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    “Well, Rozanov can’t afford the rehab he needs to get back to the league,” Shane said. “So I’ll pay for it.”
    “And—” Ilya began.
    “And whatever else he needs to get by until he gets himself another contract,” Shane said. As Shane spoke, Ilya largely kept his eyes on the money manager. He’d never gotten to watch someone realize Shane was insane before.

    The reigning NHL MVP can't cover the costs of his recovery after getting in an off-season car wreck. Shane adds Ilya Rozanov to his investment portfolio.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    “I’m so grateful I get to do this,” Shane said, slowly. “Do you get that? Before we agreed to this I was…”

    Ilya, despite himself, got curious. “What?”

    “Helpless, I guess,” Shane said, after a moment. “Or I felt helpless. You weren’t talking to me, we don’t really know any of the same people, I was relying on podcasts and articles to answer my questions. And after a while there stopped being new podcasts and articles, but I still had so many questions. I hated it. I hated it so much. I was having nightmares, that summer.”

    Ilya turned to him abruptly, slightly horrified. “Hollander, I—”

    “I’m not trying to make you feel bad,” Shane said. “I’m just trying to explain. I don’t like when you act like I’m doing you this huge favor, like you have to make it up to me. I want to do this. If I wasn’t doing this I’d be losing my mind. I had been losing my mind.”

    “Hollander,” Ilya said again, and sighed. “I think maybe you are still losing your mind.”

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    “We, uh, Brian and I, that is. We decided to open up the relationship.”

    “Okay?” Ilya says, voice flat. “What is that?”

    Hollander shrugs. His posture has gone stiff again. “It. It means we’re still together, but we can also like...see other people. Or not see, because we’re not dating anyone else but, uh. Fuck. Fuck other people.”

    Oh.

    “And this is why you texted me?” Ilya asks.

    In a way, it’s almost better. Hollander and his boyfriend breaking up and Ilya reaping the rewards would be enjoyable. Ilya having to work for that reward himself, getting the chance to fuck Hollander so good he forgets all about that loser who attached himself to him like a parasite before he was old enough to know better?

    Well. Ilya loves a challenge.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    From: [email protected]

    To: [email protected]

    Subject: Secret Santa 2015

     

    Dear Shane Hollander,

    Thank you for participating in the MLH Secret Santa!

    This year, you will be sending a gift to: Ilya Rozanov (Boston Raiders).

    In order to get to know him and get a personalized gift, you will get access to an encrypted messaging app where you can ask him questions. Make sure you don't reveal who you are!

    Please send your gift before December 15th to the Boston Raiders social media manager’s office at the address below.

    Merry Christmas!

    The MLH Social Media Team

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    Or: Shane and Ilya never hooked up, Shane needs to get Ilya a secret santa gift, and Ilya is on a mission to figure out who his secret santa is.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    A night out at the Kingfisher during a team roadtrip to New York leaves Ilya cursed with a truth spell. Worried this will ruin everything for Ilya and Shane and their very secret relationship, Ilya scrambles to break the curse before saying anything he can't take back.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    “It’s going to be okay,” Shane promises. “We’ll get through all of this. You’re not going to lose me. Ever.”

    “I’m sorry,” Ilya mumbles into Shane’s neck.

    “Ever,” Shane repeats, accurately sensing Ilya might not fully be able to believe him. “You’re never going to lose me.”

    Maybe Ilya needs to hear it, again and again. Maybe it’s what he’s needed to hear for a while. That all the other things that come along with who they are are worth giving up before him. Because that’s what Shane is saying, right? At least, Ilya thinks. He hopes. He has to hope. He might ruin what they have because of this damn witch, after all. He has to try to believe Shane when he says he won’t lose him because of it.

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    The Associated Press @AP
    Winter Soldier set to stand trial for Washington D.C. massacre and treason apne.ws/1og6SWE

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    02 Aug 2026