sun is just starting to fall below the greenhouse wall when Hyunjin makes a soft sound- an oh that doesn't seem to be quite voluntary. Chan looks up, and Hyunjin is staring at him again, nearly transfixed. "Tilt your head a little, Chan? Like you were before?"
Life goes on, and time catches up with Chan in a way he doesn't quite expect.
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- Part 9 of remember who you are
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Chan just carefully gets up from the couch and pads out so as not to disturb them. The interaction jolted something in his chest, somewhere long buried deep, and he wants to be alone to turn it over in his mind before he falls asleep.
Five times the Seo omegas take care of Chan, and the first time that Chan understands why.
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- Part 4 of remember who you are
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Then, on a day Chan already knew was going to be bad- he's supposed to go see his doctor for a follow-up- he wakes up with the remains of his scent glands swollen and painful and his o-cunt dripping.
Fuck. Pre-heat.
Things come to a head at the Seo house, and the fallout isn't pretty, but somehow, Chan will survive it.
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- Part 3 of remember who you are
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The house is...quiet. Changbin met them inside with towels to help dry off a little and give Chan some house slippers, said that he knew being there by the car wasn't going to help them any, and besides, he needed to warn everyone that they were coming and to be patient and respectful. Chan thinks that's pretty funny- there's no reason to respect him, he's too worthless- but if it makes Changbin happy to say he can keep laboring under his delusions.
Chan gets introduced to his new home. His first attempt at navigating the new rules doesn't go so well.
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- Part 2 of remember who you are
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"Dangerous-"
"Freak-"
"Put it down already, no one wants-"
"Just give it a good fucking-"
"Vicious."
Damn fucking right.
No one wants a vicious omega, let alone an alpha-killer. Until someone does.
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- Part 1 of remember who you are
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Shore leave is a luxury Chan's never really had before.
Even when he was small, his parents weren't much for destination vacations. They were at home on the little family schooner they owned, and if they wanted something new, they booked a trick flight around a nebula.
Chan wonders, sometimes, if they would be proud of him if they could see him now. He hopes so.
New experiences broaden Chan's horizons, but peace doesn't last forever.
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- Part 4 of for the earth is hollow
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(without you) i am broken, left to thirst out in the heat by leafstars
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
19 Oct 2021
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Chan hasn't been sleeping well.
He only gets a couple fitful hours a night, most of the time. They've tried everything, it feels like.
Chan finally gets some medical intervention for his problems.
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- Part 3 of for the earth is hollow
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Chan licks his dry lips with his dry tongue. He's not quite sure what he should do, what he should say. "...Alpha?" he tries, because he's pretty sure that's correct at least.
"Yeah, baby, alpha's here."
Chan wakes up after his heat. It's not an easy adjustment.
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- Part 2 of for the earth is hollow
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Chan struggles. He kicks, he bites, he screams.
Chan makes the mistake of staying out late clubbing. Bad luck catches up with him.
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Might even be three that the alphas give him this cycle, Felix thinks, watching the way that Chan clenches and shudders on this cock. He's been doing so well with the interminable line- his heat strong and unbroken, even while his body exhausts itself milking the knots of every eligible alpha on the ship- and it's got to be a good sign of fertility.
Chan didn't really understand the experimental program he'd been drafted into until it was far too late. Now, it's Felix's job to take care of him until his eight years of service end.
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- Part 1 of for the earth is hollow