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Thing is, they really have changed. The ‘situation’ has changed. He’s afraid he won’t keep up. He doesn’t know why he’d denied it before. Sometimes Seifer feels three years younger, eighteen again, drifting and drowning for a purpose amidst the scalding dream he burned himself with the first time he tried cooking a meal when he was a kid. Not because he wasn’t being fed, or because there wasn’t any care filling up his stomach, but because he was dead-set on doing it all by himself. And it tasted like shit.
Ain’t that just the ragged root of it all?
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It’s frustrating. Genesis would rather not feel affection for her. The first day of having Iduna on his own, he’d tried everything to calm her down. He’d even held her and rocked her in a way that felt unnatural, something he knew he’d have to get used to sooner or later. It wasn’t until he fumbled through exhausted sobs of his own and buried his face into his arms where they rested on her basket did Iduna quiet her cries, apparently disturbed by the addition of noise. He’d looked at Iduna, faces matching both red and wet, and she’d opened her eyes to stare at him. Green as can be.
The thought of giving her away only ever occurred to him in bouts of fear, because to him, that is simply abandonment. An act he’s well-versed in.
It is no longer out of duty that he cares for her. And that terrifies Genesis.
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like a medicine bottle (in my hand i will hold you) by lovelessing
Fandoms: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII
17 Oct 2024
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Sephiroth looks up to see the white light of the bathroom. Genesis’ fingers are cold on the flushed warmth of Sephiroth’s nose, thanks to the blood rushing throughout her face. She feels him wipe at the dried blood on her lips and chin, his breath fanning across her skin in a slight tickle.
She catches on the small bruises forming along his wrist in the downcast of her eyes, with splatted droplets of her blood, and suddenly she feels sick.
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rabbit eye by lovelessing
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)
11 May 2023
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Vash can’t help but crumble once more and warble out a teary, “Nico,” canines biting down on his flesh hand to stop it from reaching out.
Nick’s breath catches in his throat.
He isn’t understanding what happened and can’t even begin to draw any conclusions, yet Nick doesn’t expect any answers from Vash while he’s clearly not coherent either. Vash’s form makes him look undeniably—purposely?—smaller despite his stature, so much like the other children he helped raise in Hopeland, when they couldn’t quite deal with all the huge bounts of pain churning in their fragile bodies and would shrivel up like they were back in the safety of a womb.
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forgiveness in eurydice by lovelessing
Fandoms: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VII (Video Game 1997), Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
11 Mar 2023
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“Who are you seeing? Is it—is it him!?”
A lingering side of Cloud knows that his healing with Aerith, and his tears with Zack, had been undeniably real.
The man Tifa speaks of has plagued his nightmares for the last year, nowhere to be seen in the light of day or in the faces of his family. Sephiroth is no longer a part of Cloud. Sephiroth can no longer tear apart his visage and reach into the caverns of his existence, crushing everything in sight like a bloody, wilted carnation. Sephiroth is no more when it comes to battling with death before he gets a chance to live. Sephiroth is gone. But Zack and Aerith… Cloud can’t say the same for.
He hopes he never has to.
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- Part 3 of steal the sun, i’ll be your only one
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steal the sun, i’ll be your only one by lovelessing
Fandom Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VII (Video Game 1997), Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
11 Mar 2023
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