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    Neil Josten was dead.

    Andrew hadn’t had the chance—and hadn’t cared enough—to see his body. All he knew was that one moment, that creature had been beside him, saying thank you, and the next, he had vanished forever, the way good things always tended to do sooner or later.

    The Foxes hadn’t handled it well. The media nearly exploded for days, weeks. The game against the Ravens? A disaster. Without Neil—the key that held together all those people with little in common—nothing made sense.
    Andrew should have been used to that feeling by now: the emptiness, the apathy, the silence.
    And yet, life seemed louder than ever, his mind collapsing under thoughts that had never been there before.

    A lifetime passes: long, dragging, leading nowhere.
    And when Andrew finally closes his eyes—he goes back.

    2006/04

    Neil Josten was right in front of him: face twisted, pale, lips parted in search of breath, hands clutching his stomach so tightly it looked like he might squeeze himself apart. Alive. And exactly as he had been the day they met.

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    Neil Josten dies in Baltimore, and Andrew gets a second chance to save them. Minyard isn’t willing to lose him again.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    Andrew has been dead for two years since he coordinated the death of his and Aaron's mother, sacrifcing himself in the process. For two years, Andrew has been a ghost, watching over Aaron and Nicky as they attend Palmetto and play exy. During that time, Andrew has been unable to interact with anyone; no one can see him, hear him, or feel him. Until, that is, Neil Josten attends Palmetto as the Foxes' newest recruit and shocks Andrew with the realization that he's not alone anymore.

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    13 Aug 2023

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    Paranormal. College exy. All chapters! To read

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    Neil was the pervasive lie Andrew foolishly allowed himself to indulge. A person who would stay? Fairytale. It wouldn’t last.

    Forevers didn’t exist.

    With graduation on the horizon, Andrew leaves Neil before Neil can leave him. But after a year, he starts to wonder if maybe he was wrong. Maybe he can have it all.

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    21 Jul 2023

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    Break up that I wanna read

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    [COMPLETED WORK]

    “Who even are you?” Neil blinked at him with those perfect, blue eyes.

    Andrew became very aware of Neil’s weight at that moment and dropped him. Neil bounced back on the bed and yelped.

    “I’m the guy who is going to go take a shower and you’re the guy who is going to wait patiently for Kevin to come tend to your needs,” Andrew said. He gestured down to Neil’s blanket covered body. “Whatever this is, is above my pay grade.”

    [AFTG Crime AU that takes place in Baltimore where the Foxes and Raven's are opposing gangs. Neil escapes the Nest and falls for Andrew, but Riko will do anything to get him back. Kevin and Aaron tumble headlong into a secret relationship and Jeremy Knox fixes a very broken Jean Moreau.]

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    17 Jun 2023

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    Crime au to read

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    If the only way Andrew can ever have Neil, ever kiss him, is by making this deal, he will do it.

    “So? Will you teach me, Andrew?”

    Andrew exhales, turning his face so he can breathe out the smoke that has been filling his lungs without blowing it directly into Neil’s face, which has gotten much closer than it was only moments ago. “Yes, Neil. I’ll teach you.”

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    In which Andrew and Neil do not play Exy in college, meet under different circumstances, become best friends, and make a different deal.

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    09 May 2023

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    Sounds interesting. Just wanna more chapters