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every day is like a battle (every night with us is like a dream) by imgonnagetyouback81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Historic trades, a stroke of irreplicable genius by Ottawa's management, a confident gamble, and unwavering belief in their talent lead to Ilya and Shane being drafted at No 1 and No 2 to the same team.
Or: the progression of Ilya and Shane's relationship as rivals to teammates to friends to lovers if they had been drafted to the same team, and the story of how Ottawa makes the rest of the league pay for letting them end up with the best two hockey talents in a generation
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15 Mar 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Mar 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 89,444
- Chapters:
- 6/?
- Comments:
- 377
- Kudos:
- 1,143
- Bookmarks:
- 470
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- 30,429
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15 Mar 2026
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who is THAT by kuchi_sabishii
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
13 Mar 2026
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Shane is in the Olympics for hockey, which is exciting, obviously, but he might be even more excited to watch figure skating and see Yuuri finally get his well-deserved gold. What he doesn't expect is to get just as excited about meeting Ilya Rozanov.
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An AU in which Ilya and Svetlana are American pairs skaters, Shane is Yuuri Katsuki's cousin, and what remains constant in this universe is that Shane and Ilya are still just as obsessed with each other.
(Note: You don't need to have watched Yuri on Ice to read this!)
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14 Mar 2026
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Not a New Man (Or Crispy Realization) by SilverDancers
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov told the hockey gods his plans: sign in Ottawa, start a charity named after his mother, date Shane Hollander, play hockey until the shelves in the trophy room collapse, retire, come out (?), kiss his someday husband in every boring restaurant and boring grocery store and public place imaginable.
After being carted off the ice with a career-threatening injury, Ilya has the distinct feeling he is being laughed at.
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- Part 1 of Good Winter
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 27,256
- Chapters:
- 7/?
- Comments:
- 221
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- 1,099
- Bookmarks:
- 421
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- 17,009
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12 Mar 2026
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Restless Eyes Again by siriuslymcfly
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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Shane felt a rushing in his ears as everything in him dropped. Ilya was hurt.
The world tilted, lurched sideways, and he grabbed onto the sink for balance as his phone went clattering to the tiled floor.
He couldn’t breathe. Something vice-like had clamped around his lungs and was compressing the air out of his body, closing up his throat. Someone somewhere was gasping, an ugly wet and rattling kind of sound that echoed in the high-ceiling room.
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Ilya gets jumped outside the ep. 4 nightclub and Shane is Ilya's emergency contact. He doesn't handle it well. They both have a lot of feelings.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,350
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 137
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- 1,444
- Bookmarks:
- 425
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- 31,945
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11 Mar 2026
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influential men by lyric_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander, captain of the Boston Raiders, is the the undisputed best hockey player of his generation. But he’s lonely. His relationships with women have never worked out, and he’s afraid he knows why.
Ilya Rozanov is a charismatic, openly bisexual personal trainer and influencer. His Insta is half thirst traps, half brutal and perceptive hockey critique.
It’s no surprise, really, that Shane falls for him so hard and so fast.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 46,435
- Chapters:
- 25/28
- Comments:
- 975
- Kudos:
- 1,989
- Bookmarks:
- 739
- Hits:
- 48,728
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10 Mar 2026
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They're playing a game and Shane is going to win. Eventually. With some help. Maybe.
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- Part 4 of win conditions
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,673
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 308
- Kudos:
- 2,088
- Bookmarks:
- 172
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- 10,760
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10 Mar 2026
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 102,969
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 4,228
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- 11,508
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- 262,289
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09 Mar 2026
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the toughest part is that we both know (what happened to you, why you’re out on your own) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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Ilya wasn’t trying to kill himself that night. Suicide is something that belongs to his mother- he’s just lazy, and he wishes Shane would stop making excuses for him.
Shane has everything under control. His body is a tool, the one that’s given him both his career and his relationship, and he wishes Ilya would stop prying into the way he maintains it.
or: Ilya learns a whole lot more about his mother, Shane remembers a whole lot more about his childhood, and they both get diagnosed.
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- Part 3 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,676
- Chapters:
- 4/18
- Comments:
- 283
- Kudos:
- 1,222
- Bookmarks:
- 379
- Hits:
- 15,191
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07 Mar 2026
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Odd-Man Rush by taywrites11
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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Odd-Man Rush: The situation that occurs when a team enters the attacking zone and outnumbers the opposing players in the zone.
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Shane doesn’t know why he still feels so off-kilter. He should be the happiest he’s ever been—he won the Cup, he feels like he’s maybe starting to have a few friends on his team, and he’s finally starting to believe his parents when they tell him he won’t get traded again. He should be on top of the world, but sometimes he still feels like the lone defender on an odd-man rush, skating as fast as he can to prevent what feels like an inevitable outcome.
The problem is that he’s not quite sure which outcome it is that he’s trying to stop.
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- Part 2 of Home Ice Advantage
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,616
- Chapters:
- 2/?
- Comments:
- 869
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- 4,279
- Bookmarks:
- 1,204
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- 57,803
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07 Mar 2026
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all around you, all the time by peculiarblue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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“I am out for the season?”
“Probably."
“Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”
“Ilya.”
“Yes? No?”
“It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.
or, you know what they say about the best laid plans
ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 52,889
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 416
- Kudos:
- 4,102
- Bookmarks:
- 1,651
- Hits:
- 72,951
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07 Mar 2026
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Passionate Opposition, starring Ilya Rozanov by princebutt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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Shanehollanderhockeyplayer wants to send you a message.
The notification pops up on Ilya's phone while he's laying on his couch, scrolling TikTok. It’s an Instagram DM, and when he taps on it, he’s asked if he wants to block or accept the message. The thing is, Ilya receives plenty of DMs from randos daily. As an up and coming actor whose breakout role in a queer hockey romance swept the internet by storm, his DMs have been flooded lately. But this one stands out because of the hockey player part.
A hockey player in his DMs is just too good. It specifically being Shane Hollander, Canada’s golden boy, makes it even more delicious.
OR, Ilya stars in a gay hockey rom com. Hockey player Shane slides into his DMs.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,760
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 125
- Kudos:
- 2,334
- Bookmarks:
- 385
- Hits:
- 15,147
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07 Mar 2026
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irrepressible feelings? i'm repressing them just fine, thanks by auroraustralis
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Mar 2026
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“Fuck you,” Ilya said, something burning pleasantly within his abdomen.
Hollander grinned, his eyes glinting over his glass. “You’ve always been very easy to rile up, you know.”
That was unequivocally not true. He was usually the one riling other people up; it was only ever Hollander that got under his skin. Ilya glared at him. “Again, fuck you.”
“Aw, not if you don’t ask nicely, Roz.”
Shane fucking Hollander was going to be the death of him one day. He had been saying it for years. Maybe today would finally be the day.
In which Boston's star center meets his college rival six years after a life-changing injury took him off the ice. Some things have changed in that time. Others have not.
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04 Mar 2026
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Rivalry Eternal by AlicefromtheNightmareland
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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At thirty-five, Shane Hollander finally makes the long-postponed decision: retirement from hockey and signing up at the soulmates office to find himself a lifelong partner. The most beautiful thing about it? He will never, ever have to deal with that asshole Rozanov again.
Ilya Rozanov, after years of chaotic living and no-strings-attached hookups, also makes the long-postponed decision: retirement from hockey, because he heard Hollander is retiring, and what’s the fun without teasing him, and signing up at the soulmates office to find himself a lifelong partner.
Both of them are completely unaware of the fact that fate—or some very thorough algorithm—has already matched them as soulmates. And on a side note, Shane Hollander may be oblivious to the fact that Ilya Rozanov doesn’t actually mind this decision nearly as much as Shane thinks he would.
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04 Mar 2026
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Second Line by NotRamona43
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."
Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."
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Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,784
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 743
- Kudos:
- 7,916
- Bookmarks:
- 2,321
- Hits:
- 101,118
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28 Feb 2026
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ghosts we've always known by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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“Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.
Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”
Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”
Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 69,624
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 522
- Kudos:
- 2,557
- Bookmarks:
- 941
- Hits:
- 33,749
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21 Feb 2026
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lover, come home to me by cherrydialectic
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.
Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.
In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.
The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.
They’re still together. They’re technically fine.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 63,873
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 298
- Kudos:
- 2,178
- Bookmarks:
- 691
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- 35,846
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17 Feb 2026
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I Want to Find a Home (and I Want to Share it With You) by Sent2TheBeast
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Feb 2026
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“Hello?” comes the smallest voice Ilya’s ever heard.
“Alina?”
“Uncle Ilya.” She sniffles over the line.
“Alya, what’s going on?” He is trying desperately to keep his tone steady.
“Dad, he um…he found out.” Fuck.
“Found what out?” He asks, even though he already knows the answer.
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Ilya's niece comes to visit.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 45,792
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 242
- Kudos:
- 1,106
- Bookmarks:
- 284
- Hits:
- 19,275
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16 Feb 2026
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i will choose you by whateveridk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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“I’m sorry,” Shane whispers against Ilya’s hair. “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t—”
Shane cuts himself off with a faint stutter in his breath that Ilya feels in his own chest.
“Please,” Ilya begs, but he isn’t sure what he is even asking for.
He wants Shane to leave. He wants Shane to stay. He wants Shane to hold him and never let go.
Ilya feels Shane’s fingers fist in his curls, holding tight as if Ilya could ever bring himself to pull away.
Shane doesn’t know that Ilya could never, that he cannot fathom turning his back to take even one step away from him.
All he can do is push Shane away, make him walk first, and pick up the pieces left behind.
Or an alternative to that fight from the long game, but instead of Shane leaving as Ilya asks, they actually talk it out
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08 Feb 2026
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When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
____Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.
“Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”
“Mom,” Shane managed.
“Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”
Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 36,510
- Chapters:
- 17/40
- Comments:
- 3,916
- Kudos:
- 16,363
- Bookmarks:
- 5,879
- Hits:
- 406,296
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07 Feb 2026