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  1. Summary

    an au in which harry potter discovers more about his birth family than he’s ever known before, and discovers a whole other element of family he’d never thought of before.

    enter stage left: mary macdonald.

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    a little collection of fics that make me feel warm and happy. and that is very hard to find in the marauders fandom !!

    essentially, a collection of aus in which canon divergence is huge, and harry has all four parents still alive and in his life (lily, james, mary, and regulus) just because i can.

    fuck jkr! happy gays world domination!

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    Shane finds a new family in Ottawa. It just takes him a bit.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.

    No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    24 Dec 2025

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    It wasn’t until the sky burned in the fevered orange of the setting sun that Remus Lupin felt alive. Throughout his day, he moved slow and careful, half conscious with his eyes half open, auto-piloting his feet across the earth and sighing his way through conversations.
    But at night, he lived.

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    Remus Lupin could confess things in the dark that he couldn’t even allow himself to think about in the light. Things like 'sometimes I don’t think I’m real' and 'I’m terrified to talk because I don’t know who would listen' and 'I’m not sure how to act like a person'.
    But the stars didn’t judge. Constellations were kind. And the moon only ever cared.

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    Above him, the sky danced.
    And Remus let out a gut-wrenching, throat aching, heart breaking scream.
    He wasn’t sure why, and it was over as soon as it started.
    The night absorbed his sorrow and the stars responded in soft twinkles, the moon in silver, calming light. He collapsed into the cool grass.
    And Remus Lupin felt alive.

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    22 Dec 2025